Sorry guys watching Saathiya has turn me into one of the cvs, you know dragging the story and not giving what viewers want. For a while now you have literally begged for Ahem to be back in to the scenes and am being a cv not fulfilling it and promising soon. Please do not throw the bricks at the write yet as I hope to do do soon. My big thank you to all readers for your patient and hope all will be revealed in good times so enjoy the next part.
PART 36;
"Sara what have I done to my family...I have turn into a spiteful person that even I myself hate... I drove both my sisters to abandon me...I did not want to loose either of them... my hatrate for the Modis has consumed me so much that I forgot the people that I will be hurting will be my own... please help me Sara...please...ohhh God what have I done to my family...I just wanted their best... forgetting that it lies in the people they love who happen to be the Modi brothers... how can I change what happen...how did I let these things go this far." Sanjay was crying uncontrollably and a heavily pregnant Sara was doing her best to console her husband. " Baby it's going to be okay... you just have to let go and control your temper...both will understand and forgive you... you did what you felt a protective brother should do in their circumstance...please control yourself and all will be well...Kajal is grown up and will do just fine... all we have to do is stay put and let this calm down and then we will talk to both." Sara was doing her best to convince him.
Late in the night at MM Gopi felt a heavy head and suddenly woke up to find herself in a different yet familiar room. She look to her right and saw her son lying peacefully. She got up and went to the wash room and washed her face and was horrified at the recognition on the place she is. She ran out quickly and out of the room to be certain that she is actually in her in laws home. As she saw the familiar living room, she stood grounded and frozen wondering how she got here. She moved her head round the area and did not see much difference to the place, she then found her feet and with difficulty,and tears running down her cheeks, she moved towards her the one place in the house where she used to get solace, comfort,peace, belonging and let all her sorrows or happiness out, yes the mandir. It was still the same but only with the same kanaji. She put her pallu on and went near it " kanaji! am so sorry for abandoning you like I did...I may not be here but I always had you with me...kanaji all my life I ask for love and you gave it in abundance in the form of maaji and Ahemji and now Angad...you have been so kind to me but at the same time you have done injustice to this family... they have suffered too long and so long so please ease their pain and bring back the happiness to them... I ask that you protect my son and bless him for he is Ahe..mji's and you took him from all of us and replaced him with Angad...ohh kanaji please." She fell near the mandir in prayers and bewilderness not knowing that two pairs of eyes were watching her every more.
She manage to get herself up and was about to return to her room but felt as if she was being pulled upstairs. Every step she took toward the room brings a glimps of him...in his suit coming down the stairs...his lovely eyes which used to speak volumes and only understood be her...his male strong vocal which used to make her run a marathon without actually moving an inch...his swift movements when he was angry...Gopi's eyes were blurry with tears as images of him filled her as she approached his...their room.
She stood there for what felt like centuries dreading to see what's inside and all the bad memories it held but like earlier she felt the need to move to the next page of her journey into the house. She slowly lifted her hands and push opened the doors... the breeze that hit her on the face was full of his scent and she nearly fell back but inhaled it and held on to it for long with eyes closed.
As she took a step inside, all the events came crashing on her like a tornador, her engagement confessing her illiteracy...her wedding night spent without him to cuddle her... him helping her remove her jewellery punishment... the jewellery fiasco with the slap... being thrown to the floor as her new bedding...the decorations she did and was insulted...him helping with her education...the night they spent together after renewing their vows...and then the most horrifying event of all...him venting his anger at her and nearly raping her...she sat on the bed and saw a galant being placed on both of their photos...with shaky hands, she remove them and took his picture and did not know what to make of it...he was looking handsome but somber...she placed the photos back and went to the wardrobe and found it empty... she then went back to bed and took his pillow and could smell his scent in it and nodge it tight and lay down crying herself to sleep.
"Wake up! please wake up!!!!!" He woke up all sweaty and panting hard and looked lost. He looked and saw the person that woke him up but she was not the one in his dreams nor her voice that he heard calling him last evening. It's all a bad dream but why now he thought...it's being a long time since he had them and after yesterdays outing and hearing her voice, woke his heart making it beat like the owner was calling it...ohh what is all these dreams...are they dreams but he was interrupted once again by the woman standing over him... ohhh yes his..." are you having one of you dreams again" she asked very concerningly. He nodded affirmatively and then she brought him a hot black tea and asked him to drink...it's his favourite and will make him better and if he want to talk then she is all ears.
