They call me suave, intelligent, sexy, irresistible, charming, player, dynamic, enigmatic, handsome, hot, perfect, arrogant, highly professional, selfish, manipulative, but I know that deep inside, I am a normal human being, in fact, much vulnerable than others not a demi - God by any means.
Post my divorce, my so called ex-wife was able to break me completely at all levels. Not only she ruined my outer image, she ruined me internally, as well. I could not cry because I knew that my tears would further be manipulated, hence, I made it a point to hide my tears in the false covering of ego, selfishness, arrogance and professionalism. I developed a hatred for relationships and mastered the art of manipulating females with my good looks. I knew, I can make any female fall for me, and I started using it for getting success in my profession. Hence, after joining KKN, when Malvika approached me, I didn't discourage her. I knew my lessons pretty well to win the game, easily. I would have completely made Malvika fall for me had one Miss. Ananya Kashyap hadn't come in between!!!
Miss. Kashyap- extremely childish, irresponsible, stupidly idealistic, unprofessional!!! That was my first impression about Ananya. However, after meeting her a couple of times, I understood that she is idealistic enough to sacrifice everything for her beliefs. However, this girl also grabbed my attention when she helped me when I was snubbed in front of the whole world especially on my weakest point - Tarini. How much I hated Manav Gupta at that time!!! However, I could take my revenge very well in the form of putting all the balme on him for drafting the questionnaire about me for which, I was more than sure that it was the job of the same stupid girl who supported me in my difficult times.
I started enjoying, provoking Miss. Kashyap. I knew she had a spark and I proved to be right, when Miss. Kashyap not only accepted my challenge but won it with full marks in less than 12 hours in Tennis selection scam case. I was so proud of her, at that time!!! But, she disappointed me badly in Mahi case. In spite of that I didn't want her to go into team Manav. How much I hated Manav when he jumped in between in Mahi's case playing a very dirty game of making Miss. Kashyap turn against me by showing her story.
When Bhavna Shroff's case came, for the first time, I judged the things, incorrectly. I trusted my sexuality too much and thought I am smart enough to play easily with Bhavna. But she outsmarted me in every aspect!!! The only good thing that came out of this case was Ananya helping me instead of Manav. When Richa came out with the theory knowing Richa well, I understood instantly, it was the theory of her friend, hence she would never dare to come in light. When I provoked Richa, I knew, I am provoking Miss.. Kashyap, indirectly. And I hitted the right cord again!! Together we won.
Post Bhavna Shroff, I genuinely wanted to apologise but till then, I had allowed my ego to get huge enough to bend in front of a stupid reporter, who is my junior. In the party, that night, I admit, I was waiting for Ananya and wanted to talk to her, at least indicating that I am feeling bad that I mistrusted her. That night, I also came to know that how much Miss. Kashyap dislikes me. She called me names, said practically all those things, which the entire world told me many times. I was neither surprised nor it affected me a bit!!!
Next morning Miss. Kashyap got a call from Baaghi. I wanted to do this case since, it was the most interesting case and even a minor loophole from our side could prove to be dangerous but I also knew that Miss. Kashyap would never allow me to be with her. So, I manipulated the things, gave her the impression that Manav would be accompanying her and side by side, scared Manav so much that if we wouldn't have believed his Appendicitis reason, I am sure, he would have failed his kidneys, hearts or anything for not going with Ananya. Whatever, I won this game from Manav . I was going with Miss. Kashyap to take an interview with Baaghi. Little did I know that this thrilling case would change my life forever!!!
