Originally posted by: pratikshaa100
I don't think she is being weak here. Even she said today she is disappointed and angry at Shaurya for standing up for them. Am I that easy to let go...bandi filhal iss wajah se dukhi hai. 2 hafte ho ya 2 saal, kitna hurt hoga ye to pyaar ka intensity pe depend karta hai. Upar se first love hai aur bohut pehle se hi Shaurya caught her special attention. Invasion of personal space by Shaurya and vice versa, being comfortable to his physical proximity were always okay with her. She doesn’t do this with ACP or other male. Be it valentine dance, post ragging incidents etc., she was somewhat attracted to him always.
She didn't believe Shagun's words completely, instantly thought about Shaurya's words. But those words were definitely a blow to her sapna. Hence, the bit rona, dhona she did. I didn’t feel it OTT, rather a person would actually believe like that. She is sure that he loves her but her birth day got spoilt by engagement announcement of her beloved, he didn't stand up for them, he got into an accident, his ex-fiance tells her about his regressive soch while he never indicated those. She is in a messed up condition right now.
About the self-blaming, she is just guilty of Shaurya's accident. She is thinking that she should have listened to Shaurya and maturely sorted the matter altogether on that very day. If she did that, Shaurya wouldn’t have to go through this pain. Many strong headed person bend a little in such situations, ig that's happening to her.
I think, here, by the word ladai, she means she can step down now, make distance with Shaurya, solely focus on her career and restrain herself from getting more heart breaks in future. But that would mean giving up on them, on whatever they share. Even if Shagun said the truth, Shaurya's words are giving her hope that he might have a hidden support towards her education and career somewhere clouded in his mind. As a student, he always gave her a boost. For that hope, she is ready to start in a dangerous path for him, for their love where she might need to fight against his family, her family and even his soch.
Just like what Shaurya told Shagun... People fall in love and move on... But it isn't going to be that simple.. Right...
I don't mind thoda rona dhona and no OTT... And I have much issues with Anokhi feeling deeper connection with Shaurya... But my concern arises when she is shown to be pendulum...
In one episode something, in another something else, in third again something confusing...
Her lines today were confusing like hell... I wanted clarity on her reaction to be honest... She was shell shocked when she came out... This is the track I was waiting for her and moreover her reaction... She was shocked as I said, but phir her dialogues were again something else... Is she planning to go on mode where she wants to give their relationship try anyway and step back and reevaluate past 2 weeks..? And this episode did not convey anything... All the more I am upset that Shaurya has been away all these episodes and I have never waited so desperately for ShaKhi to meet again... They will have definitely have different reaction and take on whatever has happened... While Anokhi would be little more grounded and Shaurya will be more desperate - is what I expect... And two of them talk this out...
By any chance if the show is ruined at this stage of main theme... I will not be able to reconnect again... I want CVs to handle this sensibly.. Either they fight together or against each other... I don't care! I am happy with whatever route it goes... It MUST be consistent!
Jhanak
