Dont leave me~ Swasan Short Story Part-2A
(this part is long enough so I will complete it in two sub-parts)
Scene : Morning, Swasan's bedroom
almost 7 days passed since Swara came back Maheswari mansion with her husband, lots of things got changed in this short span , Sujata accepted Swara gladly as her daughter in law as she knows about the pain that Sanskar gone through when Swara left him and discussion of divorce was going on.. Sujata realized that Swara has a golden mind a pure soul and a generous , caring heart, she now considers herself lucky to have Swara back as her "bahoo"..
On the other side Laksh stopped talking to sanskar, he considers Sanskar his biggest enemy as he is living with Swara as her husband, he insults and blames Laksh each time they come face to face, as he thinks Sanskar is the one coming between him and Swara, though sanskar never hurt his Lucky back , for whatever blame game he is playing with him , but he gets furious each time lucky crosses his limits and tries to disturb or force Swara to accept his love...
And the main change occurred in the heart of swara, it is true that she agreed to continue their marriage in a hurry and that time only "save me from Laksh and save Laksh Ragini's relation" was the only thing that worked behind her thoughts of doing so..but ever since she came back, she felt Sanskar is the only guy who is doing everything for the sake of Swara not because he wants something in return, he is the only guy who cares for Swara more than anything else on earth but never demands anything in return... She felt the difference between Laksh and Sanskar, she understood what's the true love is...
It was morning, Swara opened eyes and the first thing she saw was her husband who was sleeping on his couch , Swara smiled seeing the baby like innocent face of Sanskar, she is confused now a days, she can't figue out the reason behind this smile which automatically coming each time she notices Sanskar..
Swara saw many changes in Sanskar too... one of them is the change in his behavior, he is maintaing distance with Swara as much as possible, though he is always there whenever Laksh tries to annoy her, or she needs anybody's help, but except that, when they remain all alone in their room , Sanskar generally keeps himself busy with his laptop and don't even say any words , if Swara tries to start conversation, he ends it with a simple yes or no..
Swara is disappointed a little, though she did not realize yet the reason of her disappointment , she herself had told Sanskar not to expect anything from their relation other than just support of each other in need, then why she is so upset when Sanskar is doing exactly what she said ? she does not know...
She tried to talk to Sanskar, tried to bring back smiles in his lips, but Sanskar did not respond, he remains somewhere lost all the time, like he is hurt so much that he now does not responds to any fun or happiness...
All these issues hurting Swara in the same way too.. she feels now that Laksh is not the only reason for what she needs Sanskar, there's something happening inside her which forcing her mind to think about Sanskar, telling her soul to get connected with him, now she wants the marriage to work for herself, she wants to stay with Sanskar because she started falling for him.
Swara got up and checked the time, it was 9 A.M in the morning...
"9 baaj gaye, ye abhi tak so rahe hai.." Swara remembered she never saw sanskar on his couch even when she woke up at 7 A.M
"hmm, kaal sone me der kar di isi liye sayed..."
Swara remembered Sanskar was busy with his work till late at night, he did not want to disturb Swara so he was doing his works in the study room, he simply told Swara to switch off light and sleep and left, but Swara could not sleep until Sanskar came back, actually Sanskar did not came back...Swara waited till 2 .a.m then went to study...and then...Swara blushed a little remembering the moments...
Flashback :2am at night:
Sanskar was sitting still staring at his laptop...he was lost in his thoughts , he was still remembering the words Laksh had said him today : "tu bhaai hai mera? tu dushman hai, par ye khel tera zyada der tak nahi chalega, tu dekh lena ...main tum dono ko humesha ke liye alag kar dunga...humesha ke liye.."
Sanskar did not reply to any thing he told..but from that moment his heart started bleeding, Lucky , jiske liye usne Swara ko bhi divorce dene ke liye tayar ho gaya tha wohi bhai aaj kya kya bolke chala gaya...Sanskar was upset and broken and did not saw Swara entered the study..
"Sanskar, chalo bohat huya, so jao chalo.."
Sanskar was so much surprised to see Swara that he could not answer for few seconds then said "soye nahi ab tak?"
"nahi soye tabhi toh..ak minute...Sanskar...wo kya hai.." Told Swara..
"kya,,kya hai kaha kya hai" Sanskar checked surroundings but could not find anything..
it was actually a red mark that was visible on the chest of Sanskar under his throat..
Swara came near Sanskar..."yeh kya hai, yeh mark kaisa hai..?"
Sanskar checked and realized...and told "wo kuch bhi nahi..chot lag gayi..." he told while hiding it under shirt..
"chot kaise lagi, kab , kaha ..dikhao mujhe.."
Swara hold the shirt of Sanskar and tried to check it but Sanskar tried to hide it , as the wound appeared there was the result of an angry punch on his chest that Laksh gifted him as answer of Sanskar's tight slap on his face when he told something negative about Swara.
Sanskar was continuously trying to stop Swara and Swara was also trying with her full power to check it out and in that fighting, accidentally Sanskar's shirt got ripped of totally and his well toned bare body appeared outside...
Swara was shocked at that moment , she could not believe what she had just done and Sanskar too, as well, lost his all words...Swara tried hard to look at other side but Sanskar's body was too attractive to do that at once...it was Sanskar who covered his chest with hands and told 'ye kya kiya tumne.."
at that perfect moment light went off and they both felt more awkward in that complete darkness...
Suddenly, something ran between the feet of Swara and she screamed in fear and hugged Sanskar..