During our being hostage at Baaghi, initially, I really had to tame Miss. Kashyap and convince her to trust me and she did. I didn't want our kidnappers to hurt Ananya. That's why I didn't mind my getting hurt in the bargain. We developed an unknown bond that night, when Miss. Kashyap slept innocently on my shoulders and then, her revelation that she has been following me for the last 8 years but she was Sudhir Kashyap's daughter!!! That was a big news for me... since, unfortunately, I knew her father much more than what she had anticipated... but how could I tell her?? The question was still haunting me when something uncalled for, happened. I didn't have the courage to tell her the truth about him. So, I committed the biggest blunder of getting numb for a second, allowing Ananya to run back for the locket which I had left, provoking the kidnappers to shoot her.. For a moment, I felt that I have lost her and that too, due to my stupidity... how much I tried to reach her but then, something struck me on my head and I went into darkness. When I regained my consciousness, I got the biggest hint in the conversation of Baaghi with his aid. I understood immediately that I can easily manipulate this conversation and take it further to pull his aides on my side, and therefore, I reacted immediately. But I was worried for Ananya. When she was brought near me, how much relieved I was, when I saw her still alive!! That moment, when she opened her eyes, I knew that she is intruding dangerously into my private space... that's the reason, when she talked about her father and asked my help, in spite of knowing the truth, I promised her that I would. I was getting drawn towards her but the shrewd Kabir inside me was not allowing me for that. How much my manipulative side helped me that day, I only know. , not only I was able to cut ropes by flirting with Ananya (Though, I must admit, I really found her beautiful ) we were also able to escape getting the essential help from Baaghi's own people. But while, running in the jungle, Miss. Kashyap twisted her front foot and again, the same innocent, scared Ananya came in front of me, when she instinctively grabbed my T Shirt when I told her about them approaching us (like she held my hand when Baghi's people tried to take her away). The unsaid emotions hovered around us, when I had to lift her due to her being unable to walk. That day Khurana reached on time and saved us from Baaghi.
The after effect of being together stayed with us even after returning back to KKN . There was one more surprise waiting for me, in the form of my brother Rajveer. I was so shocked that I couldn't even respond well to him. One thing was sure that I was bending towards Miss. Kashyap. The way she looked, the confidence with which she stood with me in my bulletin, I was really at awe with her. Though I declined her invitation of dinner, later since, I knew, if I accepted it, I would surely place myself in danger zone which I didn't want. But I couldn't control myself to answering her on smses. Only for her, reluctantly, I had to tell her about SK though, it broke my heart completely to see her in pain... I was getting anxious for her. I was falling for her..but then, I saw her in Ronnie's arms!! I only know how much I broke. I was angry, wanted to pull Ronnie away and held her close to me. That day, after a long time, I drank and drank hard. I hardly remember how did I reach KKN office that day for my bulletin. I had to collect every ounce of my self - control to continue with the bulletin but still the name of Ananya came on my lips which my heart had been singing for the last few days. But , what did I discover? When I fought with my ego, put everything aside and went to her, I realized, Ronnie was already there, very much like a family member, providing the essential support to everyone, most importantly to Ananya..
My agony resulted into my accident. And to add to my woes, she didn't even turn up once to check how was I doing. I was angry with her.. and I made this anger of mine, a weapon to escape from my feelings for Miss. Kashyap,. I decided to elope. Staying away for few days away from KKN didn't help, but the discovery that Ananya hates me, was enough to change me into the same so called womanizer that I was. I wanted to get away from Miss. Kashyap and therefore, I decided to use Malvika but very soon I realized that in doing that, I am giving more pain to myself than her. Thanks to Tarini who made me realize that but still I cant understand, how did she come to know which I had been hiding from myself also? I had fallen in love with Ananya but was helpless as I knew that she was in love with Ronnie.
I gave Ananya, Nalini Verma case and at the end returned Nalini her lost love, in order to make her understand my point of view and that she might be wrong in hating me but was completely broken, when, once again, I saw her in Ronnie's arms after the show. But !!! thanks to Trisha. God bless her wherever she is. Trisha told me that Ananya actually loves me!! Ananya's letter to Ronnie nailed it. I really was too numb to know that... I had so many mixed feelings... the realization that we both love each other, the guilt that I understood her so wrong, the regret that I had been hurting her all these days, the fear that she is going away from me. And to increase my woes, Trisha's stupid question, "Ab sawal yeh uthta hai, kya aap bhi usse pyar karte ho?" Oh God!! This was the question, all these days, I was preventing asking myself also. Then how could I answer this stupid girl? How could I tell her that no matter, how much I tried running away from my emotions, I just cannot live without my stupid reporter.
