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Not proof read,so please excuse the mistakes.
This OS continues after swara refuses to take the divorce & ragini faking memory loss
swara and sanskaar dint had talk regarding why she refused divorce
hope u like it
both the sisters back again in mm
sanskaar standing near the window with a heavy heart and is lost in his thoughts.He is very upset that swara refused to divorce to get rid of laksh and her ragya mission
he felt despised rejected pierced crushed oppressed devasted what not felt as if he is facing worst situation on the whole earth
thought to himself...
i cnt even avoid her coz i love her & i can never stop supporting her eventhough she dismissed our friendship recently when laksh foolishly proposed her again after she forgave him ...i know i am responsible for all the problems she is facing today...
thinking y life is so hard for him... recollected all his memories from the day he repented n till swara almost gave him a shock by refusing the divorce...
dont i deserve to lead a happy n peaceful life... inspite of having everything y am i still alone...how long should i struggle... i know i have committed many mistakes & am repenting tooo... and how long should i pay for it
i dint wanted to force swara in this relation & i wanted to divorce her and set her free from this forced marriage...knowing that i vl miss her very madly...my god...and see how wierdly things changed now
she is with me and always infront of my eyes bt yet very far...y is this punishment to me...enough z enough now...i need to set boundaries for my self now
god please help me get through
just then
swara enters the room...they both look at eachother but none spoke a word..sanskaar looked very pale...is he alright she thought to herself...sanskaar took a pillow and moving towards couch... stopped by swara calling him sanskaar
he turns around and sees her with a question mark...
she tells sanakaar u sleep on bed and i will sleep on couch... he plainly refuses and is in his way to couch...to his surprise she asks vl you listen to me or not in a commanding voice...he stops and looks at her again...sanskaar it seems like u r nt well n i knw u l b very uncomfortable on couch so listen to me and please sleep on bed and no more arguments needed right now... if u want u can sleep on the couch tomorrow ok...
saying so she takes pillow from his hand and goes near couch
sanakaar felt confused...does she care me ... can she read my face? confusingly he lies on the bed
swara says sanskaar i dnt want to disturb u more bt just wanted to tel u one thing... knowing what she vl tel the reason for refusing divorce...he tells he z very tired and they shall talk later...swara was very desperate to talk to him but as he z not ready she told ok sanskaar u take rest
they both say goodnight to eachother and tries to sleep... both vl nt get sleep
sanskar just closes his eyes...
he z unable to sleep... felt bad that he dint gave chance for her to speak... bt he felt helpless
swara if i aviod u then it vl b better 4 me after u left...i know u came only for ragini
and i am very sure that ragini z faking... just to get back to laksh life again
i just hope that ragini drama ends soon and i wanted to c u at peace
swara z lost in his thoughts
the thing she actually wanted to tel sanskaar was...
refusal of divorce z not because of ragini or the thought of uniting ragini n laksh... its my decision for myself...
and coming to ragini i clarified that my relation with laksh is over long back... i just dont understand how can ragini lost her memory of just 1day...on the day her truth came out... how can the only day got erased from her mind .. z she faking...m very confused... bt i dont want to bother... let her lead her life as she wants...i cnt interfere in their personal issues.
i genuinely want to give a chance to our marriage sanskaar ... it is true that m nt ready for the relation i just need sometime... i believe u trust u respect u... only one step away from love or may be one step already ahead in loving u.
m fed up with all the gamblings happening in my life and i wanted to start a life fresh and then y not with you...thats why i refused divorce sanskaar...kaash e baath methumse kehdethi
very lately they drifted to sleep
NEXT MORNING
swara gets up before sanskaar...she looks at him...goes near him n stares at him for few minutes ... she smiles...covers him with the blanket n goes to get ready
by the time she comes back sanskaar also will get up...she greets him good morning... he reciprocates...she asks him how he was feeling now...he replies that he is fine but avoids seeing into her eyes...she senses it.
after getting ready they both vl go downstairs to attend pooja.
all are present n pooja gets complete ...all are doing their breakfst
dp is very happy for swara n sanskaar as they are giving their marriage a genuine chance
dp tells sanskaar that he wanted sanskaar to come to office today as he want to start few new projects...sanskaar replies yes bade papa i will come
swasan room... sanskaar is getting ready for the office...
sanskaar ysterday u were tired thats y i couldnt tel u what i wanted too...just spare few minutes please...
swara m there to help u in which ever way u want ... but lets do it very fast... so that u can be free from all this...all the family is thinking that very are giving a chance to our marriage... my heart is aching for the fact that u r here again on some pressure..believe me swara i dnt want to hurt u...u know i love u and m nt expecting any thing from u ...n please lets dnt speak regarding y u came back ...i dnt need any explanations too and if u want to hurt me u can go ahead to speak furthur...
swara stood there freezed...he tells m leaving and says bye without looking at her
tears rolled down from her eyes... his pain made her heart ache ...swara felt very very sorry for him...
i hurted him so much and used him for my selfish works ... n i deserve this tooo... bt after listening to me u can decide na sanskaar m ready for the punishment ...
sanskaar also felt bad...bt he z trying very hard to avoid her
all men moves to office...women are busy working in kitchen
swara thought i cnt allow the distance between us increasing like this ... some how should convey my opinion of coming back here... and i cnt go against him also... thought what to do how to convey n all
after few minutes she took a paper ... wrote wat all she wanted to convey him and thought she shall give him this piece of paper in the night...
she come down... to help in preparation of lunch.
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