Sanskar felt Swara was afraid so he held her tightly in arms and told " kya huya Swara, "
Swara hugged him more tightly and said ,"kuch pass kiya mere mere..feets ke upar se..."
Sanskar patted the back of Swara and told "koi nahi...cheepkali hogi...ghabrao mat..swara..swara..sun rahi ho tum"
Swara did not listen actually , she was lost in the arms of the man who cares for her like nobody else can ever do, the man who loves her with his soul...the man who fought with the world to protect her, the man who never failed to support her in need , the man who is saving her from all pain and trouble like a wall...
Swara was lost in the mild perfume of Sanskar's skin...his strong arms and his slightly wet chest...
BACKGROUND MUSIC..
Iss tarah se khudse aa mujhko jod tu
Thoda bhi mujhme na mujhko chhod tu
Na yaad teri tujhko
Na yaad mujhe hoon main
Aa mujhko pehan le tu
Aa tujhko odh loon main
Sanskar felt the closeness of Swara, though he tried hard to control himself , but his arms did not listen to his mind and embraced Swara more tightly... his passion was taking over his heart , and he is getting slightly crazy feeling the warmth of Swara's breath on his bare chest...Sanskar feeling Swara rubbing her head slightly on his chest and her soft lips touched his chest once..
Sanskar shivered little and closed eyes..
Music :
Katra katra main girun
Jism pe tere theharun
Katra katra main girun
Tujh mein hi kahin reh lun
Dariya tu khaali kar de
Mujhme saara tu bhar de
Tujhko aa main pee jaaun, pyaas bujha do..
Laana kuch baadal laana
Unko mujh par barsaana
Boondein teri ho jinme, unse bhigaa do...
Both getting lost in the mood of the moment ... Sanskar rubbed his hand slightly on Swara's shoulder...
Music :
Tarun main tan pe tere
Thehrun angon pe tere
Gehari jo khawahish teri
Unme duba do..
Na yaad teri tujhko
Na yaad mujhe hoon main
Aa mujhko pehan le tu
tujhko odh loon main
Qatra qatra main girun
Jism pe tere theharun
Katra katra main girun
Tujh mein hi kahin reh lun..
Suddenly Sanskar remembered the words which Swara once told him "haan Sanskaar, tumne mujhe dhonka di hai.." and at once he came back in senses, his mind shouted 'kya kar raha hai Sanskar, fir se Swara ki bharosa tod raha hai, Swara dar gayi hai isiliye tere pass ayi hai, tu bas ek dost hai aur dost ki had me rahe..kya karne jaa raha tha tu,chee'
Sanskar at once made Swara free from his embrace butSwara was still hugging her..
Sanskar started shaking her holding her shoulders "Swara , dekho light aa gaya..Swara.."
Swara gradually opened eyes and took few more minutes to realize that she is resting on Sanskar's bare chest..she at once went apart, and felt extremely ashamed of whatever she has done, but simultaneously she could not deny the fact that she felt like she was in heaven when Sanskar took her in his arms... that realization made her more ashamed... and she blushed and told"am...am sorry..wo main wo.."
"koi baat nahi..hota hai...main sone jaa raha hoon, tum bhi aa jaao, kaafi der ho gaya hai"
Sanskar left without any further explanation... while Sansker did it to control his own urge of loving Swara more and hiding own heartbeat, Swara got hurt getting that type of minimum reaction from Sanskar,when this closeness has affected her so much... she stood their sometimes to find explanation of Sanskar's weird behavior..
"tum Kavita nahi ho Swara, Nashe me kahe diya hoga Sanskar ne, lekin wo tumse kabhi pyar nahi kar sakta us tarha jis tarha kabhi Kavita se kiya usne..toh tum bhool hi jao ye pyar vyar ka chakkar..."
Swara's mind screamed inside her..
swara could not believe her own mind... is it Kavita for whom she is feeling jealousy ? jealous for what ?for Sanskar's love? but why ?
but again her mind told "yehi sach hai Swara , tum Kavita nahi ho aur kabhi ho bhi nahi sakti... tum second love ho pahla pyar nahi aur pahla pyar toh special hoti hai na/"
Swara felt her eyes got teary...she was angry and disappointed, that time Sanskar came again to call her, "swara, tum abhi tak yehi ho?"
Swara looked at him , her eyes were visibly angry..Sanskar got confused as he could not find reason behind this..
"kya huya Swara tum.."
But before he could complete, swara pushed him slightly to make way and stormed out of the room...
when Sanskar entered their room he saw swara switched off the light and sleeping on his bed..though she was not sleeping but it appeared that way so Sanskar also laid down on couch..
FLASHBACK ENDS..
Swara remembered the whole story and blushed then thought " kaafi der tak so raha hai , kya karu, utha du kya? nahi nahi sone dete hai..but no no meeting bhi toh hai Sanskar ka...office me..to kya karu main?"
Swara was hesitating that time again her mind told " hey Swara, soch mat itna..tu Kavita nahi hai..der raat tak kavita ke bare me hi soche honge, aur abhi bhi Kavita ki sapne dekh rahe honge..tu disturb mat kar.."
Swara got furious at the moment this thought came in her mind and she told to herself "rahne dete hai, main hoti kaun hoon joh itna sochu? mere se toh achchese baat bhi nahi karte hai ye... rahe Kavita ki Sapno ke saath..main kyun bich me aayun?"
thinking so...she left the room at once..
#End of Part 2A
Part 2B or final part will be updated tomorrow...
Edited by Vaibhi. - 10 years ago
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