"I don't know where to start or even how" "Well why not begin with how it started once again cause you have not had these for a long time but since last evening you have been restless. "Ohh yeh you are right...well when you went to the market to buy us some food, I wanted to make myself tea but there were no leaves and when I checked our piggy box, there was not enough so I went on the task of finding us some money and I do not know why but I walked a long distance wandering not asking anything but I just kept on walking and ended up outside this huge hotel...people were coming there with big car... the hotel was beautifully decorated and knew there is a party...I remember you told me that at these functions one gets loads of meal free so myself and many others were waiting in a queue around the fence and then suddenly a swift blew dust in my eyes and I was pushed out of the queue and was unable to get in so after clearing my eyes I decided to climb the fence like others."
" Well afer getting in, we were walking around the back and then a sound so faint as if whispered in my ears was calling me...I looked around but did not see anyone as all the other might have found a way to get in but I was held back by this voice...it sounded like the one in my dream but I could not see her...the voice grew louder but still could not see her and then the guards saw me and threw me from there but I waited outside till late and the guard told me all left as the party was suddenly cancelled...I left hurt and dejected in not seeing her...or any hope of that happening...and the dream is of her call but I could not see her face and the only thing I can make out is the last part ji!...so you tell me what do I do and for how long will I go on like this." Ram finished his narration confused
Rani sat their and listen to him as always and comforted him calmly by saying" I understand what you said but you are not ready to see a baba and we cannot afford a psychiatrist so they only thing I can deduce from what you told me is no different from other dreams you had before...may be someone saw you and recognised you...Ram what about those people that thought you to be their brother...may be we should find them again and they can help us...I know last time I was skeptical and scared of loosing you but what if you are related to them and all these years you could have had a treatment you needed...Ram we both know the truth and now people are starting to say all sorts of things...I did not hide any thing from you...but you need professional help...you cannot be scared of your past life if you want to know...Ram we need to move on with our lives... you have rejected my offer before and am now renewing them but we cannot live like this for good...just think about it." she left him looking exhausted and in pain.
The next day at MM was pure silence only the sound of a crying child woke the family and all went about looking for his mum as he would not stop crying even his Maasi Kajal was unable to do much. Everyone wondered were Gopi went leaving her son. " Motabhabi do you think Gopi left Ahe...Angad with us to take care and left us...what if she heard what i said about her son...ohhh motabhabi what did I do... ahem's soul will not rest in peace knowing I've doubted his lineage...I was just angry Motabhabi and I believe that Angad is Ahem's son...Motabhabi my Gopi bahu left me again...she does care about us...she..." "naanibhabi!" Meethi you fool why are you standing up there and shouting" " Woh Gopi bhabi"suddenly all rushed up and went in to Ahem's room and saw her lying on the bed still hugging the pillow with tear marks on her cheeks. Kokila went and sat on the bed next to her bahu and could not help the tearing streaming down her eyes and lightly massage her rough hair back. Everyone watching was in tears and as Kokila touched her forehead, she felt a striking heat so powerful and knew her bahu was running fever and her motherly instinct took charge in ordering people around. Jigar to phone the doctor, Kajal to look after Angad, Meethi to bring cold water and towel and even Hetal was helping bringing blankets and drinking water.
The doctor came and gave her an okay but for them to ensure that she eats well,rests well and take her medicines on time. Later in the afternoon Gopi looked well enough to come down, she found the family have lunch and greeted them all. They environment was sullen and dull, she was surprise to see Kajal there and in Sari and playing with her nephew. She smiled at him back and answered his millions a minute questions and went to sit with the rest of the family...she knew it won't be easy to move on from what happen but they will stick together now and for good and she will help them move on as she owe this much to them from her brother's actions. They all ate quietly and then her maaji told her that she will take her to the doctor for her heart check up and that the driver will drop them.
Later that evening at dinner,all were stillworried as to how to raised the topic of the last event. " Bhabi how are you feeling now" a concerned Jigar asked and has actually told his family about what he knew of what happened to his bhabi for the past eight years since she left MM but all are bewildered as to what happened on Angad's b'day. "Am fine Devarji, much better than before" she said more in a whisper.After dinner all went to the living room, gopi went to the kitchen to help the ladies finish clearing but was refused helping and asked to take her tablets and go and rest. She did not push as she knew it will take time and did as told and they went to the living room and sat next to Baa but as soon as they all saw her they went quiet and again it's Jigar who made her presence easy by asking her comfortability and whether she needs any thing else.
