~*Maktub- Its Written*~*Secret Santa: Page 85*~ - Page 21

I dunno when i would read Veronicaaaaaa a bit scared coz that was the last book i read by him in that time aur uske baad i couldnt read him coz that dreamer in me was being crushed i couldnt feel and he is all about feleing believing but i think something in me escaped all the bulldozers ka blow something in me survived☺️ maybe at that time jab i couldnt feel u felt and lived him all the moreeeeeeeee maybe u knew without even knowing me meeting me maybe u knew ki am drawning and you have to believe you have to have faith not just for you but for me toooooooo☺️🤗 maybe ashi was an answer of your prayers for me☺️☺️🤗i dunnnnnnnnno i just know something in me survived and it grew it grew it grewwww jab ahsi came along it greeeeeeew but maktub happened when i came face to face with youuuuuuuuuuuuu🤗🤗🤗Thats when i knew i have been living it allllllll alonggggggggggggg omg blah isn't it?....i dunno....magicalllllllll?...i i dunnooooooooooo omg i love you i love oyu doboooooooooooo meri salvame meri dronaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i love youuuuuuuuuuu i just love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu mujhe itne sare moments yaad aa rahe hai...mere mere office ka final review moment....us time meri lfie main kiny kitny negetivity thi aisa lag raha tha life khatam hogayi hai kuch nahi tha aage dekhne ko kuch bhi nahi aisa lag raha tha something has caged me main chapata rahi thi to break freee and fly again but kuch nahi ho raha tha kuch bhi nahi...fir pata nahi kahaan se tu aayi aur apne saath woh hawayein laaai jo laga mere liye blow kar ri haaaaaaaaai ek aisa faith lai jp laga mera khud ka faith hooooooooooo i dunnooooooooooooooo...main apne final review ke liye kitny dari hui thi kitny hud main dari hui thi merkeo litrallly signs mil rahe the hawa main since the first moment i stepped in that office ki am at the wrong place am loosing my way am loosing my self this isnt where i belong this isnt my destiny this is fate aur un dino toh woh signs litrallly scream kar rahe the....tereko yaad hai tune kya kaha tha?....us ek baat ke baad main dari nahi......bilkul nahi dari khud ke liye toh bilkul bhi nahi...aur shayad bhaggu bhi isi moment ka wait kar rahe the blah jab mere ander se woh dar nikal jaye jab main yeh fele kar paon ki kuch bhi ho jaye main kuch n kuch toh kar hi lungi apne sapno ko sach toh kar hi lungi..he was just waitng for me to feel this just once...us din mere final review wale din main itny confidently ander gayi thi as if i knew i wld rock it as if poori world meri hooooooooooooo aur main jo chahuun woh kar akti hoon i dunno i ws just so damned confidennnnnnnnnnnt...yeh baat aur hai ki i got a brutal blow that same day...but that was all his conspiracy to bring me back to my paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaath...it was allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll his conspiracy blaaaaaaaaaaah allllllllll🤗🤗🤗...and u know what was it that i had told me that day before wlaking in that review room?....that same thing which you brought to me....i just whispered your pryer maybe it was you yourself who became my vooice who prayed for me exactly what i whispered.."bhaggu bus keep me positive if i am positive i can handle anything anything that day brings along"☺️☺️...lagta hai bhaggu was just waiting to hear this for me the moment i said it universe conspireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed☺️
Omgggggggggggggggg i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu🤗🤗🤗 i love you i love you i love you i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu🤗🤗
Aur main Veronica se pata nahi kahaan chali gayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii☺️ but its a specialllllllllllll feeeling to relive all this i feel like jo kuch bhi hua it was all a conpiracy for u me hummmmmmmmm☺️☺️🤗
But i dunno when i wld read Veronica wheneevr it wld reveal itself to meeeeeeeeeeeee i will abhi ke liye am Piedrraofieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed☺️☺️ Its one of his simples simplesssssssssssssssssssst books inffact felt like his style of writing in this one was even simpler than Alchy u know what i mean blah?...i dunnooooooo there r no twists and turns no thrillls nothing its damn damn simple i mean people call Alchy simple and amateurish and what not "blaaah" so i dunno what wld they call Piedra its that simple but i feel thats where its sacredness lieeeeeeeeeee i am just i duno whatteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed with it☺️☺️ Caaaaaaaaaaaaaant wait for u to discover it dobbbbbbiiiiiiiiiii cant wait cant wait cant wait...and i told u na ki i got something but am waiting for phoenix month to start so that i can beginnnnnn and phoenix month started but now am waiting for u to guesssssssssss it...so GUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS...and it better be the right guess and that too in one goooooooooo....BLAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Originally posted by: -DulceMaria-

^^ actually i can see Mother Goddess in Annie ka eyes ☺️ there is something abt her eyes that makes her sacred.

