Would love you the same

Hi..Back with a small OS...This is written in my craziest moments after 6 days of continues work and the final holidays...So don't know if it's up to mark...if it's boring, I'm so sorry...Because I couldn't keep myself away from RoSid however I tried. So here we go...

WOULD LOVE YOU THE SAME- A ROSID OS BY ROSHNI

Sid sat up in their bedroom; his eyes fixed at the laptop. God damn, he's so busy these days; so much that he don't get time even for his jaan, his Roli. It's an important project and getting the deal would get a great career leap t to him and that can just help him move to a better home and keep his Roli happier. But the trial was bit too hard on him; he could hardly find time for her. And that has taken their relationship on the rocks. Yes, they talk rarely these days. And if they do, the only thing that escapes from Roli's mouth is that he isn't her old Siddhant; not at that Siddhant whom she had loved back at college, for the life with whom she had came out of her house shoving her parents' words. And she felt that now their words had come true "Everything won't be the same in marriage as it is in love." she had tried a hundred times not to feed that in to her mind, but his behavior makes her feel so; makes her feel that she's kind of unwanted for him, that she's a burden for him. And as her character is; her wretchedness comes out in form of anger. And that has really played spoil in their relationship.

Roli laid on the bed where they have spent many passionate nights in their one year old relationship. But now she slept alone; almost all days. She is adjusted to the sleep on pillow these days contrary to old days wherein she could not sleep a bit unless she's on his chest. That heat which radiates from him and the feeling of his embrace; that was heavenly. But now it seems that the heaven had gone to hell. He's always nailed to his laptop as if he's married to it. What is wrong with their relationship? What bad spell had fallen on their magical love? She always wished to be with him but these days it seems that he's near her physically but still miles apart from her metaphorically. She knows that he's busy and like he told the other day, he's doing it all for making their lives settled; so that he can give her a better life, make her live like a princess. When he had married her facing oppositions from both families, he had promised to himself; that he will give her all those happiness that he could give to her on this earth. And that is the wish he have to fulfill. Amongst all these, he fails to hear her small naughty talks, to tease her like he did when they were in college, to spent time with her. Though both know it well, their lives were sealed with an unknown silence. Like any other day in the recent times, Roli slowly drifted off to sleep and Sid continued his work.

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Next day. Roli packed the lunch for Sid and made the breakfast table ready for him. She then left the dining room and engaged herself in the kitchen. This wasn't the case a few months ago. Not this eating by formula; but rather they had food together feeding each other. Sid came to the dining hall and helped himself with the food as hastily as he could. He knew that Roli was hurt. But all till the deal get finalized; after that he can always be with her and get back all their lost happiness. They can also secure their life. With this thought he had the food ad called out loudly "Roli...I'm leaving..." This habit ever ended though Roli never gave reply to him. But as he left, she rushed to the window to see him drive away.

Much later at late night...Sid returned home all depressed. His handwork has gone to hell and he couldn't bag the deal. His plan of buying that very large house as a present to Roli has failed. He felt really worthless. He felt that what Roli's father said was right. Probably he could never keep her as blissful as he wants to. Probably he can't be that triumphant. All these feeling s made him sit up in the sofa in their pretty bedroom hiding his face in his arms. Roli returned from the kitchen only to find Sid all depressed. She knew at once that things were not all fine. She had vowed to herself that she won't talk to him until he comes to her own his accord. But that adamancy seemed quite insignificant t before the realization that her Siddhant needs her. She went near him and leaned on his shoulder. "What happened yaar? Why you're looking worried?" she asked innocently. Her words made him wake up from his thoughts and he looked at her. Roli was shocked to find his eyes red. She knew that he was upset. She suddenly hugged him and caressed his hairs. "Siddhant...What happened? Why're you upset?" she asked with fear in her voice. Sid hugged Roli as tightly as he could and made her caged in his embrace. "Roli...I'm sorry..." he said in a trembling voice. Roli freed herself from his embrace and looked at him doubtfully. "What for?" she asked. "For not giving you those facilities which you deserve...For not keeping you as happy as you used to be in your home...for not keeping my promise of giving you a perfect life...I tried my best, but I couldn't bag the deal Roli..." Roli could now see the entire picture. He had slogged so hard so that he could make her lead a better facilitated life. She looked at him. "Siddhant...When I told you that I want those amenities...Siddhant...When I told you I want that facilities which I got in my home...If I wanted them, I had stayed there itself...But I came out with you because you meant more to me than these facilities...Why did you struggle a lot yaar? Why? Do you think I'm not happy with you...I'm in heaven with you...I can live even in hell if you're with me...and why you think that this life is not good...See...our house is so pretty though it is small...It can be never happy in a luxurious house than I'm here...And you know...you're my biggest happiness...The biggest facility that I can ever get is your embrace...The most luxurious bed I can ever get is your chest...but what you did? You stood away from me...You know, how I missed you these days? I'm happy that you lost the deal...At least I can get my Siddhant back..." she said her eyes overflowing with tears. This definitely touched Sid. He had not expected such a sort of reaction from her side. He never knew that she thought so. He always had thought that she was that Roli who was a lot childish. "But Roli..." Siddhant asked. "But what Siddhant? Is this the life which we dreamed for? I haven't come out of my home for luxuries, it's for a life with you...I will love you the same if you're keeping me inside a palace or a hut...But now what's happening Siddhant? We're not talking to each other. You tried to keep me happy but see the result...I feel so unworthy when you engage yourself in works without even looking at me...I feel so unworthy when I have to sleep alone, eat alone and..." she couldn't complete as she broke down in extreme emotions. Sid felt really sad now. He understood how his Roli might have felt. He knew she was hurt; but not to this level. Not so much that the poor girl wanted to break down. He was searching her happiness spoiling her happiness in real. He understood that she would love him the same; however the situations change or are. She was still crying and he pulled her to a tight hug. "Roli...Sorry baby...Please stop crying...i promise...i would never take you for granted again..Never ever...And I would never search for your happiness elsewhere when it lies with me..." Saying this he kissed on her cheeks wiping her tears in the process. Roli stopped crying and looked at his eyes. That was filled with the same passion which was always reflected in them. "Missed naughty Siddhant na...Now tonight you're gonna beg me to stop being naughty." Roli blushed hard as he scooped her in his arms to restart their passionate life again.

Months later. Sid sat up in their bedroom; his eyes fixed at the laptop. Roli came to the room and saw the situation and sighed. But instead of being angry a cute smile spread on her face. "Siddhant...What're you shopping for our unborn child? That too online?" she asked. Sid stood up and smiled. "Roli...you just take care of our baby in your tummy...I'll manage all the things outside for it...I'll be the best papa..." he boasted. "Accahha Baba...won a deal...started a new company...And became totally businessman...And now best papa...Wah wah..." she teased him. "I'm the best...because you're with me..." he hugged her. Her big belly prevented them from going too close and Roli laughed at this. "Well...go sleep now..." Sid said. "Well...I need my bed with me..." said Roli naughtily. "Okay come on..." Sid and Roli reached up their bed and Roli laid her head comfortably on her bed; her Siddhant's chest. They drifted off to sleep for a new tomorrow; filed with love. They could get all the victories in the world because they were together and because Roli loved Sid the way he was and he was her biggest happiness.

Sid always will love roli the same