HaYa..Two Shattered & Heartbroken Souls

This got to b one of the most gut-wrenching and heartbreaking confrontation between HaYa when a devastated Harman disowns his wife Saumya by pushing her away from him after his trust was completely broken on learning about his wife's participation in this Aaraval Devta puja , something that he was strictly against .. Long back he already showed his firm opposition against this puja when a grp of kinners came to ask for money for this puja and he clearly told them that they should learn to respect their own identity instead of doing such pujas just to b part of some other society .. So when yesterday he saw his own wife joining the same herd of kinners and doing this puja , it was last nail in the coffin for him as he just could not believe in his eyes that Saumya will break his trust in this manner by lieing to him all these 3 days while performing this puja secretly at night ,,Take a bow Vivian..What a Powerpacked Act as the heartbroken shattered man whose soul is filled with pain & agony today as he sees his wife like a widow draped in white saree & breaking those red bangles which were suppose to b his pride & trust...Alas that trust is broken forever 😭

Best Heartwrenching moment of Epi for me was when Saumya rushes into Harman's arms with hope that he will b her saviour again like always but Harman not only push her away but also looks at mangalsutra with raging fire of pain & disgust in his eyes & then throw it away brutally ..Vivian was simply brilliant here in showing that extreme anger and heartbreak of Harman ..We always saw love in his eyes for his Gulabo but for the first time we saw that extreme disgust in his eyes for his same Gulabo and thats where Vivian excels as an actor as he is able to bring such extreme opposite reactions for the same character 👏👏


My heart truely went out to Harman today when he said "Harman Singh is dead today" because his own wife killed him today by marrying some God & becoming a widow..Like he said if u r married to me and not that God then it means u r my widow now and if u married that God then in either case u killed me ...So Not only his trust was broken but his soul too died today as he failed to bring his wife out of her kinner insecurities..

Harman hates one thing and that is lies reason why he even disowned his own mother Preeto when he came to know about her lie regarding Mohini .. It was Saumya who forcibly united son and mother that time and so this time too I expect Preeto to do the same in future 🤔 but for now we can see that if Harman can disown his own mother for a lie , then its obvious that he will do the same with Saumya after he was letdown by her in front of everyone .. Saumya was his pride and yesterday his pride turned into his biggest embarassment and this is where such harsh and bitter words came out of Harman's mouth out of extreme hurt and pain 😭😭 ..

As a HaYa fan,I equally felt bad fr Saumya when Harman assumed that she is breaking her bangles on her own when in reality her hands were forcibly banged on floor but when u look from a distance it appears like those typical widow rituals where grp of ladies break bangles.sigh ..So Bangle Breaking act was last nail in coffin for Harman along with Saumya's previous lie about participating in puja as he was always against such puja...All he saw was grp of kinners making her break bangles like it happens in widow rituals .Little did he know that it was by force & not by choice ..sigh But then I dont blame Harman for not able to guess that bangle breaking is by force because in normal widow ritual such acts r done as an act of force only,so he assumed she is putting up an act of widow here which pissed him more ..Poor Saumya too was at loss of words to explain him anything that moment as she was herself trying to understand what all is happening with her ..


My heart broke into pieces when Harman with heavy heart called Saumya a kinner as he felt disgusted seeing the sight of his wife joining the blind belief along with other kinners thus defeating the purpose of her husband & mother(Nimmi)'s fight for her all these years ..When Harman said "Go Tarana Go,Join other kinners in crying & clap,dance,play dhol like them" .. I could see a defeated lover here whose soul is fully dead as he releases his Gulabo from every relation today with a heavy heart after realising that he was never her priority 😭..We know Saumya's priority will always remain Harman only but here I m only talking from Harman's POV and what he felt after watching her draped in a white saree and lieing to him all this while ..People say things in extreme anger & so did Harman which proves he is human afterall who has the right to feel hurt & b angry when he discovers how his wife kept him in dark all these days only to participate in a puja about which she had no idea..Fr me he is fully justified here in venting out his anger finally ..I m glad CVs finally foussed on Harman's emotions as a human being who too can feel hurt & vent out his frustration after his trust was broken into pieces in the form of those bangles and mangalsutra ..


Harman's anger is not because she did this puja without knowing details,his anger is because she again lied & tried to hide things from him even after taking his kasam post Maharani fiasco .. Even after Kareena called him to tell him a twisted story about Saumya's participation in this puja , he dint fully believe her but instead he went to that puja place himself to check if Saumya is really present there and then when he saw her breaking those red bangles which were his pride and trust for her , thats when his soul was shaken up and we saw his final outburst 😭 .. So Kareena's call was just a small push for things to come but he was mainly affected by her lie & the fact that despite all his efforts to give her a normal married life , she again & again goes back to that dark world from where even her mother Nimmi always wanted to protect her ;So as a husband he felt that he failed to make her feel like a complete woman in this birth despite all his efforts , reason why she wanted to do this puja for next birth and so finally he said u can go back to your kinner world ..

Its not like Harman hates kinners or else he would never let Saumya meet Saya or her other kinner friends but he hates the fact that kinners themselves dont respect their existence and instead do such pujas in the name of blind beliefs which he even told Saumya other day when those kinners came to ask for money to do this puja ..He wanted Saumya to set an example as a kinner and prove to other kinners that even a kinner can lead a normal married life and be part of the regular society but instead Saumya too joined the herd of other kinners who dont consider themselves part of a normal society and thats where out of extreme hurt and anger he said he can become Tarana and join those kinners who only knows to clap and dance in houses and do such pujas instead of bringing a positive change in society ; Also It happened repeatedly ;Everytime he brings her back from that dark world (like prev Bangkok track),she again & again went back to that world ...Its not like he hates that world but its just that he hates the blind beliefs associated with that world & so seeing her falling prey to such beliefs was last nail in coffin fr him 😭..