Natalie.

aaaaaaaaaaaand me feel the Mother Goddes within me whenever wheneevr i hear her voice and jab she laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaughs her crazy wala damn dmahn hyper wala lauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh or screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaams out with happiness hypernesssssssssssssssss insnaity aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah thats when i fele ki Mother Goddesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss somewhere damn damn near so near ki there is no diffffffffff no distance am a part of her so cloooooooooooose ki u cant tell where i end and she beginssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss i swear i feelllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll her jab bhi i hear her voiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee aur jab she laughs screams omg tab toh i hear water flowingggggggggggggggggggggggggggg☺️☺️
Omg blaaaah mujhe kya ho raha hai blaaaaaaaaaaaaah aisa pahle kabhi nahi hua blah kabhi bhi nahi u know Ashi...Ashi blah she is everything she is everythingggggggggg everything blah everythingggggggggggggggg bhaggu ka miracle his medium of making me dream live hope mere soulllllllllllllll ki lighhhhhhhhhhhhht mere ander ka belief my confidence my courage to be me...she is everythingggggg but she is not me nats she is not me...u know i have known and seen so many people who wanted to be like her even pretended to be like her and by "being like her" i mean u know immitating her external persona u know her wit her humour her sarcasm her crazyness her i dunno whatness they wanted her attitude towards life ka her moment but they failed to see her rela insanity lied within herrrrrrrrrr....but i have met loads like this who wanted to be like her by hook or by crook...but me...i never once wanted ot be like her...i knew i couldnt not only becoz she is jsut SHE wld take entenritis and eternities to discover her poora sacredness aur fir bhi kam pad jayega yaaar....thee is no limit to her just no limit...but i felt i cldnt be her not only coz i just loved her way too much but also coz i felt i am not her yes even without resembling her i was a part of her and she knew it she knewwwwwwwwwwwww it lekin i wasnt her nor did i want to and thats where her her real sacredness lies she never wanted people to be like ehr instead all she brought to us to me atleast is thi courge to be me ME ME MEEEEEEEEEE she brought to me MY MIRACLES.....u know?...she made me proud of being meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee she broguht me to me yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar....kitny baar Rf pe bhi we tlaked this ki who do u think is closest to u...i never said Ashi...infact i feel i as a perosn am more Sonuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuish Infact many a times i see me my dream my maktub in Sonuuuuuuuuu
lekin with Anniiiiiiiiiie omg i dunnooooooooo what am feeling i just dunno its damn weird sometimes i fele I am her at other times i feel She is meeeeeeeee i dunno if i am like her or i want to be like her omg for the first time in my life i want to be like someone and u know i dont feel anything wrong in this becoz something about her tells me that this is me my reflection i dunnnooooooooo this is crazy i know this is i dunno when she laughs i feel like its me laughinggggg ek ajeeb si similarity hai ek ajeeb sa hope seeing her i feel i am beautifulllllllllllllll as a person my soul is beautiful my life has a reason a purpose and its gona be beautifulllllllllll i feel as if she is living my maktub in her faith her belief i do i do i do believeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i just dunnnooooooooooooo but i know there is a part of me which is in her and a part of her which is in me i just know it☺️
And i know you wont say this is crazy coz i know uand Dulsssssssssssss have the same connect☺️☺️Omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg😍

Originally posted by: -YaRa-Forever-

Happy friendship's day to you too kavs!🤗🤗 The last episode i just saw 1st part and fast-forwarded everything else! 😛

But guys did you all see the precap?? Woh monster yuvi hi tha naa??🤣🤣🤣

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG!! Loons I am on my way of discovering something hell beautiful with this tennis match dreammmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!

