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Aham shouts: Gopi aaj nahi.....aaj tum is tarah se bina kuch kahe sune nahi ja sakti pichhli baar ki tarah...........aaj tumhe sach sun na padega aur sach kahna bhi hoga....Gopi.......meri taraf dekho.....meri aankho me dekho.......
(Not Today Gopi.....today u cant leave w/o saying or listening anything just like last time.......today u hv to listen the truth and have to tell me the truth also......Gopi..look at me...look into my eyes.........)
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Part 16
Gopi is still trembling with fear but looks at Aham into his eyes and sees him crying so gets confused.
Holds her shoulders tightly and shakes her says
Aham: Kyun Gopi Kyun....Aakhir Kyun...? Kyun tumne mujhe Ek mauka nahi diya....sirf ek mauka........tears rolling down his cheeks along with rain drops..
(why Gopi Why...Why..? why dint u give me a Last chance.....only a last chance...)
hands still on shoulders n continues with so much pain and guilt in his voice:
Main manta hu k maine tumhe dukh, aansuo aur takleefo ke alawa kabhi kuchh nahi diya, kabhi tumhe apni patni nahi mana, kabhi tumhari achhayio ka keemat nahi jaani......kabhi tumhe apne layak nahi samjha....hamesha tumhe bas ek gawar, unpadh samjhta raha aur sochta raha ke kaise tum meri patni ho sakti ho............
(I admit that I never gave u anything else except Pain, Tears and Difficulties, never excepted u as my wife, never understood the worth of ur Qualities, never though of u being worthy of having me, always misunderstood u as An Il-literate......)
takes a pause, realises his hold on her shoulders....looks at Gopi who is still looking down.........
par sach kahu wo sab mera Ahankaar tha.....aaj main samjha ke mere naam ka matlab wakai me kitna kadwa hota hai, insaan ko kahi ka nahi chhodta hai ye Ahankaar...aur wahi mere saath hua......maine apna sab kuchh gava diya sirf aur sirf Ahankaar ki wajah se....aur aaj jab waqt ne mujhe ek aakhiri muaka diya to wo tumne mujhse chheen liya.........
(but the truth is that was just my Ego, and today I got to know how Bitter is the meaning of my name, this Ego ruins everything and same happened to me......i lost my everything just coz of this Ego.....and today when I almost got the Last Chance u snatched it from me......)
Gopi looks up towards him, who is looking at sky with a hopeless body language..............but looks down as soon as Aham lowers his gaze on her and continues.....
kyun kiya tumne aisa.......kam se mujhe dekhne ke baad to tumhe ek baar sochna chahiye tha na.......ek baar mujhse baat karni chahiye thi na.......mujhe batana chahiye tha..............main tumhe kabhi nahi rokta, kyunki tumhari khushi me hi to meri khushi hai..........agar tumahri khushi yahi hai to main jindagi bhar tumhari yaado ke sahare jee leta....
par....tumne mujhe is layak bhi nahi samjha k main tumhari yaado par bhi koi haq jata saku...
he is crying badly while saying all this as this is the truth he has to admit that Gopi is Mere a Dream for him...
(why u did this to me......at least after seeing me u should have thought once, should have talked to me once, should have told me, I would never stopped u, coz ur happiness is my happiness........and if this is ur happiness then I'll survive all my life with ur Memories only......but u never think of me worthy of claming even ur memories.....)
Gopi is now sobbing.........while listening Aham's confession and his feelings.......
Aham turns his back and says: haan par ye bhi theek hai....aakhir maine kabhi Pati Ka koi Kartaya nahi nibhaya to aaj main kaise Ek Pati Hone ka Haq Maang Sakta hu.....uska bhi to koi Aadhikaar nahi hai mujhe.........
his heart is almost bleeding by this time...
(but yes this is also correct.....I never did any duty of an husband then how come I can ask for my rights of being an usband.......I even dont have any right to do so....)
Till this time Gopi is all Crying and confused abt which decision he is talking and feeling so bad....she looks at him but cant utter a word as first time she feels like her life is now complete, she feels her own worth.....she is seeing A Passionate Lover in Aham who Loves her more than his life...that He wants to be her husband, he wants her to be with him for lifetime....and he has understood his all mistakes till now but still so confused........
Aham tunrs towards her, looks at her and desperately wants to hug her but keeps that urge in his heart only as he knows she is not his wife anymore....and continues.....
Aaj to tumhara aur mera rishta hamesha ke liye khatam ho gaya, par main janta hu Shashank tumhe bahut khush rakhega, wo ek bahut achha, nek insaan hai, wo tumhe itna pyaar karega ke tum apne pichhle saare dukh takleefo ko....(takes a pause...looks at her) hamesha ke liye bhul jaogi.........then changes his tone to an angry mode..par tum yaha kya kar rahi hois waqt, tumhari sagai hui hai aur tum mere saath yaha baarish me bheeg rahi ho. jao andar.
(today our relationship has been finished forever, but i know Shashank will keep u happy always, he is very nice guy...he will love u so much that u'll forget each n every pain of ur past....then changes his tone to an angry mode but what are u doing here right now....u had ur engagement just few hrs back and u are standing with me in this heave rain....go inside.......)
Gopi gets the whole thing, Aham's pain, his feelings, his fear of loosing her forever, his love she is so happy and tries to say that nothing is there between her and Shashank...and says:
Aham Ji....wo......wo......Shashank Ji...aur......me....
(Aham Ji....wo....wo me and Shashank ji......)
Aham shouts back, signals his finger to her: Bas.....Ab aur kuchh nahi sun na mujhe.....aur ab kya bacha hai tumhare paas kahne ke liye.....