Saumya...A Defeated Wife in Love :

Now in Saumya's defence , good thing is she realised herself that it was a big blunder from her side to trust her enemies like Kareena-Shanno over her well wishers like Harman-Preeto & so later she fought tooth & nail to protect her marriage belongings during that last widow ritual which I really loved as I want to see this fighter Saumya always who considers herself like a normal married woman and not just any kinner 👍🏼.. It was too late as by then Harman's trust was already broken because of the last 3 days lie that she kept telling him but the good thing is she had her realisation that she was wrong and now she can go to any extreme to rectify it 👏👏 ..



I really wanted to hug Saumya when she kept screaming that she is married to her Harmanji & not a widow..She fought tooth & nail to save her marriage belongings, but alas it was too late 😭..As destiny would like it even Harman reached at wrong time when those bangles were being broken ..sigh ..


HaYa...Two Shattered Souls In Love :

In this particular Episode , I felt for both HaYa as Harman was not in a position to listen to her explanations after his trust was broken due to her previous lies in last 3 days & Saumya was not in a position to explain her side of story & how she was cheated as damage was already done ..Helpless Regretful Saumya & Heartbroken Shattered Harman 😭...My heart goes out to HaYa today 🤗.Both r right in their own place...Vivina made this painful Epi look fab on screen with terrific screen presense ⭐️👏..

Like I said in my previous take itself that this is a role reversal track for me as in previous track Harman was wrong in hiding kinner death truth from Saumya as he had this greed to safeguard her identity from society and so he thought he will do so by hiding and running away from problems , similarly in this track Saumya is wrong in lieing to him about this puja as she had this greed to be a complete wife for Harman in next 7 births and so she thought she will do so by hiding and lieing to him about this puja .. I dont consider Greed as a bad or curse word here because Greed is important for every human being to achieve something in life or else u become a God 😆 but at the same time its important to choose the right path while fulfilling your greeds ..In this case earlier Harman during Bangkok track and this time Saumya during Puja track choose the wrong paths of hiding the truth from your lifepartner and so like Harman proved his love last time and passed all tests of love to win her back , similarly its Saumya's turn to prove her love and pass all tests of love to win him back .. Unless u go through such tests in a relationship , it wont really strengthen your bond ,..,So I believe these things will only strengthen their bond and they will learn never to hide things from your lifepartner

A Writer in me found a wonderful symbolism in today' Epi..Saumya did this puja to become Harman's complete wife and get him only as her husband in next birth..Now post this horrific accident ,Harman will get new birth after coming back from dead but will Harman remain the same lover & saviour of Saumya in this new birth? 🤔 ..Moral of the story is future planning is not always a good idea as in this new birth, Harman might b opposite of what she ever wished in her husband ...She might get a ruthless stonehearted guy in new birth 😭..How will she bring that old Harman of previous birth back then 🤔.. So she lost what she already had because she wanted more ..Wanting More is not wrong as long as u make sure u dont loose what u have in present ..Its actually a good message fr every married woman who loose their sanity over blind beliefs that r fed to them by various priests & ruin their married life in the process ..



Naseeba..A New Phase Starts as Past Chapters closed :

It was heartbreaking to watch Harman remembering entire HaYa journey while driving car with those moist eyes depicting immense pain , agony & heartbreak as Lover Harman died today fr his Gulabo & scene looked even more impactful with nostalgic HaYa flashbacks from start till now 😭..Naseeba Song added to the nostalgic effect along with those HaYa fladhbacks right from the time they first met till the end when he pushed her away from himself as it looked like Harman is leaving behind his entire life & entering a new phase of life where there is no place for love or emotions ,so he is reminiscing all those sweet old & bitter memories fr one last time 😭😭... Vivian was excellent in this Car Driving scene portraying such wide range of emotions from anger to pain to feeling completely shattered and devastated at the thought of breaking all ties with his Gulabo to that terrible feeling of defeat as he failed to give her the feel of a complete woman in this birth 😭😭...Take a Bow Mr.Dsena ..We rarely feel for male leads in a show but here I felt for Harman 👏👏👏


Whole Car Driving Scene just before the accident looked scary to b honest as He was determined to close this chapter of his life & move on way he was remembering it all right from the beginning 😭..He may not forgive her easily but can he forget her is the question 😳..Lets see how Saumya wins him back & brings our old Harman back to life again as he said this Harman is dead now 😭.. But yes From here Moving Ahead in life wont b easy for sure but he will feel that all the efforts that he put in these months to give her a normal married life has gone in vain as she dont want to come out of that cursed life from which he & Nimmi always protrcted her..So mayb he will burry that old Harman for sometime and become a new stonehearted ruthless Harman who dont believe in love anymore till Saumya proves herself that she is only his Gulabo in this birth too 😳..


Take a bow Vivian and Rubina for giving one of your career best performance in this powerpacked intense Shakti Epi..Words r not enough to praise u as u both were phenomenal 👏👏..VivIna's Action & Reaction made the entire Epi impactful as both hv terrific screen presense 👏. Harman's every painful bitter dialogue pierces out hearts & Saumya's every tear of regret & helplessness touches our hearts 👍🏼...Hats off #Shakti team for giving out such a well executed intense episode without going OTT anywhere yet manage to leave a deep impact 👏 .. Looking forward to an intense Love-Hate #HaYa track now 😳


PS :I wont comment on Preeto right now because its natural for a mother to b angry when she sees her Bahu draped in a white saree and her son completely heartbroken landing up in hospital fighting for his life .. Preeto is not God but human afterall .. But that does not mean she will become old Preeto again .. So will wait and watch ..