Now I am badly hoping that woh monster yuvi hi hooo!! OMG!!☺️😍

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG☺️☺️
When subah subah i saw this i felt sho damned awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwe☺️☺️ You wrote in maktub ka colouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuur itna heavenly feel hua laga ke achanak se am in the middle of clouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuds☺️
And to that moothi main hai laakhon taarein biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit omg u know what i fele the syaing they saying we believe we believe we believeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ki all our dreams will come true they so willllll and nothing nothing can break their faith nothing coz they r part of the stars part of that sky where he is wriiting it alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll even the stars the sk will fight with them and make their dream HAPPEN they willlllllllllllllllllllll coz jus like these stars this sky they both too r part of bhagguuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu all they syaing is bhaggu with them within them an jo bhi mushkil aaye he wld always be there fighting even when they themselves arent fighting☺️ adn thats why sapne sare honge pooooooooooooooooore mushkil kuch bhi aakhir kyun hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo☺️☺️
And did u notice something in this moment naps...see is moment ka videoooooooooooooooooooooooo omg....u know they r standing like this...fist two pe crappy log then apne AY☺️ and u know this lien starts with Ranveer doing that moothi main action 😆 aisa lag raha tha he was prepairing to punch soemone ka nose...and fir uske baad they skipped T and showed ashi doing laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakhon taaren and fir they showd yuvi doing that same thing as if dono mil ke were calling out to the stars to the skyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ur fir un dono ko dikha ke end main they showed T....😆....i dunnnooooooooooo wh is this spo speical but it issssssss it sooooooooooo is see it u wld know what i mean sach main aisa lag raha tha together they were calling out to the universe☺️
And by goooooooooooooooooooooood do i love their dresss or what am so happppy they wore silver silverish white main they looooooooooooooooooking part of sun ka white lighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhht and illuminating everything arounnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd with just that same light☺️

Originally posted by: -DulceMaria-

@Anu:- yeah it means "my madness" and u shud listen to quiero, Gosh!! do i love her or what? ☺️ she keeps on dng this, surpassing her own self ☺️ Coelho was right, she is a warrior of light ☺️

@Nappy:- temme abt it?? when i first heard it all i cld think of was u guys, so badly wanted to share it wid u so so sooooo badly 🤗 🤗 and omg r u srsly reading Bridaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?? omg bridaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 😍i just finished it reading seacond time and i cant tell u how it makes me feel abt God and love and miracles ☺️ its just beautifulllllllllllll and when in this sonf Annie says, i will recognise u all i cld think of was that spot of light above his left shoulder ☺️ yeahhhhhhhhhh she wld recognise him by that lite only ☺️ omg i just cant stop listening to it, u know u sld make an ay mix on it frm Yamini phase omggg it wld be soooooooooooooooooooooo freaking beautifulllllllllllllll 🤗 🤗 🤗

@Kamini:- i know what u mean i so so sooooooo know coz that's exactly wat i feel for coelho ☺️ that i am a part of him ☺️ today i saw some random person tweeting coelho and discussing Alchy wid him and i felt like tweeting him and telling him how much i love him but then i cldnt tweet him coz i felt that there's no need for me to go and tell him that i love him coz he already knows, he mite not have seen me in physical plane but on spiritual plane he knows me more than i know myself that's y he comes to me in various forms whenever i need him most, he's aware of that connection wid me 🤗 ☺️

and du-uh when r u gng to read veronicaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?? read uske baad hi u will be able to discover "mi delirio" ☺️

Natalie

Maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan even i want to love queirooooooooooooooooo i so so want to i loveeeeeeee it i looooooove it but i havent discovered it i want to live it to cry with its every freaking woooooooooooord and annieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee omg annieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee is jus i dunno what in this she is part of light part o wind part of dunnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo what and when she goes queiro queiro queirooooooooooooooooooooooooo omg omggggggggg she just loooooooooooooooooooooooooooks part of divnityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy she is magic she so issssssssssssssss i love her in it i just loooooooooooooooooooove her in it infact the way she is touching the wind by her hands in this i sach main feel she is calling out to all those forces assimilating it allllllllllllllll in her gathering ins are forces ka energy so that she can stop time its her way to be in communion with the universeeeeeeeeeeeeee i can so feel it but i want to live this so want to do something na blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah do something damn itttttttttttttttt
and Anu hear the song i posted in previous page toooooooooooooo that too is justtttttttttttt☺️☺️😍i still have to discover it fully but stillllllllllllllll☺️ I HAVE BLIND FAITH AND I BELIEVE I BELIEVE THIS CANNOT END☺️ gooooooooooooooooooood she is despair main hope ka prayerrrrrrrrrrrrr☺️

I am indeed reading Brida nats!☺️ Tereko kisne bola?☺️☺️ But trust me...brida is the first book that I am actually loving...and excited to read further! I am loving brida!!😳😳😳 Its more easy reading than Zahir...coz I think I will finish Brida this week toh defo! *touchwood*☺️😳

