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Ahem was happy when he saw Gopi's message without spaces...this is the person whom he used to taunt her as Gawar at each & every point he had an opportunity...today what she did bought a smile on his face...So what changed...she still does things the ways like a gawar but his approach to look at her changed & hence whatever she does now brings a smile on his face or was it that his plan of knowing her was taking a shape & that bought a smile on his face !!!!
When he called her he started the first step of making her feel comfortable by asking her questions, he was irritated when Jigar said he wanted to leave & immediately implemented his plan...As she was wondering what can be done...he entered the mandir as her answer...that bought a happy smile on her face ...He had answers to all the questions of Jigar & after the pooja he did give Jigar & Rashi privacy...or did he create an opportunity to be with her away from others in the context of prasad & giving Jigar & Rashi Privacy !!!!
As she took out of his hand the decision to start a conversation he relaxed an continued to walk side by side...there was a time in the past during nag panchami when she was asked to do the tikka to him & refused her out rightly & she went back of him all thru the mandir...today they are comfortable walking next to each other...as she shouted when garam prasad was put in her hand...he immediately reacted & held her hand & took the prasad immediately from her hand...he had an expression which said how is it that you always end up being hurt 😊 ...In contrast to the nag panchami day when in the mandir she saved him from the nag though he was effected he did not utter a single word or neither comforted her...Their relationship has grown to the extent that she can request him to hold her things & he holds them without hesitation...
When he saw Jigar & Rashi ...Jigar standing away from Rashi...his mood immediately changed...he kept looking at them & then at Gopi...It looked like he had a reflection of his own past when he maintained that kind of distance with Gopi. In the past that was how he treated her & he thought he was doing the correct thing then...but today from a third person perspective did he realise how he treated her...& that reflection bought an anger...the anger which was at his ownself for being an jerk !!!!
So the 1st day of courting her bought him to a past which he is not proud off...so what will be the next realisation that will dawn on him...will he be able to look at himself & appreciate what he has done from a third person perspective...what will he do to make up for all of this to her ???
Mangal Lakshmi
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
