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OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i rememberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i rememmberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i rememberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i so remember that moment when u callled shit tere yahaaan pe shayad laighteninggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg ho ri thiiiiiiiiiiii omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg meri chotttuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu si ninnnuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu was so damned freaking scared kaise gala phaad phaad ke ro ri thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
omg kitny purani baath hai yehhhhhhh..........i was in first year MBA i geussssssssss....omgggggggggggggggggggggggg i can never forget that phone calllllllllllllllllllll kaise ro ri thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii shitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt and i remember that blasted teacher to shit i hate himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm sala kutta kamina khud kuch kar nahi sakta oth chotte bachcon ke ander bhi yeh feeling bher raha haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii,,,,i still hateeeeeeee him but maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan i knew u wld defy himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i knew u wllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllld anyhow defy himmmmmmmmmmm and u diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid man kukadi i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
and why u just looking at this incedent napsssssssssssssssss?...rememmber that miracle momennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnt this year ka miracle momennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnt????????????....omg i can never never forgettttttttttttttttttttttt it thats my ninnnuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu my ninnnyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy who can perform miraclessssssss thats why i hate it i just hate it when u go all stuck up in studies ka pressure u start appearing like a machine and merkeo is baath ka bohut zada darr hai abhi toh pressure mounnnnnnnnnnnnnnnt hoga naps it wld mount and am tellingggggggggggggggggggggg u can rock u can be insanely happpppy no matter how tough the situation is how impossibleish u can perfomr miraclessssssssssssss only and only when you r NINNYISHHHHHHHHHHH not some stuck up trying to be practical following rules rational wali NIYATI SHAH no naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaps dont ever grow up napsssssssssssssssssssssss no matter how tough life gets no matter how compelllinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg dont grow uppppppppppppppppppppppppp be ninnnyishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh for now and foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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forgot one moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee thing omg kab se u eating my head antrho antrho antrho antrho cheekh cheekh ke poore saal u kept fearing it hating itttttttt pata nahi end main kya huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i dunno how or why mayb coz u reallly wanted to get it done and over with but dman it ninnu YOU TOPPED ANTRHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😲😲 I STILL CANT BELIVE THIS...ANTRHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO?? OUT OF ALL THE SUBJECTS ANTRHO...OMGGGGG toldddddddddddddddddddddddd u u can do miracles if u want toooooooooooooooooooooooooooo☺️
and blaaaaaaaah u and bad in french...joking right?..i dont even remember that time naps i toh feel as if u were born speaking french☺️
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu meri dobooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo🤗...🤗🤗

I don't know if it was lightening at my place...but i was damnnnn scared for the exam next day! I think that week even u had exams naa? Or noo you had interviews...right?? It was 2008 loons...so it defo wasn't ur first MBA year! 🤔 I think it was ur last one...and u had either interviews or exams!

Neways I don't hate that teacher nemore...coz perhaps if he had not scared me, I wouldn't had tried this hard and i wouldn't have really known IB and I would have struggled much much more this year! 😛

BUT I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!🤗🤗🤗

And from what I've heard...college would be easier than my school I think! 🤔 Or if not, then only this much pressure...! Let's seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

*touchwood* 😉

Posting these pics:















Have to click more...after that i'll create a new album for this scene!😳😳

Originally posted by: -DulceMaria-

OMG Naps something similar happened to me too and it was no less than a miracle ☺️ i told blahh abt it but i dunno if she remembers or no😕

It was one of those regular class tests , i was in 5th standard and i did that class in India coz my nannu was really sick and mom had come to India for like 9-10 months so i joined a school in India. It was the usual monthly tests and i failed in Maths 🤣 i always hated maths and maths in India is hell tougher than maths in US.I failed by a margin of 5 marks but i topped in English i got 98 % in it.and my mom used to be hell strict when i was in school so i got really scared, i went to the teacger and told her to deduct 5 marks frm english and transfer those marks to maths 🤣 🤣 🤣 i mean just think abt it, its even stupider than ID swap thingie 🤣 the teacher was like WHAT?? 🤣 i told her transfer 5 marks frm english to maths and guess what she actually did give me 5 grace marks in maths 🤣 ☺️ and years later on my India visit i met her in some relative's party and asked her why she helped me and she said "i helped u coz u didnt even doubt what u were demanding frm me for a sec, u were so sure of getting it done that i had to do it for u" ☺️ i mean justthink abt it , its so stupid to begin wid 🤣 but it happened, thats y i say NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ☺️

Natalie.

