Originally posted by: widluv2aryan
we.....i have alredy stated my views on why bhanu and kuljeet left ss....so will not repeat tht......abt ss ending also.....i cant relly comment....coz all the serial.....ss, siddhant, hotel kingston, al of them ended together......so it was abt the channel.....i think...... but ss was ended abruptly in our view.....bahnu thot that this was the rite way to end it....and obviously so did the producer....sometimes ppl jus don giv happy endings....and i hate tht.......like even guns and roses....thts the writers choice....what can i say....and like i sed....at tht time.....bhanu dint wanna play it anymore.....but u know what....i actually wish he gets no job....and has to come bak to ss 2......atlest by majboori!😈
abt the bahnu kuljeet affair.....i dint kno till the day she died.....i remember readin interviews whr she said bhanu was hot....i also read an interview in a magasine whr she said tht she was in love....but dint tell the name opf the person....i hoped and hoped and hoped tht it was bhanu.....
i used to visit the forum regularly as a reader.....from the time ss ended......the day kul died....i got the info frm the forum....i couldnt believe it...i thot it was a mix up with nafisa josef.....but when i chekd out the issue on google...it was true! i was cryin in the cyber....i thot i would faint....i coudnt bear it!.....i went to a near by pco....and callled up a frnd...who is also a fan of ss....but no so big.....i was cryin in the middle of the road....she also cudn believe it!...i came home and told mom....and went out for a walk with tht frnd....the minute i met her.....i hugged her tight and cried.....luckily she understood and consoled me....we met anothr frnd...who noticed i was upset......when she knew the reason...she rolled her eyes and aid....why r u cryin....tht model had died....! my frnd gave her a stern look and said...."kuljeet nahi....shaina chali gayi hai" ....and tht shocked me...as the reality hit me!!!! i told them i was not well and went home....mom and dad were goin out...tht day....i watched the news for 3 hours....and cried...i have tears in my eyes even while writin this......ðŸ˜....but they still had not said whi kuljeets bf was....i cried myself to sleep too....i called up 2 frnds and spoke to them too....i hoped it was not bhanu she loved now....for his sake.....
but the next....day i woke up to see the mumbai mirror starin at my face...."who is bhanu uday?"....tht shoked me all the more.....i red the dna and times at home and bought the midday from the station....i met a frnd....and i discussed the whole issue with her........
i am generally a girl who goes all dressed to college...with my hair open, dangling earings....and lots of kajal inmy eyes.....i have to have liner and kajal and liner in my eyes all the time....but for about the whole week when kul died....i was weain a simple tee...had plaited my hair....and was wearin no make up or earings....i dint feel like lookin good.....my whole class was askin me what had gone wrong...even ppl who dint kno me personally.......my mom was relly worried......
i am an atheist by nature....but that day ...i told my frnz....lets go to the chapel...(i study in st.xaviers, a jesuit institution....) they were shoked....and we went and sat thr,,,,it is usually empty and very peaceful and silent.....and thr for the first time b4 my college frnz,....whom i knew for barely 6 months....i broke down........i cried in the chapel.....the longest.....and they....though could not relate to me......did understand somewhere.......
well....i kno i have bored u a looooooooooooooooootttttttttttttttt.......................bu t i just wanted to share this experience,,,,this immense pain with u ppl.......... all i wanna say to ur question is tht......when kul died....i thot some part of me had died....someone in my family had died....i cannot comment on something like this.....
yes,i did think it was murder....and i still do at times....i hope it was murder.......so tht kul wud die an honorable death.....but i also belive....bhanu had nothing to do with it......she loved him too much....(and mayb he dint love her so much and was a more practical person) but she gave him a clean chit in the suicide note....and i believe her.....
furthe....i would not like to say....as it hurts me a lot.......im sorry if my answer is beatin round the bush....and not satisfactory....but i cant help it.......m relly sorry!