Next day, I was well aware of Ananya leaving and Richa helped me further by telling me about the time of the flight. Now I just had to use my manipulative skills to prevent her friends from meeting her since in that case, Ananya would surely come to meet them at KKN office. Then, Malvika told me about that conference thing. I knew then only, what I needed to do. And Trisha again helped me further by calling Ananya to the office. Now the only thing that I had to do is to make all of them leave KKN before she comes. And that's what happened. I was preparing myself all the day to tell her what I feel about her, but when she came in front of me, I got dumbstruck. I wanted to tell her so many things but I ended up confessing my love like a robot. I was so much engrossed in my own thoughts - for the first time I was confessing my love in front of someone, without having any idea how to do it. Its only when Ananya misunderstood me that I am stopping her being a good employee then I understood what went wrong. When she left, I felt my heart is leaving me.. I got so restless. I don't remember what did I tell her then, but the only thing that was hovering into my mind is not to let her go. When I went near her, I realized that she had been crying, I wanted to calm her and when I kissed her and she responded me back, I knew, I have won my love. Her whisper later "I love you too" was merely a formality for me. When I held her, I felt the peace and happiness that I never had felt before.That night, I realized many things - the power of love, the trust that Ananya has in me, the beautiful feelings of togetherness. I was on top of the world, literally!!!
Next morning, I could easily manipulate things in Ananya's favour and got her job back. But then the real problems started, Ananya was really a child.. I was really embarrassed when Ananya handed me our cartoon, the same day in the board meeting. It was cute, I wanted to smile but at the same time. I had already specifically told Ananya that in office, our relation would be only of an EIC and a junior reporter, so I tried to remind it to Ananya but she wouldn't listen. She was making me return to the same Kabir who had lot of emotions, who was raw, who was full of life and who was very genuine in whatever he did!! Later, in the dinner that I declared for Trisha (Please read it Ananya) Ananya practically put me in embarrassing position for a second by calling me "Baby, baba, babu" but must say, she is really good in fabricating stories like the one she did when Malvika came. And then her stopping Malvika in feeding me, by saying I am allergic.For me, it was really difficult to handle such situations, but how much I loved her when she asked me standing in the porch of her house "Iska matlab aap mujhe kiss nahi karenge" I wanted to tell her that I want to spend my life with her, kissing is irrelevant!!!
With the passing days, I slowly started realizing that I have also started enjoying these little PDAs... for instance, telling her I Love You in French, teasing her for not telling about me to her best friend Ronnie, teasing her by flirting with Baby and then next day putting her in a difficult situation by joining Ronnie, teasing her by almost kissing her and then telling her I love you in Tamil and then in Zulu in front of whole office.
As the days were going by, I was getting more and more involved with Ananya. As a result, I couldn't let her go alone in arms dealers' case especially when I knew that she didn't have any backup plan and they could be dangerous also. So, I joined her as Bhadresh Kutty. There, my worst fear came true. She would have been in real danger if I hadn't been there. Somehow, I could save her but imagine, my disgust when I discovered that she had missplaced the micro chip which had the pictures of the entire case. I was flabbergasted!!! Soo much angry with her!!! I had anticipated that earlier, that's the reason, I kept on asking her to concentrate on work but she didn't listen to me. and now??? I couldn't control myself, and blasted on her in front of the whole office, giving everyone the clear hint that I don't tolerate such carelessness. But instead of understanding me, she, on the contrary, started accusing me that why did I blast her in front of whole office, but she also told me one shocking thing that Malvika had stolen the micro chip. I understood the reality then and there..