And OMG!!! After reading that post of yours, I listened to this song again...and I can sooo freaking imagine Yamini phase in this song!! OMG!! This song is soo similar toh aaoge jab tum sajna...in a way...and OMG!! I love you nats for sharing this!🤗🤗

Love Annie soo much!! 🤗🤗

I love this line..."everything transforms into color [when i imagine you], a deep feeling inside me awakens"

This is such a beautiful lineeee man that just imagining...feeling your soulmate just brightens your dreams and your life!😳😳 I don't know but its hell beautiful!☺️😳😳 And even I feel that she wrote this reading Brida...atleast in some parts but I know when I fully read Brida, I will fully feel Brida-ish in this song!☺️😳

But I can soo feel Coelho, AY in Anahiiiiiiiiiiiiii!☺️☺️🤗 I love herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!☺️☺️🤗

omg....am not feeling accha accha....that scene abt to come where that fakeness in the name of a friend would come and give her epert advice to Yuvi and advice main kya "Yuvi tumhe move on karna hoga"....shit pahli baar this phrase "moving on" came in their story that too coz of that argh omg i just hate hate that scene woh ashi ranveer scene toh fir bhi bearable tha but this one wld just i dunno what i hated it since the very first time i saw it You know Sonu came and gave her this advice just before that scene...Sonu was like to her ki move on and she so happyly accepted it....and fir ja ke spread her hoplessness around..are Sonu toh told her coz she was acting all dead dead types toh Sonu felt yeh love toh ho hi nahi sakta coz love can never never make u so hopeless lifeless ek dum resembling the dead...it can never but Sonu saww ki this so called love had doomed her eroded her totally and she knew then ki yeh love nahi ho sakta thats why she asked the bimbo to move on...aur bus fir kya tha bimbo gathered her high heels and went on to spread hate...shit yaar aaj tak koi ek dil joda toh hai nahi but tod ne ke naam pe ever ready?...god i am just gona blast the plastic face up when that scene airs...and specially after today's Ashi moment omg the way she was standing up for this same bimbo infront of her own so ccalled Prince Charming....omgggggg the way she was feleing her timbo's pain...she toh couldn't even stand random chicks gossiping about themmmmm even the thought of them broken up was killing her...omg the way she was talking to R i really reallly liked that moment....timbo ke liye her love was written crystal clear in her eyesssss....she not just felt her pain but her lvoe too..omg..she actually was i dunno making R see how much her timbo loves him....shit yaar...and that patheticness of a person what wld she do?.....shit the way she was talking na to Yuvi you could see her hatred for Ashi written all over herrrrrr...argh i dunno..hate her man all she can do is spread hate....i mean Sonu ne khud ne kabhi Ashi ko yeh na kaha coz she knows she so knows it ki AY r maktub aaj nahi toh kal they will find a way and she knows their lvoe has filled her with all the more miracles....she knows it...fir who the hell is this bimbo yaar....and i dunno am feleing damn arghed naps said yuvi actly thoguht abt htis moment again...i dunnooooooooooo....i mean moving on?...movingggggg on?...shit does she not know ki love main there is just going on and on and onnnnnn,,,,i swear i wish ashi had used this moment in her u still the one mix ka line "they said i bet they we will never make it" 🤢 told u she is one of those daily life ka forces which only knows how to pull people down....just the thought of that scene is repulsing me man it so is....but to her and all her kidns ay will punch back and say "but just look at us holding on we still together still gng strong"
☺️