☺️ blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah as if i wont remember thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss☺️
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg i rememberrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i toh can actuallly imagine meri chottttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttu si blah gng and asking this maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam mere english se five marks maths main transfer kar dooooooooooooooooooooooooo🤣🤣☺️
omgggggggggggggggggg i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu u know jab i imagine chottu natssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssduls ki chotte ki pic cflashessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss even though i think i saw chotttuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu with your nannu i guessssssssssssssssssssss☺️ lekin fir bhi daal duls ke pic omgggggggg her hand is on her cheek face tilted sa i dunnooooooooooooooooooooooooo i dont even know if tht pic exists or am imaginingggggggg it🤣🤣 but chottu nats sunte hi i just remmeber thatttttttttt☺️
omg dulssssssssssssssssssssss her shakal just didnt changeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee rom bachpannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn she is just he same just the sameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i guesssssssssssssssssssss coz she neevr let that child that robbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbby within her dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee☺️
omg i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Originally posted by: -DulceMaria-

OMG Naps something similar happened to me too and it was no less than a miracle ☺️ i told blahh abt it but i dunno if she remembers or no😕

It was one of those regular class tests , i was in 5th standard and i did that class in India coz my nannu was really sick and mom had come to India for like 9-10 months so i joined a school in India. It was the usual monthly tests and i failed in Maths 🤣 i always hated maths and maths in India is hell tougher than maths in US.I failed by a margin of 5 marks but i topped in English i got 98 % in it.and my mom used to be hell strict when i was in school so i got really scared, i went to the teacger and told her to deduct 5 marks frm english and transfer those marks to maths 🤣 🤣 🤣 i mean just think abt it, its even stupider than ID swap thingie 🤣 the teacher was like WHAT?? 🤣 i told her transfer 5 marks frm english to maths and guess what she actually did give me 5 grace marks in maths 🤣 ☺️ and years later on my India visit i met her in some relative's party and asked her why she helped me and she said "i helped u coz u didnt even doubt what u were demanding frm me for a sec, u were so sure of getting it done that i had to do it for u" ☺️ i mean justthink abt it , its so stupid to begin wid 🤣 but it happened, thats y i say NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE ☺️

Natalie.