Ananya didn't let me rest in peace. Next day, she declared me "Sadu" and also declared that she would apologise me "Pair pakad kar" I really didn't know how to handle all this. Thanks to Tarini that she made my life easy by telling me what Ananya actually expected from me was a "Sorry". When, I went to her home, I found that she was not ready to talk to me. When I was leaving, I overheard Mrs. Kashyap asking Ananya about our relationship, and I took a big decision to reveal everything to her, since being Ananya's mother, she had every right to know about us. I knew Mrs. Kashyap would not react positively since, being a mother, she would definitely find me not suitable for her daughter. However, I was sure about my genuine feelings and our love. Next morning, on Mrs. Kashyap calling me, I went to meet her. I didn't promise her heavens but with my entire heart, I told her what I wanted from her, to trust me for once!!! And thankfully, she agreed.
The day was indeed memorable since, the same day, I got an offer from Khalid in the form of 2% shares of KKN along with 3 years of bond but unfortunately, Khalid got late in offering me this. Now with Ananya in my life, my priorities had changed a lot. I just wanted to be happy with her. Power, status, money were now secondary for me. And I genuinely wanted us to be happy without any kind of compulsion that's the reason, 3 years of bond didn't appeal to me, at all.
Ananya was ecstatic on coming to know about her mother's approval and her ecstasy made me also forget the world and Manav Gupta also who came rather shamelessly, without knocking, when we were having a good time, but who cared for Manav or Malvika? I was too busy with my Ananya and then came the night of our first date. Being my first date, I took every effort to make it wonderful, right from choosing a dreamy place to arranging a special ballroom dance just for the two of us. And I was glad that Ananya was really happy. But little did I know that it was the last night of my happiness, my past is all set to hit me again with a renewed vengeance.
On Ananya's insistence, I decided to accept KKN's offer (how could I ignore the twinkle in her eyes when she said "Kam se kam main to over excited hu yeh sochkar ki main KKN ke part owner ki girlfriend ho jaungi"?) but the next morning was the most shocking when I saw Shreya, my ex wife, in my office, joining as Business Head of KKN. What a jolt it was!! I was disgusted!! My anger didn't have any limits.I was feeling extremely cheated by everyone... I was also angry of the fact that I have already signed the papers and now I am stuck up with KKN and Shreya. Again, Ananya came to console. Her touch was so soothing on my hand that I couldn't resist but held her hand back, but, Ananya was somehow failing to understand me. She didn't have any idea about Shreya. She also was not thinking of the consequences. I decided to quit since, I didn't want to ruin my present life with Ananya due to my past in the form of Shreya. Knowing Shreya's manipulative nature, I was more than sure that she had come here for a purpose!!! I also was dreading that she might manipulate Ananya. However, on KL's insistence, I decided to stay back at KKN, the reason was also Ananya, the poor girl, all the way, came to my home, but, in my tension, I discarded her and behaved very insolently with her. That was harsh of me!!! However, I got the heat of it when I learnt that Ananya is upset with me.
I had prepared myself, after all, I was no more the old Kabir, who could easily become the victim of Shreya's wickedness but I got another jolt, next day when Shreya promoted Ananya without even informing me, as a result, my response was instant, thoughtless of what Ananya would think and that damaged the things further. Ananya was not ready to listen to me and to add to my woes, when I kept all the decorum and my EIC post on one side, and tried speaking to her in cafeteria, stupid Sunny came in between us and Ananya, taking advantage, slipped away. Thanks to Ronnie!!! He helped me in manaofying Ananya and convincing her that I was not upset because of her promotion but because of the fact that I fear that Shreya might manipulate her and I would not be able to tolerate if something happens bad with Ananya because of me. The only best thing that happened in all the mess, was my bonding with Ronnie. I was so much pleasantly surprised when Ronnie suggested me how to manaofy Ananya and told me that she loves me a lot...That day, for the first time, I felt that Ronnie is not only Ananya's friend but my friend too.
