$hararati $hqians DT#76 || From impossible to possible|| - Page 9

They weren't aware of many things about her. A man never teased her , but she was victim of sexual abuse. She never had the feeling of taking a break, because she survived a suicide. She didn't know how it feels to fail a test because since three years she has been failing in everything. She wasn't cheated by someone, but she was forced to have sex with her boyfriend which she didn't and just because she refused , her boyfriend double dated her. Friends ? Everyone left her behind except her parents ! Best friend, brothers, sisters. And the ones that stayed beside her, that is her parents didn't trust her anymore. Once they even said it on her face " It would have better if we were child less than having a daughter like you. " . Now when she look into those days, they make her laugh. Isn't it an irony, she faced all of these even before she crossed her twenties ? Her soul was f**ked way too deep. And when you keep f**king something, it looses its capability to feel. She has survived a complete year of depression. Once the girl who was the topper of her school, is now a failure. Her life has started revolving around her passion for basketball, thrillers, the four walls of her room and a man she loves. But that man doesn't love her. Niether do she blame him because everything she had attractive about herself, is lost. No one likes a girl who use cuss words more often, don't feel happy about anything, behaves like an insane, goes for rock music which normally breaks the eardrum of people, dress like a thug and the list goes on. But that man has brought back the capability to feel in her, which she lost back somewhere in her past. And for him, she is walking back that same lane again. A lane which joins her, to her success. Because when she will suceed, the first name she want to speak about is his. <3 She just don't love him, but she live him. <3
After her father, the man she trust, is him <3
He is her soulmate <3

And just sometimes, even a cold insane bitch starts feeling those flings again , she sweared to never get back at. <3