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I know the topic sounds weird... Ahemji is a fictional character and what does he have to do with me anyway... but you know what Im writing this cause I feel Ahemji is not who I thought he was and that really hurts me. Its like knowing somebody for a while and realising that the person you thought he was ... he was never that. So im really hurt as an admirer of Ahemji and I feel I ve wasted my emotions these past months.
I HAVE TO SAY i HAVE NOT SEEN THIS FROM THE BEGINNING .I started seeing this around the time the literacy track came in and Ahem had started warming to Gopi. it happened soo soo gradually it was beautiful and i had convinced my self that he really does love her. But now seeing him care, worry, cry and get emotional about Anita I think thats just his personality ... it had nothing to do with Gopi. i REALLY LOVED HIM WHEN HE WAS PARANOID ABOUT gOPI LIFE IN THE HOSPITAL BUT i FEEL NOW HE WOULD DO THAT FOR ANYONE. And why was he so hurt when Anitas fiancee introduces her as his hone wali wIfe.
No i cannot respect a man who wont even look at hs wife once to see her reaction to him and anita falling on the bed. not even once, he is in the hospital worrYing about anita and not even caring if Gopi has tears or is she comfortable. Im sorry but Ahem is A JERK. and i have lost all the respect I had. I want Gopi to get someone much better. I will Applaud it, I want Ahem to see her in another mans arms being pampered, respected and treated properly and realise what he has lost. AND THEN i want it to be too late for Gopi and Ahem, God knows he has been given chance after chance but now Gopi should really be happy with another.
IF ahem was so much into Anita he should have stood up to his mom and saved us all this mess. so hes not the guy i thought he was, ... SAD really cause I genuinely loved Ahemji and was willing to forgive all his past crap as long as he apologises and makes up, but not now. nOW HE IS AN ILL FEELING , man who is so insensitive towards his wife its unbelievable. He remember all moments with Anita but cant even ask his wife why she dressed up on Holi night , what happened in the day. hIS BRAIN CANT EVEN PROCESS THAT.
The sad truth is that Ahem does not love Gopi , he has gotten used to her thats all. He loves having her around doing stuff for him - but thats not what a wife is . AND HE CARES FOR HER YES but he cares for many others also , He felt guilty and sad when Gopi accident thats all -- we thought it was love but no it wasn't . It was just a decent guy reacting the way a decent guy does. He is OBVIOUSLY DECENT otherwise he would have had sex with Gopi just for the fun of it, God knows she was willing. And maybe all the sweet romantic moments were just of a guy getting used to the idea that this chick is all i have - might as well try to find her attractive and Good. and get on with life. NO LOVE no mad soul mate stuff --- nothing . so im sorry Ahemji - I dont love you anymore. Take care and I hope you find what ever t is you want in Life.
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