The same day, Ananya and I got another jolt, when Shreya threw, deliberately, the pictures of our date in front of everyone, in the meeting. The chaste kiss that we had shared that night, was now publicly displayed in front of everyone. Never ever, I felt so bad. It was ridiculous!!! More than me, I was worried for Ananya since, I couldn't tolerate her character being assassinated because of me. From the victorious face of Malvika, it was evident that it was done by her. I was too much over flooded with mixed feelings - the disgust, the helplessness, the anger and the remorse on seeing Ananya in such a pathetic state, however, what was surprising was Shreya's showing everyone that she doesn't have any problems in me moving on in life. That day, I realized how much involved I have got with Ananya. When I came out and Ronnie requested me to console Ananya and when I turned, I found Ananya crying. I was disturbed beyond words!! All I wanted to calm my girl at any cost, and then sending the rest of the world to the hell, I made it a point to wipe her tears and hold her hands firmly, giving a clear message to everyone that now onwards, Ananya is not alone, I am with her. And that no one can harm her or cause pain to her. While, sitting in the cafeteria, I was very much glad for the very first time when Sunny Paji came and changed Ananya's mood completely. I was relieved and was now free to tighten the screws of Malvika. Poor Khalid!!! In spite of being present, he couldn't do anything.
But as its said, it's easier to handle enemies than negative friends. I was shocked, when at the same night, I came to know the bitter differences between Richa and Ananya. Though, I got the hint from Richa earlier, when she gave the credit of her promotion to Shreya and didn't even console Ananya earlier, in the day, when she was crying but I had never thought that this would go so far. It made me further upset that the tiff was because of me. Though, I hate intruding, I knew, I had to jump in between these two childhood friends who were fighting because of me. Next day, in front of me when Ananya tried speaking to Richa and she refused I decided it was the right time to talk to Richa directly. Though, Richa didn't seem convinced when I asked her to give me a chance since now she is my friend also, by default, I was hoping for the best. The best option was to make the two friends talk to each other which I did in the form of a lead that I got from Laxman which I asked Ananya to follow. Instead of using it in my bulletin, I gave it to Richa and my plan got successful, they made up finally!!!
But sorrows and unwanted problems had become an integral part of my life. That night, in the green room, when I was busy telling Ananya about the reality of Shreya, Shreya overheard and as usual manipulated the things in her favour by pointing out the handkerchief that I kept with me which was gifted by her. Shreya's declaration that I still love her, was horrible and for a moment, I felt like slapping her hard, but I was equally concerned about Ananya's reaction who seemed to be shocked with our conversation. I only knew how I controlled my anger, when I saw Ananya walking out of room. However, I made it a point to tell Shreya how much hatred I felt for her and that the handkerchief was the sign of the hatred and the endless agony I had gone through because of her, to remind me of everything and to make me forget her. I was angry, disturbed and worried for Ananya but she made all my negative feelings vanish with her positivity. Her presence in my home and her asking me "Kya mera pyar kafi nahi?" made me realize, now I am no more alone. I have my love with me, who is strong enough to eliminate all the negativity in her. I was feeling on top of the world. I so much wanted Ananya to be with me forever, didn't even want her to go back to her home, just wanted to stay with her, holding her hand. She had really come into my life as an angel and I loved her sooo much!!!