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god i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu two tum dono ko miracles karte hue dekh ke i feelllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll me tooooooooooooooooooo miraculousssssssssssssssssssssssssss☺️☺️ and i tooooooooooooooooooo have done some impossibleishhhhhhhhhhhhhh miracles they might not be big dealllllllllllllll for everyone coz all of them r just damn normal usual things like cutting nails reading writing living in hostel alone crossing the road alooooooooooooooooooooooooone omg☺️ travellin form delhi to jaipur all aloneeeeeeeeeeeeee escallator per akele chadhna metrooooooooooooooooo metro akele pakadna public transport wali buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus jiska number bhi na pata chale woh akele pakadnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa computer kar panaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa omgggggggggggggggggggg☺️ allllllllllll of these damn normal daily life ke things but for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee they were alllllllllllll miracles miraclesssssssssssssssssssssssss kyunki her kadam pe mujhe bola gaya tha i wont be able to them i wontttttttttt and that first moment when i did all these omgggggggggggg it was just it was just it was juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuust cant telll u whattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt cant just cant
and some of them oth i did it for ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii coz of ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg like metrooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo shit shit shit shit shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit 11th March 2007 omgggggggggggggggg they had started showing remix ka re runs aur main Delhi main thi hostle main jahaan no tv thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aur maine zidd than li thi ki chahe jo ho jaye i have to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee it i just haveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to couzin chacha ke gher jana thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sab pagal hogaye yahaan pe kaise jayegi metro main itny bheedh hoti hai escalator main gap nahi idkhega pair phans jayega itna fast chalta hai metro itna fast door open band hota hai galti se pair fisal gaya toh ticket kaise legi kahana se legi kaunse platform pe hana hai kuch pata nahi chalega blah blah blah blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah us din ke pahle even i used to fear metro sochti thi i wont be able to do it alon koi na koi saath hona hoga lekin us ek dinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn us ek dinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn maine darr ko ander aane hi nahi diyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mujhe bus her haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal main ashi ko dkehna tha anyhow just abt anyhowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww aur main bus nikal gayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii aur pata bhi nahi chala kaise sab kuch apne aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap hogayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa omggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg is ek incedent ne mujhe totallly independent bana diya warna i wasnt able to ravelllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll only in delhi lekin is ek incedent ke baad i was juuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuust gliding all over the cityyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy shit meetro toh lifelineeeeeeeeeeeeeee thi yaaaaaaaaaaar lifeline ager us din main yeh na karti toh shayad kabhi na kar patiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii na meri family mujhe karne deti na main khud kar pati kyunki kahin n kahin
unka dar unka yeh belief ki its impossible for me was captruing me toooooooooooooo mujhe bhi lagta tha kuich cheezen hai jo impssobleish hai for me
but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo u just hav to want somethingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg madly insanelyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyfiercely from every fiber of your heartttttttttttttttttttttttttt your soullllllllllllllll and then NOTHING JUST ABOUT NOTHING BECOMES IMPOSSIBLE that day i didnt know anything i just knew chahe jo ho jaye i have to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii i have to meet herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and i knew i wouul i so woulllllllllllllld no mattr what i was os sure ki darr ki toh koi jagah hi nahi bachi thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii and isliye i could do it i could do itttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt☺️
omgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee her i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee mera alchyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy the first step towards discovering my miracles it was only only onlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy coz of mera alchyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy tab toh i hadnt even met ashiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii i met her first when i was burning and turning to ashessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss she became my phoeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenixx but mera alchyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy was the firstttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt ever who made me beleive ind reamssssssssssssssss my dreamsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss mera alchy i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee cohelloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee us i loveeeeeeeeeeeee me omgggggggggggggggggggggg rona cominggggggggg what coming me toh roingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg☺️☺️

@Natz & Nitz - (lolz, sounds like a band name na 😆) Reading your miracle wala posts is making me think of when i was at sch, studying for my 1st exams. I was so rubbish at chemistry. In fact on the mid term papers i passed by like a few marks or s'thing and my teacher was like - if you try you can get a 3 which is equivalent of a C. And guess what? When i got my results for the finals i hadn't scored a C........I scored a 1 which is an A. I was like OMG, how on earth did that happen? Coz not once had i ever scored anything above 3 in all my class tests. Same thing happened the next year with Higher French. I was told i couldn't expect anything above B coz my speaking was so rubbish, and then when the results came i got an A!!! I think i took the entire class by surprise lol. It just shows that God gives us the strength to perform what seems impossible. And i truly believe that it all comes from hope. That one magical word that ashi and robby both breathed and lived. They never gave up hope on yuvi or diego, on their friends or on their dreams. And when you find that inner strength you can make it happen for yourself. Haan, failures will happen along the way, but you will learn from them how to be stronger and if you don't lose sight of those goals you will find from those mistakes and missed chances how to turn them into opportunities and fulfill what you want to.

debo...i dont even feel like replying to you anymore on this issue becoz u r hell bent on not seeing what we all r saying...we have been screaming that this isn't about ranvveer or anyone else this is just about us whether we belive in basic fact of life ki all our dreams can and will come true or not...but no u r jaan booj ke again and again brining ranveer in...sorry to say yaar he might be an awe worthy char for u but for us all he is nothing but shallowness

