SwaSan: My Lifeline
Prologue
Swara stood there numb at badi's terrace thinking about the happenings of week before, she reached too late everything was finished, it was hard for her to digest the fact, the two people she trusted the most betrayed her like this. Lukshya not only her love but also her best friend didn't wait for her he married her sister instead and her sister crossed every limit in her so called love. Is this real or she was having nightmare she was actually living her worst nightmare. How the hell she landed in this situation, oh right she was stupid to think that she will get a happy life easily but no how can that possible since childhood she with her Maa and Dida had to struggle for every small, small things then how now.
With whatever happened her Maa and Baba's relation get affected badly the man she called her father didn't believe a word she said he didn't even ask her how she got hurt so badly he put all blame on her Maa for him her Maa didn't raised her well and it was all her fault and Ragini married Lukshya to save their reputation. And when Dadi listen her accusing her darling granddaughter she didn't waste a second and throw them out of the house.
In short she was back to square one, living with her Maa and Dida her real family but this time she was not the same lively bubbly girl anymore, she was lost. Whatever happened in past days changed her she was broken girl.
She didn't realize she was crying until someone put handkerchief in front of her she didn't need to turn to know who there was it was Sanskar. The reason behind all her misery but also her biggest support in this past week not that she is going to accept this before him she had learnt her lesson never trust anyone blindly never give anyone so much control over you that they misuse it.
And also she think that he is doing this out of guilt may be he believe that he is responsible for her broken state that somewhere true but she had forgive him surprisingly she was not angry with him cause he was stranger for her till she meet real Sanskar a day before marriage when he saved her life, she understand whatever he did, there was reason he was broken just like her, had lost the love of his life just like her she now understand his state better she can connect with him easily there was just one difference where his grief for his love changed into rage, her grief changed into helplessness.
Helpless it is how she feels whenever she see Ragini and Laksh together, all their betrayal come in front of her, she felt like killing herself but can't her Maa and Dida have enough tensions they don't need another one, thinking that she stops herself whenever that thought come in her mind.
"Your tears are more precious don't waste them like this." Sanskar's voice pulled her out of her thoughts.
"What are you doing here?????" she asked rudely, she didn't want to talk to him in that manner but she didn't have choice, after what happened she vowed to herself she won't let anyone enter in her life, now she had only one reason to live that was her family which consist of her Maa and Dida. Other people doesn't matter to her, but this man has made a place in her life in a very short period of time that scared her she don't want to repeat same mistake so this is the only way to stop herself getting hurt in future.
"I was here because Dida call me, she ask me to help you guys in packing." Sanskar answered her pretending that he didn't notice her rude tone but that was not true, it was not the first time she was talking to him rudely in past 7 days he is the only person she talk with and that was always in rude tone. She didn't talk to her Maa because she was scared that she will end up in tears and her mother didn't need that at this time. It was easy to talk to him because she felt connected to him in some way.
On the other hand Sanskar was very well aware of her state because he went through the same pain in past and also why she is behaving rudely with him although he deserve her rudeness and much more but he knows that she is not doing this because she held him responsible it was so she don't get hurt again. She tried to hide this fact but she forgets that her expressive eyes tell very clearly what is in her heart. And he is sure her heart doesn't have any hatred for him.
He was shocked she didn't see him with hate when she come to know about his real face and when he tell her about his lost the tears in her eyes were proof how pure hearted girl she is. He regret using her in his cheap revenge game, she surprised him by her forgiving nature. Not only her all Bose ladies surprised him when he ask them to forgive him for his wrong deeds they forgave him so easily although Dida give him a tight slap first but then he deserves worse.
"We don't need any help we can manage." She told him she was irritated with her Dida why she called him, it was her daily routine whenever she come on terrace to spend some alone time her Dida would call him and without wasting any minute he would come, and would give same reason of packing and all. That was somewhat right he do help them in packing and she would always give same answer that they don't need help.
Actually after seeing her daughter and granddaughter in this state Dida decided that they would not stay here they will move out not only from Badi but also this city, but Sanskar come here not only to help them but also he help Swara to come out of this depression he made so irritated that she had no other option but to ooze out all her frustration, grief, he knows what those things do to a person, he don't want that to happen with Swara,
That was another reason for Swara not to like him because he knows how she should handle herself better than her.
"No need to get so aggressive, me here for last time as tomorrow you are going Mumbai, then you won't see my face, so just relax." Sanskar answered her without getting effected from her angry glares.
"I m sorry I should not talk to like this but I m not in right state of mind." Swara apologized, she feeling guilty that she talks to him like this. She doesn't want to but her past does not allow her to be friendly with him.
"It's okay I totally understand." Again his reply scared her she don't him to understand why he do this with her can't he just leave her alone. She was going to snap at him again but remind herself that he won't be there for her from tomorrow, so don't need to waste energy in stupid yelling.
Tomorrow is going to be a new, fresh start of her life, away from all hatred and conspiracies. There will be only love of her Dida and Maa.
But there was a big question was she ready for that??????
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Hey guys I m Aiman, new to this forum and this is my first writing on SwaSan.
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