Next day, I was amused when Shreya called me and Ananya to apologise. That was so typical of Shreya!! However, I got really disturbed when Mrs. Kashyap called me up informing about Shreya's visit to her home and accusing me not to tell her about Shreya. I was shocked and pissed off with Ananya, since last night only, I had specially called her up after our meeting to tell her that I want to tell her mother about Shreya but she stopped me and didn't give a hint about Shreya coming to her house. When I confronted Ananya, she accepted her fault and promised me not to hide anything from me, hence further. Oh God !!! She got a special ability that I just couldn't remain angry with her for a long time. Very easily she convinced me for a dinner date and with the passing time, I also started looking forward to it. But imagine my frustratrion when I saw Shreya sitting in the hotel with Ananya. Though, I didn't tell Ananya and Shreya anything but my happiness was already ruined however, with Ananya asking me to be calm, I over tried to remain calm and as a result, committed a big mistake of ordering food of Shreya's choice. Shreya seemed to be waiting for that opportunity since, instantly, she talked about my allergies. I could get from Ananya's reaction that we both have done enough damage to her. However, we made up, as usual, in her porch and she gave me the same smile for which I was living though I didn't want her to smile in public, even in my office, after all "I was a possessive BF couldn't share her smile even with office ki deewarein " and I also got successful in putting my side in front of her mother, though, I had to eat Gulab Jamuns which I detest in the bargain. Next morning, I was also able to convince Ananya that having knowledge about likes and dislikes of each other is just a matter of habit and in telling her, I also realized that whole life "Main hi manata rahunga"
The next few days were beautiful. Manav's "Manav se Manavta tak" got big hit for which I had specially promoted Ronnie by making him the producer, with its episode on old people. Ananya also got successful in making at least one son realize the importance of his mother. And then, the LPG blast case in which, we were able to create a Green Corridor to save a child, though, that day I was flabbergasted with Shreya when she asked me to ask Sunny to keep his camera switch on, when were discussing about some sponsor for our programs that she was bringing. But the same day, Mrs. Kashyap came into our office and I found her in Shreya's office asking her, the reason of our divorce. I was shocked, angry with Shreya and Mrs. Kashyap, but while, I understood Mrs. Kashyap's concern, Shreya's taking her into her cabin and later asking me if I have told Ananya about my past, was enough to ring bells and made me conclude to reveal my past to Ananya, no matter, she wanted to hear it or not. And that night, I revealed my stained past, my false belief that Shreya loved me, my humiliation at her hands, my biggest blunder of spending a night with Tarini and then, mine and Tarini's humiliation at Shreya's hands not only opting for divorce but defaming me and Tarini publicly, ruining mine and Tarini's life completely to an extent that I lost my faith in relationships, the reason of me changing into a manipulative, power hungry Kabir and then Ananya bringing the same old Kabir in me. I was prepared for the worst that night. Even if Ananya would have left me then and there, I wouldn't have been surprised but she really surprised me by accepting me whole heartedly, without any grudges, making me her lovelorn forever. When she stopped me saying "Maine yeh haath chhodne ke liye nahi pakda tha" and kissed my hand, she took me to a world full of love, full of hopes, full of happiness. I was speechless!! All I could tell her was a simple I love you though I wanted to tell her sooo many things. That night was the happiest night for me and who else could share my happiness but Tarini. I was just hoping that Ananya gets successful in convincing her mother also.
However, the next morning, when I saw Ananya, in the board meeting, I found her utterly disturbed. I wanted to ask all the people to leave and ask my love, the reason of her being disturbed but my bad luck, Khalid called me into his cabin in the midst of the meeting and Ananya left to meet Tinu for her lead. I was so disturbed that when Khalid showed me the statistical data of KKN, I was unable to locate some loophole due to my disturbed state of mind, since, I was busy calling up Ananya and asking her when is she coming back, but there was certainly a loophole somewhere !!! When Ananya came back, she gave me the most shocking news that Mrs. Kashyap had met Shreya to listen to her version of our divorce and within a second, I understood how much Shreya must have manipulated the entire thing, me and Tarini, spending night together, the most, I was about to tell Ananya to end our relationship but I was surprised when I found her saying that she had told her mother clearly if she wont be able to marry me, she would stay single. That was enough for me!! I knew, that moment we were made for each other and we would definitely pass this hurdle also. For the first time, I let myself loose, in my cabin itself, I kissed her. My assurances somehow calmed Ananya. In the meantime, I got a call from Ananya's mother asking me to do engagement with Ananya publicly. I couldn't believe my good luck but I wanted to give a pleasant surprise to Ananya so I restricted her not to say anything. We went for the lead which seemed to be quite important since Khurana, earlier in the morning, didn't answer many of my queries which told me that it must be a high profile case. While, waiting for the goons at the dhaba, I decided to utilize the time by taking the size of Ananya's finger which Tarini had asked me to bring when I asked her to get a ring for Ananya. But, I had to play with Ananya since, I didn't want to reveal the truth, so I teased her saying that her fingers is fatter than mine, her reaction was exactly according to my expectations. She not only got conscious but offended also so on the pretext of knowing the reality, I pretended to take the size of mine and her finger with a straw. I knew already the result, I was wrong but in the bargain, I had got the size of her finger, Bingo!!!!