and debo...for god's sake aren't you have been reading us ro what?...where have any for that matter any one of us ever said that everything wld go right or we wont fail huhhhhhhhhhh??...just freaking whereeeeeeeeeeeee?...we all ALL be it me nats naps anuuuuuuuuuuuu we alll have been screaming exactly this ki we know things wont go right always infact they wld go dead dead wrong we wld fail endlesssssssssssssss times BUT WE WONY GIVE UP WE WONT LOOSE FAITH WE WONT LOOSE HOPE omg accepting failures is one thing sweetheart but sitting on those failures is another when your darling ranveer is saying this line na ki sare sapne sach nahi honge yes he is accepting that he failed but what after that huhhhhhh?....what after that?...he accepted that he faile and he realized that maybe this dream of his wont come true so give it up....woooooow....sorry to say debs this might be ranveer and maybe even your approach to life but for us failures are nothing but stepping stones to success yes we will accept fialures but heck just becoz w failed today wont mean ki we accept ki our dream only is impossible we wont frekaing sit on that failure we wont let it win we wld learn form it grow form it we wld try fir seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and we wld keep trying again and again and again in this hope that one day one day our dream WILL COME TRUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE but if just coz we failed we accept our drema only wont come true toh how just how will we ever turn that failure into success huh????????/.....shit sweetheart have u been reading with eyes closed kya debo?...see what we all just said in previous pages form personal experiance ki all our fialures were nothing nothing but a blesisng in disguise a bridge towards discovering our own miracles

ranveer talking abt perfect hona not imp huh?....righttttttttttt that is why he was standing there and crying ki ooooooooooooh dukh hota hai hume dukh hota hai jab pata chalta hai jinhe hum sebse zada chahte hai woh hi perfect nahi haiiiiii oooooooooooooooooooooooooh aaaaaah ouch....ha..he is uch a char who knows deep down that he isnt perfect but still wld try to act all perfect and wld want eveyrone around him to be perfect too and when they cant be he wld loose all faith in them...shit he claimed to live for his dad ka revenge and blah blah...and when he foound out that the pricess whom he had made the object of his hate se had nothing to do with all this and it was actually his dad who was the weaker one it was all his dad's doing toh in that moment he forgot everything all abt his dad and how he was his idol and blah blah and all he remembered was ooooh how very innocent his pricess was...shit....i mean so what if his dad was weak for just one moment sirf ek moment ke liye he was weak but that one moment of weakness became more important to ranveer than his dad ka entire lifetime where he wld have stood as a shield btw ranveer and any harm that came his way?...that one moment of weaknes shattered his faith in his dad to such an extent that he no loner remained his idol???.....shit man....he wanted his dad too to be perfect...he cant handle imperfections and for his own imperfections he blames others kabhi the circusmtances kabhi fate kabi tia kabhi mitra sir kabhi yeh woh but never hiis own sellllllf....and yes debo ofcorse when ranveer was cribibng over perfection na tab ashi brought exactly these same words to him PERFECT HONA ZAOORI NAHI HAI BUT REAL HONA BOHUT IMP HAI...she brought exactly these same words by saying ki ofcorse ranveer but pefect hoan aur totally useless hone main na thoda farak hai.....she wasnt sad coz uska yuvi wasnt perfect haaaaaaaaa she doesnt even want perfection never had she herself isnt pefect yaar she just wanted her real yuvi which is hidden behind the mask of yuvraj dev

and excuse me wen did i say that only ashi was in loveeeeeee??...omg stop twisitng my words and my posts yaar.....what do u mean by that huh..ay united eternities and eternities ago and they have been in love eevr since..as for this life i dunno what according to you is their first union....for most of us here the veyr first moment they met they knew that force has entred their life and after this nothing is gona be same nothing and form that very moment the had been journeying togetherrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr pahle hatred which wsnt really hatred dono ka force was u know banging against each other challening each other and it was via this challenge both of them were discovering their own indvidual strength fir silent admiration respect kaise dheere dheere chupke chupke they started being there for each other developing a foundaiton of friendship they became friends so effortlessly after all that hatred ki it felt like hamesha se they had been this ways fir first fele of somehting new something special osmething inexplicableeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fir follow your heart omggggggggg the moment where they both together discovered their own miracles their own possibilities the fact ki bhaggu resides within their own selvessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss in that one moment they fell in lvoe with their own selves fir farewell danceeeeeeeeeee their souls united yet again maktub happend yet againnnnnnnnnnnnnn....and yuvi wasn't present in all this huh debo?...when i sad that line ki yuvi was far away i didnt say far form DISCOVERING love heck thats exactly what he was doing he was discoveringggggg love every single day every single moment he crossed a new bridge where a new realization abt love hit him.. he just hadnt realized love then and by this i meant his concious selllllllllllllf his soul knew he loved her yaar he has been loving he ever since i duno when...yamini he feel for yamini only and only coz he htought ashi didnt love him coz he thought he and ahsi can never happennnnnn but he always wanted her dreamed her prayed for her hoped her....fir yamini happend and he got totallly smittennnnnnnn.....but still even in yamini ka presence ay continued ot be ay...they were still the same old whakco psycho thy pranked each other fought like chotte babies were there for each other...they were just the sameeeeeeeeeee....tell me how many couples have u sene who could have survived this huh?....yuvi actually had real feleings for yamini he freaking even slept with her...ha had this been your TR and it was ranveer who wld hav slept with another girl roh princess tia ownt even have looked back in his way coz oh well now he was already someone else's.....but ay...they know al this dont atter what matters is soul ka communion which they cna have only ONLY with each other and for that communion the dont even need tobe together

