Everyone is fighting their own Battle
To be free from their past
To live in present
To create their future...
So Have Heart.
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At current stage for Kabir Ananya, & phase they going through as couple or as individual is technically a fight as equivalent to a war
--Be it a daughter's fight for justice, fight for truth.
--A fight of a lover to not only fight for his love, but fight to protect & regain his love...
--A man's fight with his past mistakes to repentance in present for a surviving & creating a bright future.
--If can include Shreya ππ her fight with a man, to break him...a fight against Love, to gain possession...
Like any other fight, here too, battle lines are clearly drawn, battle field is ready...& every fighter all set prepared & rearing to go to defeat the opponent...& like the universal law, everything is fair in love & war, this war will also see meanest & unfairest of means to reach the final win...It will all depend on each individual how strong they are to defend themselves, & stronge(st) they are to attack...
Like any other war, everything gonna be fair in love & war...
**Be it Kabir's love for Ananya or Ananya's love for her father...
**Be it Kabir's individual fight to save his Love, admist all the war around.
**Be it Kabir-Ananya's individual war to bring out truth behind Sudhir Kashyap fiasco
**Be it Shreya's "zidd" to fight war till end to see Kabir breaking down.
Admist everything, every fight that wud be seen in times to come "Kabir" gonna be the only lone fighter, who gonna be fighting the war at two levels as he will fight from both fronts personally & professionally, as he is accountable & responsible in both...ππ & fight will only get tougher for him ...as for him his biggest problem arises when you have to fight to make your love win...as it will make you loose, ππ specifically if fighting all alone...coz "Love" is surely worth fighting for, but you cant the only "one" fighting...at times we need people to fight for you...if not alongwith you...& you have that constant fear in you, you will loose the same person for whom you are fighting & risking everything for.
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Seeing the personal- professional strong Kabir, was a delight to watch...& glad he is standing strong as on both fronts & that too "akele"....heart went out to him...& seriously Kabir "kya pange le liya life mein"...π .you needed to be careful before falling in love be it in past with "Shreya" or now "Ananya"...I have only one question Kabir "Kya zarut thi pyaar karne ki? Woh bhi do baar" already you had so much problems to handle, your past baggage...your flaws, your mistakes, your guilt...pyaar karke life complicate karne ki kya zarut thi ...Life wud have been so simpler for you if you had stayed away from Love...πππ "Being single is bliss" (ask us singles) π
Seriously felt genuinely sorry for Kabir, he shudn't have fallen in Love πππ Na pehle Shreya se pyaar kiya hota...aur na ab Ananya se...π "zindagi sanwar jaati Kabir ki" πππ...& wud have lived happily ever after just being editor in chief, & being friends with Tarini & Anuraag...πππ "kis ne kaha tha dobara pyaar mein padne ko"...ππ ab bhugto, my sympathies with you Kabir...& seeing your condition I am relieved that I have never fallen in love in real...& now I even dread too... πππ
Jokes apart, indeed its Kabir's bad luck to deal with two difficult women who are making his life difficult personally & professionally ...πππ my poor hero in a mess, πππ dono ek saath hero ki band bajane mein lagi hai πππ...by end of it my poor hero will just get fed up & will just run away to the hills πππ
Only silver lining of whole situation was Kabir being all strong on both fronts...personally "zarur sitaare gardish mein hai" πππ ....but glad atleast professionally he is being same "The Kabir Sharma"...& glad to see him using his power of editor in chief ...to put Shreya in place...ππ& making her realize that she wont be able to break him in any way...atleast Kabir can feel proud of himself that atleast he can handle & control his ex-biwi ππ ...if ex-fiancee is out of his hands & control, but then she was never in his control ever πππhumesha apni man maani hi ki πππ just realised aaj tak Ananya ne kabhi kabir ki koi baat nahi maani πππ "serious wala panga le liya life mein Kabir" πππ
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Seeing Ananya's behavior for once I felt Shreya, you should have taken up Kabir's challenge previous day, πππ & should have drunk that wine...atleast in dat case Kabir wud only have to fight a professional fight & cud have easily won...π³π& I think even Kabir wud agree with me, Shreya is easy woman to handle than Ananyaππ ...atleast Kabir can think of his "ghaag" moves for her, can show all his "kaminapan" with her...& he can have a face to face fight with her...& he knows how to control Shreya & make her dance to his tunes...πππ...he just needs to just be close to her & get all lovey dovey & Ms Bhagat just melts...He can do whatever he wants to do with her"whether shout at her, be manipulative with her, or just shut her up with his sarcasm...πππ show his anger...he can do anything, like a "free Kabir" he can plan his movesππ...he can challenge her "rok sakti ho, toh Rok lo"...With Shreya, he is confident & clear how to deal with her...πππ
