BIN TERE KYA HAI JEENA ~ SWASAN SS PART 4
Scene : it was morning..Swara was till sleeping holding sanskar's hand (the way she slept last night)
Sanskar was stitting beside her on bed and smiling looking at a sleeping Swara...
"my princess, you look like a fresh rose when you sleep"...
Suddenly someone knocked the door...
Sanskar :(disturbed) "chali aayi Swara ki neend udane..mujhe pata hai kaun hai...chalo koi nahi main darwaja nahi kholunga..😡 jab bhi swara shaanti se so rahi hoti hai tabhi kisiko use disturb karne aana hota hai"
but the person outside continued knocking and with that she starts calling "swara, utho , Darwaja kholo"
Swara got up at so much noise , she opened her eyes and looked at sanskar who was sitting beside her, then looked at the door..
sanskar: " good morning (smiling)"
Swara :" morning...Sanskar koi bahar hai kya...haan hai toh..knock kar raha hai tumne suna nahi ?"
sanskar :" abhi taak kaan theek hi hai , suna maine.."
Swara:"toh darwajs khola kyun nahi?"
Sanskar pointed at swara's hand which was held in Sanskar's arm tightly and told "tumne choda hi nahi.."
Swara looked at that direction and immediately made him free "wo..am sorry ,am ..matlab , tum bhi kya ho ? maine haat pakda tumne bhi yehi raat beeta di baithe baithe , aare tum pagaal ho kya" (swara told being very embarrassed )
Sanskar stood up and laughed and then said "hmm..bas thodaasaa.. ab darwaja khol du warna tumhari bahen tod hi degi.."
He opened and actually it was ragini..
Sanskar :"lo ..as I told you Swara.. Ragini..waise tumhe pakadne me mujhse kabhi galati ho hi nahi sakti.." (sanskar told giving a piercing gaze at Ragini)
Ragini caught the meaning of sanskar's comment in the right direction and felt uncomfortable " aap ..kahna kya chahte hai sanskar"
"kuch nahi Ragini , Sanskar ne guess kiya ki tum hi hogi..yehi kah rahe hai , hai na Sanskar ?" Swara, unaware af the mind game which is on 24/7 between Ragini and sanskar , told so..
Sanskar smirked at Ragini and told "haan Swara..wohi toh kahe raha tha mein?..kyun ? Ragini tumne kya socha?"
Ragini who is now feeling extremely uncomfortable decided to ignore Sanskar and told swara directly " Swara aaj Karwa chauth hai, isi liye main tumhe bula na aayi hu..tum sanskar ke liye Karwa Chauth ka vrat rakh rahi ho naa?"
sanskar looked at Swara, shocked , swara looked back too , there was an eyelock which intensified the tension of the moment...so many things going on in swara's mind "Karwa chauth ? wo toh patni aapne pati ke liye rakhti hai na? aisa kyun laag raha hai ki mujhe ye karna chahiye..lekin Sanskar toh mujhe dost maanta hai , aur main bhi toh..toh awkward nahi hogi agar haan kar du toh ? o God main kya karu?"
Sanskar understood swara's hesitation completely and smiled then closed his eyes once then opened to make Swara understand "fikr mat karo , main sab samhal lunga.." by that gesture..
then he looked at Ragini and said " Nahi"
Ragini "(again looking at swara ignoring Sanskar) par aise kaise Swara? Sanskar tumhara pati hai ? ye farz hai ek patni ki ke wo apne pati ke lambi umar ke liye ye vrat rakkhe"
Sanskar "baat mujhse karo Ragini , swara se nahi , first of all , mujhe bilkool pasand nahi ki koi bhookhi pyaasi rahke mere liye lambi umar ki dua maange.. "
Ragini "par ghar ki saab Auratein kar rahi hai , toh Swara kyun na kare..wo bhi shaadi shuda hai.."
Sanskar :"meri baat abhi khatm nahi huyi hai Ragini..dusri baat ye hai , ki ye vrat pati ke liye rakkhi jaati hai na? abhi tune hi kaha? toh baat ihaan baki gharwaalon ke nahi , baat ihaan pati ka hai sirf..toh suno , mujhe pasand nahi ki meri biwi ye vrat rakkhe mere liye..toh mere pasand na pasand ko maante huye wo nahi rakkhegi ye vrat..aur kuch?"
Swara was constantly looking at sanskar , the more she is getting to know him the more the respect for him increasing, and with that an unusual feeling.. yet unknown to her , also was grwing inside her, she did not say anything not even protested once, she was lost in the way Sanskar was taking decision being a husband , the way he is showing his place in front of Ragini.. the way he is demanding his right to decide what would swara do , but that is so selfless, there was nothing related to him or his pleasure, there is only a genuine concern for his wife..
Ragini caught swara staring at Sanskar , and decided to spoil her pleasure and happiness and said " waise swara tum toh bohat khush ho rahi hogi , tumhe kisi aise ke liye vrat nahi rakhna padega.. jisse tum pyar hi nahi karti ho.."
the words broke Swara's daydream in thousand pieces and she immediately looked at Sanskar and noticed sanskar standing their trying his best to control his pain still failed to hide tiny drops of tears that decorated the corner of his eyes like a diamond..
For the first time swara got angry at the way Ragini Knowingly tortured Sanskar , she felt someone insulting her husband in front of her and she needs to stand by him as its related to her decision either to support or not to support her husband , and if she remains silent then sanskar will be forced to digest the pain without any word too , as he is helpless here..swara remembered she promised her mother that she would take care of sanskar from heart and would respect their relation, so she decided to support sanskar this time and stood beside him.