Next day, I left my heart to speak on behalf of me to propose her in front of whole KKN. I was very much confident since, I could bring Mrs. Kashyap and Arman also to the office, as I knew Ananya wouldn't accept my proposal unless, she gets a green signal from her mother. It was the most beautiful moment when she said yes with teary eyes and I placed the ring in her beautiful finger. We also decided to get engaged day after that day. I also enjoyed Shreya's disgust, that day since, I knew that she was not liking it. Later, I was invited for dinner at Kashyaps' place and it was great. Arman calling me Jiju, Mrs. Kashyap accepting me and asking me to call her Ma and moreover Ananya, who stole my heart once again with her mock appeals against me for trapping her. In the mean time, I got a call from Khurana telling me about the sketch of one of the main suspects of the high profile bomb blast case which might be a human bomb case. I and Ananya immediately rushed to him though, it was late and I wanted to go alone but Ananya made me quiet saying "Ab to hum Officially saath hain". When Ananya saw the sketch, she immediately recognized him to be a stinger of Baby whom she had met in KKN office. At that point, we couldn't decide if Baby was also the part of whole thing, so we decided to test her next morning and thank God, she came clean. We, then asked her to get the address of that man. Here, in KKN, Manav Gupta was again turning a problem. In the board meeting, he was absconding, and when I asked Ronnie about the story, they were going to cover, he said he didn't have any idea. When Manav told me he would be covering a bollywood actor's hit and run case, I was disgusted since it was not at all going according to the theme of the program. I was shocked and annoyed when I saw Shreya advocating him and further coming to me trying to convince me, but I set her right then and there. I couldn't compromise on the quality of the programs being aired on KKN. Later, we got the address from Baby and we immediately informed Khurana and reached the place. To our dismay, we found them going to a house and planning for a bomb blast the very next day. I was eagerly waiting for Khurana and then suddenly, Ananya's phone rang and we were caught. I knew they were very dangerous and was waiting for Khurana eagerly but suddenly they made Ananya wear the Bomb jacket, making her the human bomb. My agony was beyond words. I requested them so much to spare her but they wouldn't listen to me. They were also planning to shoot me on my legs when Khurana came inside dramatically and somehow saved them from shooting me, forcing the terrorists to swallow cyanide instantly but he was late. The bomb timer was already started and we had only 15 minutes. The bomb squad was not accompanying Khurana and when he called them up, they told us that they would require one hour to reach us. Ananya was asking us to leave but how could I leave her and run away like a looser? I decided to take the things in my hand. I had nothing to lose, after all. Then Khurana made me speak with the bomb expert and he started directing me in diffusing the bomb. It was the most difficult moment to cut the first wire, my hands were troubling but I was determined to save my love at any cost. The time was ticking fast. When Ananya vent out her emotional burst, I couldn't do much but listen to her but couldn't control myself when she talked about fulfilling her promises "shayad agle janam me" I couldn't control myself and shouted on her that I don't believe in next birth, whatever we promised, we dreamt that was for this birth which I will fulfill in this birth only, with her. The time left was hardly over a minute and only one wire was left to cut, when Khurana's cell battery went off. For a moment, I felt I lost Ananya forever, but when she pushed me out, I took the decision. I asked Khurana and Sunny who had come till then and was covering everything live on air, to vacate the place at once. Ananya tried to send me out but I silenced her saying that "Maine bhi tumhara haath chhodne ke liye nahi pakda tha" I was certain- jeeyenge to saath me, marenge to saath