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When she spoke about telling maaji about Rashi & Jigar, he agreed to her that his mom should know but that the time is not right...he mentioned that if the elders of the family get to know then their expectations from the relationship will increase & when the happy times come in Rashi & Jigar's life, everybody will also be happy for them...he masked his own insecurities & his relationship in name of Raji, but what he spoke was about them...did he mean thou he wants to tell his mom about his changed feelings for her, he feels it is not the right time, & once the feelings are shared with the elders then because of their expectation they have to move ahead in life without giving each other time & opportunity to understand one another...He knows that his entire family will be very happy for their relationship to move forward so what is it that is holding himback?
When he stopped her the 2nd time, he put forward his plan & insecurities masking it in the name of Rashi...saying if all his efforts do not yeild him the results that he is looking for then it will definetly hurt him but he does not want to pressurise her to accept him...It is very clear that he loves her & wants to move forward in their relationship, but is he hesitant of his past behavior towards her...does he want her to make a decision on their relationship with out any pressure from his family so that she knows him & loves him unconditionally !!!!
On Makar Sankranti , Ahem comes on the terrace searching for Jigar & finds Gopi talking to a pigeon & enjoying & completely unaware of her environment...he saw she was happy & with all the innocence of a child was enjoying her time with the pigeon ...similar to the time when they had gone for his car pooja, she spoke to a small child in the mandir..then he just walked away after listening to her conversation...today he saw a different side of her enjoying herself with a simple bird which bought a smile on his face!!! Her innocence & her simpleness captured him...he was so into her that when his mom called Gopi, he was irritated that she disturbed their small world...
While getting things ready for the kite fight, he was all alone & he called her to him on pretext of asking for a scissors...& then when she was just standing...he asked her to sit down next to him...he is so comfortable with her that he just wants her to be with him...As he was getting his kite ready she slowly took over from him & got the kite ready...similar to how she has taken over him with her sweet & peaceful ways...Does that mean...all she has to do is just take the first step in the relationship & he ready to give himself completely to her !!!
When all the family decided to start flying kites without Kokilla, she stopped him & asked him to wait for a few minutes for maaji...when she said that... he was thinking & the next line she said about she not wanting him to lose because of her like last year..he knew his thinking was correct...for those few seconds his head was completely down...then he decided that past is gone by & he would create a new memory with her & asked her to leave all that & come along with me...Not only did he ask her to release his kite in the air but when she cameover to him, he taught her on how to hold & support him...Both of them remember the past incidents in their one year of marriage...when he realised she not only remembers it but holds herself responsible...he did not want her to remember the past of which he is not proud off...with that mission he has started creating a new memory for her & for him to cherish in their future...
Will life give them that opportunity to create a new memory which will get them together or will this year also create a past which will leave bitter memories for both !!!
Kumkum Bhagya