Swara : (looking at Sanskar) " tumne samajhne me galati kar di Ragini, main toh sanskar se gussa thi jab isne pahlibaar tumse kaha ki main vrat nahi rakkhungi , wo nahi chahte..mujhe laga ki ye mujhe kis baat ki saaza de raha hai mujhse mera haq cheen ke? (showing fake anger at Sanskar)Sanskar who was highly surprised at Swara's words , looking at her with lots of questions hidden in his gaze..)
Swara continued :" lekin jab sanskar ne wajah bataya kyun woh nahi chahte , toh mujhe khusi huyi iss baat se ki ye duniya ki un bohat hi rare husbands me se hai joh, apni patni ko bhookhe pyaase nahi dekh sakte..(smiling and touched sanskar's arm) main wakay lucky hoon... but sanskar, main ye karna chahti hoon , please mujhe ye karne do "
Sanskar shocked , Ragini jealous
Sanskar : 'but tum..tumhe ye..karne ki kya zaroorat hai ?"
Swara :"(still smiling) zaroorat hai sanskar , ye mera pahla karwa chauth hai , aur tum mujhse ye haq nahi cheen sakte, aur mat puchna kyun zaroorat hai , main nahi samjha sakti , ye din har biwi ke liye special hoti hai, kyun hoti hai ye tum husbands nahi samajh paoge..samajh lo ki main ziddi toh hu hi..toh iss baar tumhari baat nahi manne wali main.."
(loking at Ragini ) "tum niche jaao Ragini, main bhi jaa rahi hu, sargi bhi leni hai na? mujhe thoda samjha dena kya riti riwaazein hai ,lekin dilse main sare riwazein jaanna chahti hu aur ab se haar baar ye karna bhi chahti hu" (again looking at sanskar)
Ragini who was feeling extremely jealous now told"jaldi aa jaana" and left the place
Sanskar (to swara) : "kya zaroorat thi swara ye sab kahne ki aur vrat rakkh ne ki bhi kya zaroorat hai ? tum sirf Ragini ko convince karne ke liye aur kahan tak jaaogi haan ? wo kaal ko tumse aur kuch maangegi aisa kuch joh dene se tum aapne aap ko bhi kho do toh batao kaha tak jaogi tum ? sachchi batao usne tumse aisa kuch kahan ki wo joh bhi bolegi tumhe manna padega warna wo kuch karegi firse ...? aisa hai kya? oh God haan aisa hi hoga, mujhe toh pahle se hi shaq tha.."
Swara : shaq tha? toh fir saath kyun de rahe ho ? "
Sanskar : '" kyun ki ye mer farz hai ..aur samjha karo swara, Maine Ragini ko tab jaana hai jab wo aapni hi bahen ke khilaaf saajish kar rahi thi.. maine uska wo shakal bhi dekha joh tumne nahi dekha, bahe wo beshaq tumhari hai , lekin tum usse abhi mujhse behtar nahi jaan paaye, main usse inti zaldi trust nahi kar sakta mujhe waqt chahiye, aur haan fir bhi main tumhara saath nibhaunga kiunki tumhe aapni bahen pe bharosaa hai , aur us bharoosa ka respect karna mera farz hai..aur..."
Swara : (listened everything without protest and looked up with smile as if this time she can feel why sanskar stopped)" aur ..aur kya Sanskar?"
Sanskar "Aur.. kuch nahi...' (he looked at other direction to avoid swara's gaze and trying hard to control own emotions)
Swara : "ok ok..relax baba..par trust me, iss baar Ragini ne mujhse aisa kuch bhi nahi kaha hai , main joh bhi kuch kar rahi hu wo ragini ke liye nahi kar rahi hoon.."
Sanskar :"toh phir kiske liye.."
Swara smiled and went towards the door, Sanskar kept standing there surprised at swara's changing attitude ..
swara was about to go , sanskar repeated " batao toh sahi kyun kar rahi ho ye sab tum ? kiske liye"
Swara looked back and turned to face Sanskar ,looked straight to his eyes and said "tumhare liye.."
An intense eyelock..
Pal bhar thahar jaao
Dil ye sambhal jaaye
Kaise tumhe roka karun
Meri taraf aata har gham phisal jaaye
Aankhon mein tum ko bharun
Bin bole baatein tumse karun
'gar tum saath ho..
Agar tum saath ho
swara noticed sanskar's eyes were full teary , at the same time there was a smile at the corner of his lips.. there was a lots of things his eyes were telling her , the moment was magical , sanskar's thirsty gaze made it clear to swara that he was waiting for long to hear such words from swara, to get some confirmation from swara's side also that he means something to her..
Behti rehti..
Nahar nadiya si teri duniya mein
Meri duniya hai teri chaahaton mein
Main dhal jaati hoon teri aadaton mein
'gar tum saath ho
Sanskar then realized he is doing an awkward thing and broke the eyelock and lowered the eyes " mere liye ..kyun?"
Swara :(now smiling playfully ) "kyun ki ..yeh mera farz hai...aur..."
Sanskar looked back at Swara and told "aur kya Swara.."
Swara gave a shy smile and said "aur...kuch nahi.."
and left the room to hide her blushing face from sanskar..
End of part 4
Precap : Karwachauth rituals on , sanskar keeping fast for Swara, Sanskar caught Ragini making plans against Swara and he decided to play it in her way and makes another plan to give her proper answers
Edited by Vaibhi. - 9 years ago
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