me. I was taking the ultimate risk of cutting the yellow wire at the last moment by holding my love tight in my arms. And I took the risk and imagine? We got saved!!! My happiness knew no bounds. I could also complete my bulletin from the spot, thanking the dhaba guy who helped us out locating the terrorists and their deadly plan that could have taken lives of lakhs of people, if it got successful. Later, in my car, we were still in that shock, the entire episode was an eye opener for both of us- Ananya realizing the value of life and I realizing her importance in my life, that's why when Ananya suggested to get married, I immediately asked her about doing that next month but I was taken aback when Ananya told me that next month was her parent's marriage anniversary. The same ghost of Sudhir Kashyap stood before me with a renewed vengeance, when Ananya started talking about him, his cowardness of committing suicide, I only knew how I stopped myself from saying anything. Though momentarily I changed the topic, the past memories had started hovering around me. The bitter truth from which I had been running from, all these years, which I had hid from Ananya, was standing in front of me , once again, but I had gone too late in revealing the truth to her.
Next day was our engagement, the truth of Sudhir Kashyap was haunting me but Tarini advised me to keep quiet. After going to Ananya's house, I also forgot everything. Everyone was so happy including Malvika and the atmosphere further lightened when Sunnya Paji proposed Baby, Ananya was looking so beautiful, I also got the biggest pleasant surprise in the form of my bhabhi turning up for engagement. We were really happy till Shreya came there rather shamelessly as an uninvited guest. Ananya got disturbed and seeing her disturbed, even I was feeling hopeless as I was already disturbed due to SK and this added burden of Shreya's presence was killing me. Thankfully Richa helped me and calmed Ananya down. It was a dream came true for both of us as we exchanged rings. We were showered with blessings and gifts including a Teddy Bear from Baby (God knows what she meant by that, but anyhow she gave Ananya a good option to sleep with when we will have fight). Even Rajveer Dada and Bhabhi left on positive note though Bhabhi got disturbed on discovering that Ananya is Sudhir Kashyap's daughter. I was living in a dream that night I didn't care for the entire world when I kissed Ananya. Hardly I knew, it was the last happy night we were having together.
The next morning was shattering. Ananya got an email from her father's account saying he had not committed suicide. The entire day went disturbed and I decided ultimately that I will reveal the truth to Ananya but I got late. When I met her, before, I could tell her, she got another mail from the same account saying her father had been murdered and I had been the eye witness of that. Ananya was miserable and so was I. When she asked me, I couldn't lie to her anymore. Her reaction was exactly, what I had anticipated. The very base of our relationship was shattered. I wanted to tell her that I had been the eye witness of her father's murder and I did try my level best to make the murderers get arrested, could even catch one of them and got him arrested also but had to be silenced since they hijacked my nephew. I got helpless, was even thrown out of the home of my brother and the entire family. I was left completely alone.
I wanted to tell all this Kashyaps, I even went to their home but except Arman, both Ananya and her mother refused to listen to me, breaking the engagement, leaving me in complete hell.
I just have one request to all of you. Please, just once, convince Ananya to talk to her, just once, please. I just need a last chance, to explain myself. I just want to tell her that I am not perfect, I am also a human being and human beings are vulnerable, so am I, though I am Kabir Sharma, the Kabir Sharma who is loved so much by all of you. But Please understand me, I am not God, I am also a human being like all of you. So please help me, will you???
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