(Enough.......i dont want to listen anything now....and is there anything left for u to say.......)
saying so opens his car and drives rashly outside the Mansion...leaving Gopi all crying, she breaks down on ground and is crying badly and saying:
Aham Ji......Aa....Aa....Aap mujhse itna pyaar karte hai, mu..mu....mujhe kabhi pata hi nahi chala.......aur aaj jab pata chala to aapki aankho me aansu dekh kar mera dil bhi khun ke aansu ro raha hai.....
(Aham ji......u love me this much.....I never knew it......and when I came to know my heart is bleeding seeing tears in ur eyes......)
then suddenly she hears Shashank is calling her, so she thinks to talk to him abt Aham and goes inside all drenched in Rain also In Aham's Love and His Words of Confession.......
Gopi: Shashank ji....aaj mujhe pata chala k Aham Ji mujhe kitna pyaar karte hain, mere bina ji nahi sakte...... par......
(Shashank ji...today I got to know how much aham ji love me....and he cant live w/o me.....)
Shashank: Par....Par kya Gopi bhabhi....
(but how Gopi bhabhi....)
Gopi: Wo samajhte hain ke aaj Apki aur meri sagai hui hai.......aur ya soch kar wo chale gaye....mujhe akela chhod ke.....and starts crying again.
(He misunderstood that today u engaged with me........and he left me again for the life time thinking this only.....)
Shashank gets confused how Aham got wrong impression abt the Engagement....and then his attention goes to the Saarees that Pinky and Gopi are wearing.........which are similar and he gets the whole idea abt the misunderstanding....he looks at Pinky who also gets it and says sorry to Gopi for again creating rift between her and Aham, but
shashank replies: no pinky, ur plan did work, believe me...if Aham would have not got this impression that Gopi is now my would be wife and he has lost her, he would not have been reacted in such manner, coz when u loose something as important as ur life then u can not survive the shock and same happened to him.....so this all happened for good only.
In his car......Aham is saying: Gopi mujhe maaf kar do....aaj fir maine tumhare dil dukhaya, tumhe fir daanta...par mere paas aur koi chara nahi tha, tum jaan chuki thi ke main tumhe Jee Jaan se jyada pyaar karta hu aur agar main tumhe usi halat me chhod ke aata to shayad tum Shashank ke saath hokar bhi mujhe bhul nahi pati, to ye jaruri tha tumhare dil ko todne ke liye taaki tum hamesha ke liye mujhe bhul jao............
(.Gopi please forgive me......today again I hurt u, again scolded u......but i dont have any other choice.....as u came to know I love u more than my life and if I would have left u like that then u could never forget me even being with Shashank......so this was necessary to break ur heart so that u can forget me.....)
and then thinks to talk to Shashank and to congratulate him as he dint talk to him in the whole party.......dialed his number........and Shashanks picks it up.
Aham: hey buddy, m sorry yaar wo ghar par kuchh kaam tha to main jaldi nikal aaya, tujhe aur bhabhi to badhai bhi nahi de paya dhang se...
(I had to leave early as I had some work at home....and I could not congratulate u n bhabhi properly.....)
Shashank puts the pnone on loud speaker and replies: are no probs at all dear, I still remember ur funda First work then anything else...
Aham: hmm....wo to hai but tu aisa mat karna...kaam ke chakkar me bhabhi ko mat bhul jana samjhe.
(hmm..ook but u dont do this, dont forget bhabhi due to work.. ...)
Shashank: are haan baba haan....teri bhabhi ko bhul gaya to wo mujhe kacha kha jayegi aur ab to tere jaisa dewar bhi hai uske paas.
(.kkk......if i'll forget ur bhabhi she will eat me all raw and now she has so sweet Dewar also with her.....)
Aham again feels pain in his heart: bas yaar tu Gopi ko hamesha khush rakhna.....aur kuchh nahi chahta main.
(i dont want anything else...just keep Gopi happy always ...)
Gopi looks at phone with so much love in her eyes.....as its not just phone its Aham only.....
Shashank: wo to nahi ho sakta.....
(thats not possible......)
Gopi gets shocked....and looks first at Shashank and then to phone...
Aham in angry tone: Nahi ho sakta....matlab....
(what do u mean by not possible........)
Shashank: are bhai mahi Gopi ko khush kaise rakh sakta hu, jabki main kisi aur se pyaar karta hu....
(.how can i keep Gopi happy when I love some one else.....)
Aham closing his fist: Shashank....teri himmat kaise hui Gopi ko dhokha dene ki, jab tu kisi aur se pyaar karta tha to Gopi se sagayi kyun ki...kyun usko dhokhe me rakha...kyun uski jindagi barbbad ki...
(Shashank..how dare u to ditch Gopi.......when u love someone else then why u got engaged with her........why u ruined her life, why u kept her in dark.....)
Shashank: hey hey calm down.....calm down yaar...listen to me first...
Aham: itna sab hone ke baad bhi u are asking me to calm down...
(u are asking me to calm down after doing such things......)
Shashank interuppts: Gopi par...i mean Gopi Bhabi par aaj bhi sirf tera hi haq hai, aur unhe khush rakhna teri jimmedari hai na ki meri....
(Today also u only has all the rights on Gopi..i mean Gopi Bhabhi....and u hv the responsibility to keep her happy.....)
Aham is badly shocked: what..?????
Shashank Haan..kyunki aaj meri sagayi Pinky se hui hai...Gopi Bhabhi se nahi...buddhu...
(.yup....coz I got engaged with Pinky...not with Gopi Bhabhi.....stupid.....)
And then Shashank, Gopi, Pinky hears a voice of some accident from the other side and Gopi shouts Aham ji.
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Hope u like it......ignore my gramatical or tense mistake as m all sleepy but still writing this FF just to cope up with the Weekly Filler SNS drama....
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
