I left Chennai with the sun well up, a bright white light against a brilliant blue of a sky and with very few clouds to shade life below from both of them. Just a few white blobs of cotton colored masses hung here and there and I looked down the tiny window on the red and barren earth below and wondered if some Angels lived up in the heavens and they took turns holding umbrella clouds on some deserving creatures below.
So many thoughts as you fly inside the belly of a modern beast that hummed and vibrated and flew on towards Hyderabad defying the umbilical cord called gravity with which we are all connected to this small, tiny speck of dust called Planet Earth.
It was Thursday and I felt a little sad because I could not go to the Shiva temple nearby and whispering a prayer, I told my God that I would see him in the weekend.
Then, it turned out that I was shooting in a 600-year old Shiva temple and I smiled and with a slight incline of my head, I said thanks.
Well, my first day of work for ETV channels telugu serial and it was a flashback scene and so they put a wig on my balding head and stuck a caterpillar above my lip and painted my face white and with my eyes wide open, I thought to myself " Ennada panreenga."
But, before all that, I had time to say hi to my Lord God and hugged him and took a couple of selfies with him and his Bull ride and then played with a puppy blessed with angel eyes and then stepped out into the tiny village and played with all the tots there.
Time for me to get ready and so I hurried and stepped into the Greenest of green paddy fields and sang one of my favourite MGR songs
Kadavul Ennum Mudhalaali, Kandedutha Thozhilaali
Vivasaayi
Munnetra Paadhaiyile Manasa Vaithu
Muzhu Moochaai Adharkaaga Dhinam Uzhaithu
Mannile Mutheduthu Pirar Vaazha
Mannile Mutheduthu Pirar Vaazha
Vazhangum Gunam Udaiyon Vivasaayi
Vivasaayi
Irundhidalaam Naattil Pala Vanna Kodi
Ethanaiyo Katchigalin Ennappadi
Irundhidalaam Naattil Pala Vanna Kodi
Ethanaiyo Katchigalin Ennappadi
Parakka Venum Engum Orey Chinna Kodi
Adhu... Panjam Illai Ennum Annakkodi
Panjam Illai Ennum Annakkodi
Vivasaayi ... Vivasaayi
Kadavul Ennum Mudhalaali, Kandedutha Thozhilaali
Vivasaayi ... Vivasaayi
and then rushed off to get ready for the shoot that started at 7.00 pm and finished at 4.00 am in the morning.
And wet, sorry well, it was a rain effect scene and so I spent the whole night and early hours of morning totally drenched and inside the 600 year old temple with Shakti instead of Shiva who was tucked in and locked behind doors.
Somebody whispered " Sat, you dont need me and you only need her as you have always needed her. So, I give you Shakti and through her a mother and all the love you need.
I went what and so the voice smiled and said " Bro, I am there, she is there and we are both there with you and have been with you in soul and in name from the beginning and till your end and even after this role is over, people will remember you and your name.
SATISH = SATI + ISHA = SHAKTI AND SHIVA
Anbe Shivam. No, Anbe kadavul.
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