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HARMAN'S POV
i never thought this day wud come..I never felt this empty in my life..life has just become a hollow shell..it has lost all the meanings..I heard love made people..then why is my love so painful..why it hurts so much..that my heart is bleeding for her..I never knew what love was first..I was like a free bird in my life..but then she came..she changed my life..she became my life in just few days
I remember the day I first saw her..she was d most beautiful angel I had ever seen..I never thought this angel wud be mine one day..but now when she is mine, there is nothing I cud do for her..happiness seems so far from her..I never thought I cud bring pain for my love..I always imagined a beautiful life with her..but what we got is..is it really a destiny?..or has god planned to give us this?
but no it was destiny for us to be together..every turn of my life I met her..then she was tied to me forever..she was forced to be my wife..but I considered her as my fortune..was she really unhappy with the marriage?..no..she was so happy when I came to see her n take her as my votti..I clearly remember that day..our wedding day she looked so beautiful..the way she looked at me with a shy smile..all our rasams were so happily done..
within a short time, my liking grew as love for her..I cudnt stay away from her for a moment..even when she went for her pagphere..I cudnt stay put..I immediately went to take her..I wanted to be close to her..when I brought her to my home..in my room..my heart brimmed to make her mine..I wanted her to be mine forever..but she resisted my advance..I got angry as I felt my votti didn't want me..she didn't have the same desire for me as I had for her..
I tried to be angry with her..but her innocence n her sweetness melted my angry..she just wanted to go to see her mom..after that everything shattered..she tried to commit suicide..she slit her wrist..when I saw her in blood bath..my breath left me..my heart stilled for a moment..I just wanted to kill myself before I had to see this..I held my breath..I was almost lifeless unless she came to her breath..I stayed with her holding her hand..as if my life oozed from her hand's warmth..her heartbeats seemed d most sweet sound to me in d world
when she was awake..she looked lifeless..she just looked as if her life is lost..when I tried to talk to my gulaabo..she just didn't say anything..she even refused to talk to her mom..she just kept looking afar..there was untold pain in her misery in her eyes..I wanted to know the pain..I wanted to take it away ..I asked her mom but she never told me anything..I craved to see her happy face with all innocence n cute shyness which all evaporated from her..
that day,I fell asleep in d couch..when I felt a caress followed by tears..I opened n saw somu..she immediately tried to move away..I caught her by her hand..n asked "why?"..she just said"I m not worthy of u..".I said"u r"..she started sobbing hardly n said"I m not who u think..u wud hate me.."..I said"it doesn't matter who u r..u r my wife n I love u" ..I kissed her lips..she hesitated but opened her lips..the kiss was filled with pain n love..I just carried her n placed her on d bed..she was very tired..she closed her eyes..I hugged her n she nested on my chest n fell asleep..I kissed her forehead n the last thought which came to my mind was that I wud make my gulaabo believe that no one but her is worthy of my love..she will be my only love till my last breath..
i never thought this day wud come..I never felt this empty in my life..life has just become a hollow shell..it has lost all the meanings..I heard love made people..then why is my love so painful..why it hurts so much..that my heart is bleeding for her..I never knew what love was first..I was like a free bird in my life..but then she came..she changed my life..she became my life in just few days
I remember the day I first saw her..she was d most beautiful angel I had ever seen..I never thought this angel wud be mine one day..but now when she is mine, there is nothing I cud do for her..happiness seems so far from her..I never thought I cud bring pain for my love..I always imagined a beautiful life with her..but what we got is..is it really a destiny?..or has god planned to give us this?
but no it was destiny for us to be together..every turn of my life I met her..then she was tied to me forever..she was forced to be my wife..but I considered her as my fortune..was she really unhappy with the marriage?..no..she was so happy when I came to see her n take her as my votti..I clearly remember that day..our wedding day she looked so beautiful..the way she looked at me with a shy smile..all our rasams were so happily done..
within a short time, my liking grew as love for her..I cudnt stay away from her for a moment..even when she went for her pagphere..I cudnt stay put..I immediately went to take her..I wanted to be close to her..when I brought her to my home..in my room..my heart brimmed to make her mine..I wanted her to be mine forever..but she resisted my advance..I got angry as I felt my votti didn't want me..she didn't have the same desire for me as I had for her..
I tried to be angry with her..but her innocence n her sweetness melted my angry..she just wanted to go to see her mom..after that everything shattered..she tried to commit suicide..she slit her wrist..when I saw her in blood bath..my breath left me..my heart stilled for a moment..I just wanted to kill myself before I had to see this..I held my breath..I was almost lifeless unless she came to her breath..I stayed with her holding her hand..as if my life oozed from her hand's warmth..her heartbeats seemed d most sweet sound to me in d world
when she was awake..she looked lifeless..she just looked as if her life is lost..when I tried to talk to my gulaabo..she just didn't say anything..she even refused to talk to her mom..she just kept looking afar..there was untold pain in her misery in her eyes..I wanted to know the pain..I wanted to take it away ..I asked her mom but she never told me anything..I craved to see her happy face with all innocence n cute shyness which all evaporated from her..
that day,I fell asleep in d couch..when I felt a caress followed by tears..I opened n saw somu..she immediately tried to move away..I caught her by her hand..n asked "why?"..she just said"I m not worthy of u..".I said"u r"..she started sobbing hardly n said"I m not who u think..u wud hate me.."..I said"it doesn't matter who u r..u r my wife n I love u" ..I kissed her lips..she hesitated but opened her lips..the kiss was filled with pain n love..I just carried her n placed her on d bed..she was very tired..she closed her eyes..I hugged her n she nested on my chest n fell asleep..I kissed her forehead n the last thought which came to my mind was that I wud make my gulaabo believe that no one but her is worthy of my love..she will be my only love till my last breath..
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