I m becoming more responsible- Suhana

Hi viewers, you're all probably wondering what I'm still doing at the Kashyap house. The truth is I haven't had the nerve to tell Ishaan's family that I want to leave.

I just feel that the time isn't right.

I had initially decided to leave after Meethi's function. I was about to reveal everything, but got nervous. I don't believe that I got nervous. I've never been this jittery before. I have to now extend my stay by three more days because dadi's friend Anupama is coming to meet me. Oh God, things are getting more complicated by the day.

Another thing that I have notices about myself is the fact that I've become a bit more responsible in life. The other day Radha Bua came and asked me about Deepak. I was happy to see that she was concerned about her son and promised her that I will find out about him. Considering how she reacted after the party, I feel that it is a good sign that she's asking me about him.

While I'm happy that Radha Bua is concerned about Deepak, I'm slightly distressed and concerned about Panna. Panna looks depressed and so does Badi Maa. I don't know why

It's funny that I am acting so responsible and concerned, when you consider how I was before I got married. The Kashyaps have through so much love made me a responsible person. I want to leave, yes, but at the same time, I owe it to the Kashyap family for being part of my transformation. They have taught me the value of patience, being polite, love and affection.

I'm feeling guilty and nervous about leaving and I don't know how. I would appreciate your inputs in telling me what to tell the Kashyap family. If you have any feedback, mail me at suhana@starplus.in and don't forget to watch Sasural Genda Phool every Monday to Friday at 7.30 pm only on STAR Plus.

Hi Suhana,

My name is Kanchan and I'm from Toronto, Canada. I watch your show daily like others do and love it. Although I'm away from my family, I feel connected to them because of your show. I just love the way Badi Ma explains problems using examples. I love you and Ishaan as a couple.

About your decision of leaving the house, I don't think it is wise enough because everyone has just started to understand you and love you and so have you. And as you said Ishaan has never told you that he loves you, but he surely does. Because a few people cannot express things, it still reflects in their acts. One more thing the people who love someone deeply can make sacrifices for them.

Kanchan

Hi Kanchan, Thanks so much for your compliments and loving the show. I shall look into your advice and think about what you have said.

Hi Suhana,

This is Sab from USA. I really like your show and it is very different from other shows. You laugh at yourself and make us laugh too. You are really cool, pretty and smart. I hope you reach as high as you want in acting career. Thanks :) Please do reply

Hey Sab, Thank you for your compliments

Hi Suhana,

This is Naza from the Maldives. I love your show. I suggest that you do not leave Ishaan and his family because they really love and care about you. Consider yourself lucky that you have such an awesome family in the Kashyaps

Hi Naza, Thanks for your advice