"I M Not Afraid OF Dyieng But Afraid Of Loosin U"
It was a dark night…..full of the black shadowed clouds….thundering……lightning……nature seemed to be crying for a dear one…… who was also…… amidst a sense of confusion…… a sense of unknown feeling tht she was feeling tht night…she wanted to expresss it all … everything….she had been feeling… but no one was arnd for tht angel… she decided to talk to her diary…
"EVER SINCE I can remember I had wanted to fall in love. And, not only fall in love, but fall in love with the right person. I wanted someone who would accept my faults and love me for who I am. I hopped from one relationship to another, each time being bitterly disappointed when my knight in shining amour turned out to be the opposite of what I expected and wanted. Finally, I decided that the elusive emotion of love wasn't meant for me and I reconciled myself to the fact that I might never find my Mr. Right. I should have known that God's sense of humour is wicked, at the very least!
I always had in my mind….when we were kids, we were eager to grow up and fall in love. Now that we are grown up we have realized that wounded knees were much better than broken hearts. But I would say, give me a broken heart any day, for even if I have to go through the agony of losing him, it will be worth it. For at least I had a chance to love him and be loved unconditionally by him. It's not important to know if I will be with him 30 years from now, what's important is that he makes me feel alive even for the 30 minutes that I spend with him. That is the biggest blessing I could ask for. The rest, as they say, is a bonus.
This person is the joy of my life –the only person I can think of…..ven I want someone close to me…my heart…. he makes me laugh, he reduces me to tears, he still advises me and there are times when he even irritates me. But when I close my eyes at night, the one emotion that stays with me is the feeling of security that he gives me.
We are not officially committed to each other, but some bonds don't require a piece of paper. I feel the union is already there, between our hearts and souls. And that I feel is above all rituals.
Each day I wake up wondering whether this will be the day when I will lose him and each night I thank God for letting me share another day with him.
I still don't know when this friendship blossomed into love - was it when I heard him talking about his girlfriend and felt the first arrow of jealousy prick me, or was it when I found myself waiting for jst a glimpse of him...
I don't know. And after three years of knowing him and two of loving him, it is still a mystery to me. When I look back now I wonder, was there actually a time when we didn't know each other? I'm sure God must be having a good laugh for He brought me to the edge of despair before filling my life with sunshine.
Slowly from mutual dislike emerged a bond of empathy, which led to a lot of advice giving and taking and we started spending a lot of time together…… also discussing the tumult of emotions our respective partners were putting us through……slowly…god played tactics…nd now wat I know is…I hv this person in my life…without whom I cannot imagine my life ne further…
Is this feeling tht I feel…..shared by him also…..or am I being once again been played upon….by god…..wat will come next….will I have him in my life….or will I be heart broken all over again…"
It started raining….
Someone knocked her door….
surprised she asked….whos it….
the person answered : Tia….hum hain….Ranveer….
her eyes shined….like a new star was born….she was filled wid ecstasy…a beautiful smile appeared on her face…nd her heart started pounding faster…..
he was here…..her man was here…..the person whom she wanted to be wid in that moment….was there…
she rushed towards the door….opened it….nd there he was standing…..wid a beautiful bouquet of red roses…jst as she opened the door….he knelt down….nd offered her the bouquet nd said… "I LOVE YOU…"
As he said those words….she entered into a world of dreams nd aspirations…she wanted to tell him…she also loved him frm the core of her heart…
but she cud onli smile smile nd smile……he could make out easily…he cud see the love for himself in her eyes shining bright……he stood up…..nd took her in his arms……
She rested in his arms…so peacefully….soo lovingly…she could feel the magic of feeling love….she wanted to thank god at the least….to fill her life wid the love of the person she always wanted to be with…..
"Love is a beautiful feeling, even when it involves the fear of losing the person you love."
alll...that's my forst attempt of writing a one shot....plsss doo comment...nd doo tell how did u find itt...
i really dunno how gud or howw baaaadd it iss...ur comments mean a lott..
P.S. This is a contribution towards the rt month being celebrated...!!
Cricket
