Originally posted by: kri1
Author's Note:
Hey guys! It's me again. 🤗 If you don't know me, then let me introduce myself. I'm Kri! Most of y'all know me as the most annoying reviewer😆 (you all have to scroll ALL THE WAY DOWN)
Chup lollipop tu annoying??? will deffo give a slap if u say again, but let me tell you I do write. You should scrap me what y'all think about this work and just to know me. I promise I won't bite😆! I know I haven't updated AHSS... but uhh😕, let's just say that it's ON HOLD for now. For some reason, I lost the inspiration I had for it but I will get it as soon as I get my routine back on track! lollipop...will give u a chocolate update it ma missing that story, dats very interesting one with full suspense Haha, anyways. I have this as a TS... what I mean by this is a three shot.. I might make it a four shot... so yeah... I am going to just post the first part down... because I am sort of anxious to see what y'all think! So yes, btw, this is the first part to the Author's Note... read the work, and then there's some more of my crap! haha!
First Part:
'Everybody misunderstands me. It's not even fair.' Vidushi sat down on her bed with her knees next to her chest. A tear escaped her eyes. He knew I had a soft corner for him. And he still... I can't believe it. Another tear escaped.
She got up hastily and locked her room before her tears turned into sobs. She closed the windows and draped them with curtains. She was alone now. Away from the world outside.
But this is nothing new. I was alone outside too. I am alone now. It doesn't make a difference where I am. It is all the same. And no body else cares. Vidushi tried controlling her tears.
This world is full of fake motives, fake actions, fake emotions, fake people. And no one cares to look deep down and see the real person.
After a plight with her sobs and self control, Vidushi buried her head in her arms that rested above her knees. She couldn't help but think of him and what happened earlier that day.
Flashback
"I have been feeling something different for you." Parth's low whisper made Vidushi's heartbeat skip. He looked into her eyes, and she thought she could see herself. Notice the thought. I can't believe I even thought it. I should have known.
"Really!" Vidushi couldn't help but smile and let her arms fly around him.
She felt valuable. And that person who saw the worth in her was Parth. She felt his arms slowing hug her back. She closed her eyes. His scent. His fingers. His body. All were perfect. His touch. It was lingering on her skin making her feel so beautiful. She hugged him tighter. There was no way that she could let him go now. If there was anything in this world she cared about more than her family and her future, it was this feeling. She couldn't let it go. She just couldn't let it go.
After a fraction of a minute, he released the hug. I should have seen it coming here. He showed the first sign of letting go. He engrossed her with his eye contact. He stared right through her. She was beginning to tear up. She was giving him the most vulnerable part of her: her feelings. She was giving him her heart. And he stomped on it. I should have never have done it. Never. But. I have already given him my heart. Can I get it back? No. I can never get it back. It's destroyed me. It's destroyed me forever...
Still making eye contact, he walked forwards. Vidushi followed his lead. She felt free. She was out of this cage, and she was so happy that Parth had opened it for her. She needed out of the cover that she had created in front of everyone. She needed to fly out in the open. He gave her a small smile. It was her best day. The best day ... well, at least she thought it was. I was wrong. I should have never thought it would be true. It was not even close to the best day. The worst in fact.
He gently made her sit down on the chair. At the time, Vidushi blushed and wondered what he was going to do. Was he going to kneel and propose? Did he have some kind of surprise for her? He touched her arm that made her breathe faster. She smiled even wider. He went behind her. Another hint. I was so blind by his facade. I shouldn't have sat down. I can't believe I sat there thinking that he was going to bring out a surprise.
She looked down in excitement. She started thinking of all the possibilities that he could do. But within a second, she felt something tight around her. What was happening. It was too late when Vidushi realized it. She squirmed, she screamed, she pleaded. But it was no use. He got in front of her leaned down and started yelling at her. He stuffed something in her mouth.
"Rot here for two days. Don't even think of reporting because I will go report everything that you have done. You don't deserve anything else. I always thought that your were a foolish and selfish girl. But now I know that you're characterless and girl that would stoop any level. You're so disgusting."
Vidushi's screams were now muffled. She finally looked into his eyes. She could see nothing but hatred. How could she have been mistaken? She had saw what she thought was love in his eyes two seconds ago. What happened now? He didn't mean anything?
Tears were flowing down her cheeks. She felt betrayed. She felt useless. Even worse. She felt dead.
End of Flashback
lollipop u know I felt too bad.. poor girl though she is bad but by heart somewhere she has morals... & specially feelings for Parth...
Hey guys! This is something that I have been working on since that episode... It disturbed me so much that I had to write about it... I really hope that I didn't make anyone cry... Sorry if y'all did!😳
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Ash, Aaye, Saffidi, Jaanemaan(Mickeydi), Anyadi, Swetadi, and Anuradhadi (former name: ranyu)!
These are in no way in any order! All of these gals are really my loves... I love them loads! And I just can't express how grateful I am to have them in my life. All of them always do things that make me feel like a million bucks and I just can't explain what a special place they hold in my life.👏 You guys seriously deserve applause... You all are amazing... I love you guys... a lot... SO MUCH! Hahah, it's late here, but I AM SOOO ANXIOUS AND AWAITING YOUR REPLY! MUAH🤗
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