She loved Nandini like a sister..Took baby steps with her.. They shared each other's expertise, made each other better, strenghtened each other..
One incident where Nandini's fiance tries to violate her, she expects Nandini to be her defendant, to stand by her and say 'Everything will be alright.. Go ahead and file a case.. I will stand behind you.. I will fight the world for you this time if they question your character and values..'
But alas the one she was expecting to trust her believed her to be a mean creature to be jealous of her!!
She died a little that day.. But she didn't let that incident break her.. She feel and rose again to conquer the world.. She forgave but didn't forget.. She didnt give her power to destroy her again. She didn't let the incident break her confidence or smash her positivity.. SHE BUILD A NEW LIFE FOR HERSELF..
Her mother continuosly berated her for not being traditional enough, for not jumping into motherhood before she wasn't ready, for not being financially more helpful to her mother, for trusting her friend, for every small mistake that may or may not be hers..
But she didn't give into her inconsiderate demands.. She stood her ground.. She believed in herself and tried to give her mother small small happiness.. She didn't chide her.. She understood where she came from, she was just a mother who wanted her children's happiness based on what she had experienced in her own life, she wanted them to have a secure future though her ways may be wrong..
She found her friend under immense physical and mental duress.. She forgot all past differences after one emotional reunion.. She sensed her helplessness and misery though the circumstances and dialogues suggested otherwise.. She delved deeper and assured her support..
Her friend tried to contact her.. She used all her resources at her disposal to save her.. She held her hand and said,
'Everything will be alright.. Go ahead and file a case.. I will stand behind you.. I will fight the world for you this time if they question your character and values..'
She fought the devil with all her might to safeguard her friend.. She suffered backlash but didn't leave the needy hand.. Even when her MIL and dida were not favourable, she didn't loose hope.. She was still positive she will be able to fight for her friend.. She didn't give into societal pressure and abandon her friend.. She stood up for what she believed is right and challenged the world..
She finds solace in her friend's presense, forgets her worries and prepares to improve herself not knowing the same person is this time stabbing her from behind, butchering her trust, love and friendship.. But she will not fail.. She will learn her lessons once again the hard way.. SHE WILL FIGHT THIS TIME FOR HERSELF..
She loved her husband with all her being.. She never strayed from her vows and promises.. She nurtured a loving family for them.. She accepted his family as hers.. She loved them as her own.. She created a place for herself in everyone's heart.. She was never the cause of any confrontation but always the part of the solution..
She made his dream hers, his needs hers, his passion hers.. She planned to make his aspirations successful.. She accepted everything, his friendliness, his anger, his care, his love, his beliefs, his values, his decisions.. She didn't question them but rather saw the inherent goodness in them..
She trusts him with everything not knowing he has already strayed.. She tries to hold onto him not knowing he is no more interested in being hers.. She will loose everything the day she is confronted with truth.. She may go into depression and self-loathing.. But she will rise and win again..
SHE WILL FALL IN LOVE AGAIN BUT THIS TIME WITH HERSELF..