When the ladies joined them it was silent even a pin dropping will echo louder than the ear can handle. The only sound effect was the tea sipping noise being made " I...I ha..ve something I would like to say and since you are all present...the chance is even greater and..." " Gopi bahu you are tired... you need to rest and tomorrow we have to go to doctor so .." " yes maaji but ammm what I want to say will not take long...and besides...you all deserve to know the..." " Gopi bahu, like I said you need not say anything and we know the truth..." " Maaji I just want to apologies to you all for what I have put you all through all these years... I cannot replace all your pain with my sudden re appearance... I owe you all my heartiest apology and I know this is not easy on you all...first you suffer the pain of me leaving without any explanation... then my...my bro..ther took me far away from you all...after coming to a compromise with your heart that... that am no more...then I reappear in your faces again...Please I hope you all forgive me and my bhai and..and..." she could not finish her apology and ran up to her room only to find it locked with a padlock and looked down and went to her guest room and threw herself on the bed crying. " Bhabi! " Jigar was becoming her support again and this road is even tougher than when shefirst put her feet in the house. " Bhabi you did great but you know it's not going to be easy...you need to be strong and do not worry going through explaining as I have told them all that happened... am sure they will come around...bhabi!...am puzzled at one thing...what happened to you at the hotel...I mean why did you come out and why were you calling out for bhai...wha..." " Devarji, for years my heart tells me that Ahemji is alive...I know..I know what you are going to say...but Devarji that day not only my heart but my senses too said so...you see when I saw the Angad in maaji's arms, I just saw a reflection on Ahemji in maaji's arms...I was so happy in tears and was looking over the gardens and at first I thought my tears made my eyes blurry and I could not see well... but Devarji he was there...I saw him climbing down the fence in worn out clothes looking hungry, tired ans as if he had sleepless nights for years... he had long beard which has not seen a barber for long... my heart longed for him for years... my eyes wished to see him one last time...and kanaji granted my wish...he was at the party Devarji...I saw him you have to believe me...it was Ahemji... I did not say this to the family as I do not want to give them hope and then kill it off... but devarji my eyes will not betray me it was Ahemji...it" " Bhabi it's okay...I know how you feel seeing him...I have seen and met him...hah bhabi his name is Ram... I cried when he denied know me... I beg him but his wife said so too that they were married...bhabi am sorry you had to go through that...but believe me he is not Ahem bhai...Kajal too met him and was convinced it was him but we have not met him since...so please do not worry yourself much..." " Devarji i do not know who you met but the man I saw is definitely Ahemji but am not going to tell anyone as am not sure i will meet him anytime soon but now I know am not a widow and Angad do have a father.
The next day Gopi was thinking of Jigar words and was unable to sleep properly and even forgot to ask him where he saw him but whatever he thinks, her heart will not lie to her... her Ahemji is alive. A tear drop from her eyes and she silently wipe it before her maaji notices. Their drive to the hospital was quiet, the family still not believe she is alive and were performing their daily routine by putting a galand on her and Ahemji's photo and immediately remove hers when they saw her. They all are very wary of her and she of them as it's being a long time and so many changes has occurred.
The car came to a sudden halt at the red light and a woman in her mid twenties can on her window and was begging...she open her purse and took some notes and opened and gave to her...she thanked her several times as she felt Gopi has given her too much and was still thankin her when the car began to move... even her maaji voiced her displeasure in handing too much at such places as most are frauds... she nodded in agreement but both were unaware of the person running madly behind them screaming for them to stop.
"Ram!!!!!!!" she pulled him off the road and both fell to the ground on the pavement. After they recovered from the effect she turned to him angrily " what is wrong with you Ram...I point to you the madam that gave me so much money and you started to run after the car...did you not realise that you were running on the road...what if something happened to you...Ram! are you listening." "It's her Rani...it's her" he was saying continually " Who Ram!!" " the woman in my dreams...the one with the voice... the hotel voice...it's her Rani...it's her". he literally was crying. "Ram do you know her...what's her name". " That's the thing Rani... I know it's her that is hunting me in my dreams but I do not know her but may be...""Ram please come to your senses... we have agreed to marry in a week and now you are scaring me."
Not again Rani mutted after being woken up by Ram's screams..." Ram!! ohhh not again Ram wake up...Rammm!!!!!!" " Gopiii"
Well saathiya and fellow ff lover hope you enjoy and may update more before the weekend finishes
Edited by kamjal - 13 years ago
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