with all of us dying to see rajpreet ❤️ together again, i thought about writing preeto's POV of the current state.
dis is my first attemt at writing & i apologize for any mistakes 😭and will be grateful for any comments/criticism/review/feedback..👍🏼...and little appreciation too..😉...
so here it is:
Preeto OS: In pain
The night sky seemed darker than usual... Maybe because it was a moonless night... or maybe it was just a reflection of the solitude a girl staring at it felt. Her dearest sister and closest confidante had left for a blissful future. & now there was nobody preeto could share the tempest raging in her heart
Whom was she fooling??? She had been losing the battleagainst her own decision each day of Ishu di's marriage preparations...Rajbeer's relentless presence... his unfaltering enthusiasm and his sense of responsibility for her family...only weakened her resolve...
She had blamed herself for his tears when she broke his heart. It killed her to give him pain. She had promised to be with him...to understand him and to...love him...always. But what had she done??? Left him...Waiting. His eyes told her of the pain...the longing...the love.
Tears forced their way out as a searing pain ran through her heart. This was hell...No, she couldn't allow him to be dragged into the endless responsibilities she had to fulfil. "But he was already fulfilling them, willingly & happily"...a small voice in her head said.
She let her head rest on the cool floor below and looked up into the sky. A smile fought its way through, as she remembered the karwachauth night. In this same place...she had lived another life. Bliss that had enamoured her wholly. That's the way his love was...So complete...So selfless. It made everything easy...Feel everything is right. Maybe it was...Maybe it was her who was making it difficult.
Preeto woke up with a jerk, as the possibilities, she had stopped dreaming about, threatened to open again. Can she have a life with Rajbeer? Only she knew the emptiness of her heart. How impossible it was to keep herself sane when her mind had decided not to think about the person who lived in every corner of her heart...Whose every smile & every happy moment filled her with joy. Preeto suddenly felt her heartbeat grow in leaps and bounds. Maybe, it had smelled the hope in the air. "Manali"...she sighed and got up to sleep. They were to leave for the family trip tomorrow. The place she had wonderful memories of the past. & new memories will be created, with her loved ones."With her love"...Her heart wished secretly and her lips...sent their prayer to Babaji...