Part 35Roli was in the hospital for 3 days..
Siddhant didn't talk to her properly though did all his responsibilities in form of physical or financial support...
Then she was discharged to home...
Siddhant bring ROli & Baby home...
Siddhant already arranged for the cradle inside her room...
Siddhant put the baby inside the cradle and made Roli to lay down in the bed...
When Siddhant was about to leave from there...
Roli hold his hands...
Siddhant stopped from moving further...
Roli pulled his hand towards her...
Siddhant sat beside her...
But didn't look or talk to her...
Roli: Siddhant... are you angry with me???
Siddhant: how can i even become angry with you...
Roli: Why are you talking like this???
Siddhant: What else i can talk Roli... you thought so cheap about me... that i will take baby from you... what you said.. i was affectionate & close for the baby... Do you think so???
ROli got no reply...
Siddhant: Roli... even before this baby... i was the one who hold you from jumping from the hill and bring you home... you were 100% stranger to me... was that for the baby???
Roli nod her head as 'no'
Siddhant: Then when i came to know you quit your house... you know how much i was tensed... when that house owner kicked you outside.. you know how i felt... was all these for this baby???
Roli nod her head as 'no'
Siddhant: When you omit.. when you felt tired.. when you were not well... you know how much my heart pains... is it for baby???
Roli nod her head as 'no'
Siddhant: I was least bothered how the office staff think about me & i declared in front of everyone i am the father of this child.. is it for baby... When they told bad about you.. i felt like killing them.. is it for the baby...
Roli nod her head as 'no'
Siddhant: Yes... i got possessiveness that its my child on that day... but before this child... its you who occupied my mind & heart... Hugs.. kisses... the moments we shared... the care i took all for the child...
Roli nod her head as 'no'
Siddhant: What this nodding of head is all about... how you even thought all for just baby??? dont you feel anything for you in any of these days...
Roli was silent...
Siddhant: Tell me Roli... How you thought the care i showed was for the baby...
Roli: I was afraid... yes.. i was afraid... i wanted you to be affectionate to me.. i was craving for your care & attention... i got fear whether the affection & care which i was getting from you was for me or not... when i become happy that you are only affectionate for me & come near you.. you say something which make me feel that the affection is for the baby... what can i do... you know right i dont have anyone... you are the only grip of my life to live... i got fear to even imagine you are not affectionate & caring to me... and only for the child you are doing all these... i dont want it to be like that... thats why.. thats why...
Siddhant now realised its her insecurity feeling which made her to think like that...
Roli got tears scrolling on her cheeks...
Siddhant cup her face...
He wipe her tears...
Siddhant: Hey Roli... Listen to me... i am 100% affectionate to you... caring you... whatever i did is not for child alone... it was for my child.. which is you... the big child of mine who got such unwanted fear inside and not even let me know about it... I cant even think to leave you and go or let you go... i love you naa yaar...
Roli was pleasantly surprised...
Roli looked into his eyes...
Roli: I love you too naa yaar...
Siddhant pulled her towards him and hug tightly...
Roli too wrapped her hands around him and hug tightly...
After enjoying the hug for a while...
Siddhant cup her face...
Siddhant kissed on her forehead...
Then on her cheeks..
Then on her eyes...
When he moved towards her lips...
Baby started crying...
RoSid swiftly moved away & looked at the baby...
Roli swiftly took the baby in the hands...
Roli: SIddhant... baby is hungry...
Siddhant: oh ok...
Siddhant with a smile went out of the room leaving Roli privacy to give milk to the child...
Days were passing...
RoSid kept the name of the child as 'Anjali'
It was 1st birthday of Anjali...
They celebrated her birthday calling all their friends & office staffs...
The party came to an end...
Anjali was sleeping on Siddhant arms...when Roli came to his room...
Siddhant: Roli.. Anjali have slept.. shall i put her in your bed...
Roli: Why... is there no space in your bed to put her...
Siddhant: But she used to sleep with you always...
Roli: Yes.. she will be sleeping with me only even today...
Siddhant: I dont get you... you want Anjali to be put in my bed and you will be with her...
Roli: What can i do... if you are big tubelight...
Siddhant dropped Anjali in the bed and went behind Roli who was standing near the window now...
Siddhant wrapped his hand around her waist and hug tightly...
Siddhant: Oye... you are telling me tubelight...
Roli: Then what... dont you undetstand this much too...
Siddhant think for a while and raised his eyebrows understanding what she meant...
Siddhant: Is it... you will be here with me tonight...
Roli: Cant i...
Siddhant: Of course you can...
He kissed on her cheeks...
Roli went out of his hold and lay down beside Anjali in his bed...
Siddhant too lay down beside her...
Roli was turned against him towards the child...
Siddhant too turned again her and closed his eyes...
But he was not getting sleep...
Siddhant turned towards her...
He slowly forwarded his hand towards her...
When he was about to touch her shoulder...
Roli turned towards him and gave a look at the forwarded hand..
Then looked at Siddhant and asked like 'what' raising her eyebrow...
Siddhant swiftly took back his hand & nod his head as 'No'
Roli now was facing Siddhant... she closed her eyes...
Siddhant was going restless seeing her beautiful face...
Siddhant moved towards her face and moved towards her lips...
While Roli opened her eyes and looked at Siddhant...
She again raised her eyebrow & asked 'what'
Again Siddhant nod his head as 'No'
Swiftly Roli burst to laugh...
Siddhant was wondering why she is laughing...
Roli: Dont be so nice too...
Siddhant: What do you mean???
Roli: Do what you want to do... instead of fearing like this...
Siddhant was pleasantly surprised...
Siddhant: Roli... do you mean???
Roli: Siddhant... you forgot i am not stranger for you.. i am your wife... not only that... today is not only Anjali birthday.. but our marriage anniversary too...
Siddhant just now realised that...
Siddhant: Yes Roli... i really forgot that...
Roli: How you will even remember... only thinking of daughter & no thinking about your wife... Thats why you remembered her birthday & not our anniversary...
Roli showed upset face...
Siddhant: Hai Roli.. i am sorry... Sorry...
He pleaded her...
Roli: Keep all sorry aside... do what you wanted to do...
Siddhant was surprised...
Siddhant widen his hands to welcome her...
Roli joined his shoulder and hug tightly...
Siddhant: Roli... I love you...
Roli: I love you too Siddhant..
Siddhant cup her face & kissed all over her face...
Roli too kissed all over his face...
RoSid moved towards each other...
They were getting close.. close.. close...
Winning the other while losing themselves..
Roli & Siddhant become RoSid consciously...
Lets bless the couple to live happy forever...