Originally posted by: -Xaffron-
There is no need to stretch this matter, you say! Why shouldn't I stretch this matter? Does it even look like I am blaming that guy? I am questioning him of his blind trust in you to an extent where he would participate in the maligning of a person he doesn't even know!
How do you know how I talk and type? Do you have access to my writing skills? I can present a 100 other members who write and talk like you? Where would I be going with that nonsense of mine then? What would I be proving? THAT YOU ARE IN AN MID? How juvenile and foolish it would be of me then! A male friend of yours leaks your twitter content, to bhai duniya mein kaun mila aapko? MAIN.. Roshan.. Sahi? To matlab woh jo humne ek doosre se waade kiye the PM mein to be loyal to each other and what not? Where did they go? Do you have an answer for that? Or were you emotional when you promised me to be loyal to me and vice a versa? Just because you apologized, I should let go of it? Would you?
And FOR GOD'S SAKE, DON'T YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND SARCASM? I WAS THAT MID BECAUSE YOU'D TOTALLY MADE UP YOUR MIND THAT IT WAS ME. Without even thinking back and forth, you drew your speculations and maligned me in your friend circle!! Ek baar poochh leti Dexy, main qasam khaake kehta hoon, I would have never shown my face to you for the sake of your honor and our friendship. And yes, Dr3vil was NOT neutral in this, my dear. The guy had snapped me on the chat thread all of a sudden. I was totally baffled by his behavior. Until then, I was totally oblivious of the situation cooking behind my back. He's the same Dr3vil that I was speaking to months earlier on good terms. How would you feel if Shashi or Ajnu or Mona or whoever you're on good terms with snaps at you out of the blue. Meri samajh se baahar ho gaya ke why the guy snappd at me. After reading your digs at me, with a heavy heart, I confronted him last night and asked me what the matter was. You think I am stupid, Dexy? You think I don't understand.
Tumhari har takleef mein humne saath dena. At your one request, I came up to your rescue and pitched in my opinions, which I later removed as I was immensely hurt and shocked beyond disbelief. I was like in a total state of shock. I have no regrets that I deleted XOXO and kicked her ass out of my FB. She was constantly foul mouthing you and calling you names like wh**e and what not. I cannot hear such things about a girl, especially when she's a friend. I have three sisters and I know what it means when men (or women) call other women such names. Thankfully, my upbringing is much better than what you think it is.
So what if we were at a cold war! Damn it! What friends don't fight and have a cold war over the silliest of things. Does that mean I go around talking crap about you behind your back?! Yes, I did have a cold war with you. But, did you bother consoling me? Cuz every time anything happened between the two of us, it was I who came up to you and made you smile. Is baar agar tum aa jati do pyaar ke shabd kehne to kya tumhari izzat kam ho jati, Dexy? Is that all my friendship held for you? Is that what it wound down to.
Everyone is a social behaviorist on IF. Everyone tries to be a boss in here. I am so damn shocked that Dr3vil and RTH participated in your digs. Can't say the same about Shashi. I don't know him, and I don't wanna know him from now on! But RTH, whom I respected as my older sister... Never mind. I can't even complete the damn sentence, it's that nerve-wrecking.
You don't want me to drag others into this matter. Don't worry, I won't. Who am I to drag them? They have already done the needful themselves. BUT MY ONLY QUESTION TO THEM IS: DID THEY KEEP THEIR BRAINS IN YOUR BACK POCKETS WHEN TAKING DIGS AT AT ME AND PARTICIPATING IN YOUR PUDDLE OF MUD? Where was it really?
I have forgiven you, Dexy. But I will never forget what you did to me. It's an online world, alright. But certain things get etched till eternity. Trust is a very crucial thing in friendship. Once gone, always gone!
I wish you all the best for your endeavors and promise to never cross paths with you again. I promise you till the day I get banned or leave this forum for good. I DO NOT EXIST FOR YOU AND YOU DO NOT EXIST FOR ME HEREAFTER.
KHUDA HAFIZ AND JAI HIND!