I too would want to be sadhna, but my reasons are differnt even though i too want to just romance with alekh😍☺️...
If i was sadhna i would speak up and face Vasu with confidence as well as respect like how ranvir does. i would also stand up to mamiji and nanimaa and tell nanami maa that she is elder and instead of teaching kaushi to be selfish over her daughter she should be teaching her to be unselfish beacuse what she is doing with sadhna today same thing someone can do to ragini tomorrow and also instead of looking for someone to blame for all problems she should try and solve them, why can't she say anything to malti when kaushi herself knows malti is wrong yet she verbaly absues me i.e sadhna.
To vasu i would tell her as sadhna that, you blackmailed me to marry your mently unstabled son, helpless i married him, but i fell in love with him, with his innocence and his truthfullness, i supported him as his wife and also fufliled my responsibilty as a dughter in law and bahu of this house without asking for anything in return, even when your own son hated you i supported you i told him you are not a bad person even though you had verbly abused me time and time again. It was me who made everyone realise what a bad person sonia was. not once have i asked for anything yet why are you saying that everything i do, i do for my own selfish reasons, if i was selfish i would have let alkehji be mad at you and i would have let sonia become bahu of this house and and let her destroy this house and ranvirji. today i spoke the truth and i have no regret at what i have done im not going to apologise because i havn't done anything wrong, today you will not realise but one day you too will realise that my truth saved ranvirji from years in prision.you want malika mam to marry alekhji, she will marry him but she will nver be able to do what i have done for this house, when you screamed and shouted at me i i stood silently and listened but i have seen malika mam's anger she will not tolerate what i have.
to alekh i would say, you said you were pagal when you married me and took those seven vows with me, but you know what i was pagaal too,paagal in your love, yet i remember those vows and you do not, today you have to choose between right and wrong not between mother and wife, but i will say this much mummyji has papaji for support and jiji has mamiji, naniji, mummyji and papaji but without you i have no one. If mummyji really cared about you she would never make you choose. but you are my husband and as your wife i will support your decision.But know this much whatever may happen i will always love you and only you not just in this life but all lives.Aur sirf aapa haq hoga mujhe par.
to ragini,jiji i will tell you only this, i told you once before and im now saying once again my happiness lies in your happiness. that child you were carrying, for me was like my child too. i can't physicaly feel your nor beign to imagine what you are going through, but i wanted to half your pain,today you are blaming me for all your pain but i promise you i will change that pain to happiness even if i am far from you, becasue you are my sister and i love you no mattter what.i hope that in life you don't have to go throught this pain or what i have gone through either. i pray that one day you realise that your sadhna only wanted your happiness.
and to mamaji i would say, mamaji you are my soul mate, a soul mate doesn't have to be the one you love or your spouse but its he/she who understands you come may what, this what you told me, you have supported me when no one else did not even my own husband, no matter what do i can never repay the love you have given me, you have been like an angel in my life always shining a light when i was surronded by darkness. i love you mamaji, for me you have been both my mother and father and i pray everyone gets an angel in thier life like you have been too me.
sorry for the long essay guys! i truley felt for sadi when i watched her seeing malika and alekh dance, sara potrayed sadhna's pain so beautifully.
sorry if i offend or upset anyone.
this is such a nice topic!
Edited by krutiv100 - 15 years ago