But with Ananya, my poor Kabir just goes into his silent mode, poor boy cant even utter a single word... not only because he is guilty, & he knows he has wronged "his Ananya" but most importantly maate kuch sunne ko taiyaar nahi, πππatleast Shreya gives enough chance to Kabir to speak up...ππ
Frankly I am enjoying KaYa2's scenes more...πππas atleast in Kabir-Shreya scenes hero gets to be "Hero" & a "Man"... Kabir gets a chance to fight on equal level...but with original KaYa, bolne ka mauka tak nahi miltaπππ...ulta bahut kuch sunne ko mil jata hai...π€π .really wonder how exactly Kabir tolerates everything...I always knew Love is Blind" but never knew its "deaf & dumb" ππtoo...Pyaar kuch bhi sunata jaaye, chup chap sunte raho... πππ
A humble request from fangirl, copy pasting your advice Mr. Sharma... "dil bada hona chaiye," par itna bada dil na rakhe Kabir saab ... do counter attack the accusations... I know silence is golden, & is best answer to every question & accusation...but kabhi kabhi bolna bhi chaiye, as keeping silent gives other person freedom to say anything...π
More than lover Kabir Sharma, I am eagerly awaiting to see the same "Journalist Kabir Sharma, Reporter Kabir Sharma, Editor in chief Kabir Sharma" jisne "kai logon ke career aur reputation ki dhajhiya udayi" πππ taking RG heads on his khas khabrein Kabir Ke saath...π₯³& alongwith that wud love to see Kabir cutting off Shreya's "mahatavakhanshayon ke par"...π
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As for Khalid, he stole the show yday...You are rockstar...πππ & after Kabir, if anyone had been able to deal with Shreya ...it had only be Khalid...& really Khalid, you think Kabir Ananya will sort out & patch upπππ ...loved your confidence...but aren't you throwing too much positivity π "dono ke jo issues who phir bhi ek saath aajenge"...hope your words come true, but "only" after what I expect from Ananya....
A big thank you for reminding Shreya her position in KKN, that she is a mere employee & Kabir is a stake holder...boy, Kabir signing the contract back then, gonna turn useful now...πππ
Manav bhai, he cracked me up literally the way he was provoking & instigating Shreya, I was like, don't even ask Manav bhai, kya haal hua Shreya darling ka kal...kabir ke tukdne jodne gayi thi, khud tukde tukde hokar aagayi..."piece by piece" & My keeda of Manav bhai being in Team Kabir getting stronger...&even if he isn't in team still, no problems , you just help out Kabir...& he will himself make you co-editor... so just relax Manav Bhai...πππ
As for Shreya darling...happy dreaming, that aap jo chahti hai, haasil karke rahengi, π I really see that happening irrespective Kabir Ananya come together or not but for sure I don't see Kabir Shreya coming together...anyways no harm in dreaming afterall everyone is entitled to dream on...πππ
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As a fangirl, I always thought Rajeev's onscreen love interests will not go beyond my capt's "cadet singh"...for me, she had been the benchmark coz in a love story nothing gets more painful & hurtful than seeing a person you love pointing gun on your head & is all ready to kill you...for Rajveer, Naina had been his love & seeing her ready to shoot him...wud have broken his heart into pieces...but inspite of all that, I was ready to support Naina, as she was taking revenge from her brother's killer, irrespective of circumstances Naveen was killed...& I wudn't have minded if Naina wud have actually killed Rajveer...coz everything said & done whether it was mercy killing or not, whether Naveen himself asked or not ...it didn't changed the truth that Naveen was killed...as a fangirl I accepted, Naina's reaction, her hatred towards Rajveer...for that matter, even Kashish can be justified to be revengeful towards a man like Sujal, who went beyond limits to break her marriage & went from bad to worse, just because girl he loved chose someone else over him...girl had full rights to misunderstand to Sujal & he deserved her wrath...
Frankly as a fangirl its easy to see character getting killed in one shot, one scene & its over...but seeing hero getting killed by words everyday ...& each day getting humiliated like Ananya had been doing, cutting him, breaking him in pieces with harsh words...its painful to watch...ππ if I see in broader perspective I don't think there is much difference in Shreya & Ananya when it comes to breaking Kabir "piece by piece"....there is a only a thin line separating two woman"that is "Kabir's Love" ...it only goes in favour of Ananya... & she gets extra brownie point for her selflessness during bomb sequence...& Kabir's belief in her, his undying love for her which makes me wish for two of them to be together in end...except that I don't care if KabirAnanya come together in final episode or not...ππ I want them together just because Kabir wants it to happen...else I am happy seeing kabir just spending life alone...
Everything said & done, even if I kill the fangirl in me, still I cannot justify or accept Ananya's words & her actions...from daughter's perspective its Ok, she has full right to go in search of whole truth, she deserves every right to expose everyone involved in her dad's murder... even if its Kabir Sharma...she can rightfully go ahead & press charges against him, I have no issues...for being a "liar"...& hiding truth he deserves to be punished...