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh man a damn jealous yuvi is i dunno what to watch☺️ waise hi chalta firta dream lagta hai uper se hes going all laal hara neela peela in jnessssssssssssss☺️☺️ omg killer killler killlerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr☺️😍
Mera psychooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo god am falling in love with him day by daaaaaaaaaaaaaaay🤗🤗kinna kinna kinaa cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hai and that AY scene on steps☺️😍😍 omgggggggg he was uteness personified in that yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar ek dum cuteness personfied🤣☺️ kaise idher udher ki baatein kar ke he was hust constatly trying to extract info abt Sidhanth🤣🤣 Aisa lag raha tha uski CD bus ek jagah aa ke atak gayiiiiiiiiii ho i mena wahaan ashi use serious talk karne ki koshish kar ri thi about timbo thakur aur yahaan he was least interested in anything but Sidhanth🤣🤣 and the way she ek dums e blasted yeh kya Sidhanth Sidhanth chant kar re hoooooooooo whats htis sudden interest in him...omggggggggggggggg🤣🤣....his reaction🤣...bechara itna koshish kar raha tha to beat around the bush and not make it obvious fi bhi it was alll damn dman damn obvioussssssss🤣...lekin ashi omg dodo DODOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO big big big wali dodooooooooooooooooooooo this sudden interest in Sidhanth ka only and forever reason is u u u u uuuuuuuuuuuu lalllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo only and only uuuuuuuu☺️☺️ but omg mera psycho is cho damned cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee☺️ wana pull his cheeks and in that scene with sid omg omg omg chatpata raha tha to get his ashi dozeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee☺️ jab sid poocha why ashi se milna hai...toh the wya he smiled laughed dunno what he did but whatever it was it was speciallllllllllllll mekko oth laga mharaj blush akr rahe the🤣🤣☺️ ya apni excitement chupa nai pa rahe the i dunnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo☺️
but the beshtest part is Sidhanth is not evne in her frame or range of thoguths yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar i mean she was least interested in talking about him to yuvi yaar aur bohut htoughts se bohut si cheezen which she wanted to talk to him Sidhanth ka oth namo nishaan hi nahi tha it was just Yuvi bringing him up baar baar..uske liye toh aisa tha as if he didn't evne exist then...u know?...i dunno its a sign ki she didnt even feel elementory wala thing for him kyunki ager kuch bhi hota na she wld have definitly told yuvi omgggggggggg isn't this specialllllllllllllllllllllll/....now i have all my answers naps allllllllllllll
OMG OMG OMG OMG yeh toh battle thi hi nahi ashi isn't feeling anything she is on the same train as Yuvi yeh Yuvi hai jo got jealousofieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed and fir se felt inalccanzable and just to reach her just to see her go all flaring just to take badla and make her fele the same jealousy jo abhi he is feelingggg he wld date that shy fryyyyyyyyyyy....omg omg omg☺️
You know ashi toh aware bhi nahi hai ki yuvi j hogaaaaaaaaaaaa coz as i said Sidhanth important that hi nahi uske liye aaj ke scnee se i just got this ki he isnt even in her frame of thoguhts yaar he is NOT bus jab woh samne hota hai toh she acts alll amuse amused types and does all those adorable gestures like she did aaj when he taught her some surfssssssss🤣🤣 i think she is just amusing herself but she definitly not even thinkking himmmm...she is adorable man🤣☺️
it was like he just came along and she got a lil impresse first by the advise he gave he jab she needed it most jiske baad her thought cleared and u know ek plan ek path dikhne laga where she knew ki use apne psycho ki light dikh jayegiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii☺️☺️ shuruat wahaan se hui she gave him bhaav coz of this only fir he impresse her with tennis and then uske baad se he came damn heavy on her...🤣...omg she wld go mad with his obsessiveness🤣🤣
lekin what am saying is ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ke liye toh htis wasnt even worht a second thought yaar isliye all through out she wasnt even aware ki yuvi j haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii omg omg omg kyunki uske according she was doing nothing jise he should get j yaaar i dunno what am saying i want to say ki u know she didnt know he is j coz koi baat hinahi thi uske according j hone ki...dekh if she was doing it on purpose she wld hav known ki woh j hai kyunki she wld have jaan boojj ke done it for him to be j hust to make him react....like she knew during v day ki all he is doing is showing off latty to herrrrrrrrrrrrr..she kenw it she so knew it.....isliye ager yuvi j hota oth use pata chal jata lekin coz she didn't know that means thats the biggest sign ki Sidhanth toh wasnt even important nepough to be mentioend btw themmmmm u know?...yaaar is baar usne train nahi chodi she is riding right there besides him but yuvi ne assume kiya and thats y he wld feel trian choootinggggggggg and fir usi train ko atch karne ke liye he wld date shy...omgggggg...☺️ i dunno what am syaing i dont even know if am making my point clear but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah feeel it guys FEEL IT suddenly this all turne so so beautifulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll...☺️...Sidhanth ko imp Yuvi ne banayaaaa...ashi ne nahi...for her he was as good as non existent....and thats y she didnt know yuvi j hai hurt hai...kyunki kuch tha hi nahi toh why wld her heman be hurt and j and ghussa with herrrrrrrrr??....awwwww☺️...omg omg omg omg omggggggggggggggggg i dunno why is this beautifulllllllllllllllllllllllllll but it so is suddenly eevrythign turned to colooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooor☺️
shit i love ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy I LOVE THEM☺️