English poems n quotes: jazz collection - Page 4

Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love him so.
A part of me needs him so much,
Can't seem to let him go.

Knowing I won't be able to see him,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

He was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without him,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see him one last time,
I'm terrified of what he may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see him one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When he tells me that last goodbye,
I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go

Teach me to stop caring
When I think of what we were
Teach me to stop crying
When I see you there with her

Show me how to live again
When you're not here with me
Show me how to fight the fact
That we're not meant to be

Tell me that I'll be alright
And my life will be okay
Without you right here by my side
To hold my hand each day

Let these teardrops wash away
Don't let this heartbreak last...
Let me let go like you did
For you've forgotten me so fast

I thought things were good now
I thought we'd overcome the bad
Now I see through the illusion
Of the love I thought we had

You told me that you met her
Now you don't know what to do
I smiled and said "Just pick her
I'll be fine not having you"

But I couldn't hold my tears back
So I whispered "Got to go..."
Then I quickly hung the phone up
So my hurting wouldn't show

Now I'm shaking and I'm crying
And I don't know what to do
Cause the truth is, I was lying
I can't make it without you

Your shaking because your cold
Your heart is breaking,
but yet you act so bold.
Your so hurt you cant help,
but feel like dirt.
The pain rushes through your heart
as you watch the rain race down from the sky
and you begin to fall apart.

you always act you never think
you just shut your eyes and start to drink
it doesn't matter who you hurt
you even get a chance to flirt

you never see it
but you treat me like shit
you don't even care
you expect me to be fair??

but to tell you the truth
i'm done lying on the roof
to scared to say anything
worried you are leaving

you never see it
but you treat me like shit
you don't even care
you expect me to be fair

The tears fell down like rain
And slowly she became
The girl with bitter tears
And left behind her fears
The ones that once were real
Have left her to not feel
The beauty of reality
She left aside her sanity.
They all think shes fine
But they dont see the pain
That only tends to gain
The joy that is now gone
Like everyday at dawn
And maybe onday they will see
What she became to be :
The girl that is now cold
But never ever told...

The warm sun touched her face
But she didnt feel a thing
The cold air had begun to race
But she doesn't feel the sting
There are people laughing
People crying
People singing
And people dying
But still...
She feels immune
To the feelings and actions her
She feels that soon there will be light no longer
Along with the soul
Tha seems to diminish
An the dark hole that has no finish
Dark halls that have no end
And wounds that dont mend

i promised myself i will never cry
but in silent tears fall from my eye
you promised me that you will never let go
and always told me that you love me so
thinking of memorize, are breaking my heart
wishing and wondering, if i can have a new start
my thoughts and emotions are all for you
and their is nothing that i can do
setting in silence, this is my way
and all i can do is just obey

they say time can mend a broken heart, but tell me what happens to your soul when it was taken from you from the very start

only one person can answer my questions
that burn deep inside,
only one problem why should he try.

you see...i live in my own world ,
my own space and time...
only its clear now, im
living a lie.

this is my own hell
in which i shall burn.
this is my life in which i shall
learn...