But...a big "BUT", that for Kabir's one act, his mistake, doesn't give right to Ananya to be presumptuous, specially not before she finds & solves the whole mystery, before Ananya gets to know about whole fiasco, every fact related to it, she has no right to accuse Kabir, just on her assumptions...she only knows one thing "Kabir had been eye-witness" ...what happened before & after & actually on the spot of murder, Ananya doesn't know anything...which she will only know when she tries to solve the whole murder mystery...
There is a huge difference b/w "WHAT happened"""HOW happened"-- & "WHY" happened
**Ananya just knows what happened, she doesn't know how exactly Kabir became an eye witness, what exactly he was doing at murder spot...Ananya doesn't know how exactly Kabir & Sudhir happened to be at same spot at same time...
**Ananya just knows her father was murdered, how exactly he was murdered...why he was murdered... it cud be a possibility that at that moment both Kabir & Sudhir's life wud have been equally in danger...Kabir had been lucky enough to just be alive & being an eye witness...& Sudhir being unlucky to be killed...there cud be a possibility that both Kabir -Sudhir being together both tried to escape but unfortunately only either of them survived.
**Ananya just knows Kabir hid the truth...why it was hidden...the reason behind it, she doesn't know & she isn't even interested to know...& I guess if she doesn't want to know the reason its Fine, but that doesn't give her right to make her own assumptions that RG-Kabir had been best of friends...they together planned Sudhir's murder ... now, having his BFF back Kabir is jumping joy, he is protecting his best friend RG ...must say Miss Kasyap "bahut perceptive hai aap"...guess days you spent with Richa ji, is showing effect now...
I hope Ananya do realize infact, more than her CVs do realize that, every comment, every accusation Ananya is making is just increasing Ananya's repentance phase, I really doubt if we will have it ...but still if there is one...it gonna go longer depending on Ananya's harsh & rude comments for Kabir...I really wonder how exactly Ananya gonna eat her own words...
Knowing Kabir, he will easily forgive Ananya...but I really doubt if I will be able to forgive & forget as a fangirl & even as a person...coz without knowing the actual situation, the real facts, without knowing the circumstances, accusing someone for selling off "zameer", raising a finger on person's integrity, is much more than punishing an innocent man as guilty. ...
I am not being biased as fangirl, & neither support Kabir blindly, as I know he had been wrong enough to hide about Sudhir's murder, keeping Kashyap family in illusion that Sudhir committed suicide...but that doesn't mean, in turn Kashyap women will literally hold him more responsible for killing Sudhir than the actual murderer.
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Thanks Ananya for killing the keeda in my head, that believed behind your anger...somewhere there was some love lost...but guess I had been wrong somewhere...πππ So all the best in your search in finding the "real" murderers & hope you are able to punish them...& you turn out to be more strong than Kabir, ππΌ not succumb under pressure like he did 8 years back ...But I really wish to see you go through all hardships & circumstances Kabir went through to realize what it means to be in other persons shoes...πππ
A unbiased Fangirl advice to Ananya,-- that everytime in life, things, situations we come across, decisions we make... cannot always be clearly divided in black - white, good-bad, positive-negative, right- wrong, truth-lie etc ...because a stage comes where we need to act according to situation, where we have to act beyond & against our wishes, against our conscious, against our principles, our ideals...just because the situation, that particular moment demands "Action" from us...instead of "rational" thoughts...
As a fangirl, my advice still same, πππ do file an FIR, let a court of law decide how good or bad person Kabir is π³ππ...coz every person deserves to defend himself atleast "once" before announcing judgment.ππ
A humble request to Kabir, π³π³Please, don't even think about sacrificing life ...no need to do what you said "Ananya ko Insaaf dila kar marunga"... coz knowing Kashyap women...even your death will not be satisfactory to wash off your sins...π infact, they will say "theek se nahi mare, dobara mar kar dikhao"...or wud be simply just cool about it "mar gaya hoga...whats the big deal"...π
This time round, no need to repeat history, & be the ever so-sacrificing hero "markar, pyaar ko itihaas mein likhne ki koi zarut nahi hai"...π just fight your own battle, with consistent strength & determination & ofcourse with cool & calm head...just keep continuing giving strong fight...to every opponent coming your way...that wud be more than enough.
In the process Love might win too...ππ even if it doesn't, I wud be happy that atleast Truth prevailed...Sudhir Kashyap getting justice through Kabir Sharma & him getting this one single chance to repent.πππ do follow your jaane se pehle, make even your "loss" of love to be worthy enough to be respected.
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p.s."Till Ananya gets back her senses & rational thinking I am taking Kabir along with me....cant see him getting humiliated every day...don't know about Kabir how he is tolerating...but fangirl ke "heart mein head ache hota"...πππ.& depending on her repentance will decide to return back Kabir to her or not...
Till then fangirl in me will enjoy sexy smirks of my ghaag Kabir...π€ͺ
Love and war are the same thing,
Stratagems and policy are as allowable in the one as in the other.
- Miguel de Cervantes
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Episode 114
September 23,2015