and then the bet phase thats when slowly and steadly the whole realizaitond downed on him that how just how much he loved her...omg....i dunno why u even brought this up yaar....because am really not interested in tlaking about TR but u r deliberately instigating me....once and for all i never meant that Yuvi never loved her he did form the word go..in their journey they had always ben together on the same train at the same dmaned platform in the sam dmaned universe i just meant yuvi hadn't discovered the true menaing of love...before he thought love ke liye you need two people you need the other perosn to love u back....he loved her then yes he so so did but he wasnt sure whether she lvoed him or no...and he had to go through this whole journey to finally realize in three promises wala moment ki love isnt abt being lvoed back love isnt abt owningggggggggggggggggggggggg love is just abt loving loving and lovinggggggggggggggggg thats when he truly actually loved her coz he let her go he rennucnciated his love FOR HER and he had no regrets becoz he was happppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy just loving her it was then when he realized ki chahe woh haan kare ya na its her marzi he wld just go on lovingggggggggggg her and loving her and this love became his bride to his dreams to his happinesssssss

and ofcorse ranveer was opposite yuvi coz for him all that love meant was tia ka pouty lips and tia in a skimpy tight transy t with a mini sa skirt with wet haired look seducing him in the middle of the day...thats his vision of love which for me just has one name and its ceraintl not LOVE and if he was os sure of his love then why huh just why did he need tia to tell him that she loved him why did he need her to sotp him form going back why then is he so ready ALWAYS to give up on his love at the drop of a hat why when thigns ae going gray he always wants to wipe eveyr trace of this so called love of his form his lfie and just want to forget and move on?...for him love becomes a relaity only when his princess proves it that she loves him back warna its just an unreacheable unfullfillable dream his own love sint enough to sustain him all his life no its not his own love without being reciprocated by tia's love becomes a poison which erodes everything evey happiness every feeling from him and just leaves him all bitter and full of hate and then all he wants to do is flush that love donw the pot..Wooow...thank go my yuvi is drastically opposite him...infact...they cant even be mentioned in the same line

Anyways enough of this nonsens once nd for all stop bringing Ranveer and TR in..this discussion is about dreams and what we feel with regards that...so dont turn it into a Tr vs AY convo...coz honestly the last thing we wld want to do is make AY race against such pathetic loosers...jo jaisa nats said akele bhi race main honge na toh bhi seocnd hi aayenge

hello AYians
posting here again aftr weeks....as always confused frm where to start, but thanks to smriti that she gave me a hint frm where to start...ashi-ranveer scene...the scene for which i have waited for TWO days.....48 hours

she couldn't think of any other person or thing, bcoz she was feeling bad that her yuvi was turning out more n more like yuvraj son, the son of yucky dev, who wants everyone to fight for him n make his dreams come true....one such is yuvi turning into yuvraj dev....
when she says "yuvi se bi koi bada loser hai kya?"....for one moment she is soo happy, a moment of relief she gets by calling yuvi as loser for the outside world...but the nxt moment itself, the disappearance of happiness by turning away her face frm ranveer as she knows the yuvi, whom she knows, is not a loser, but jus a psycho....she so knows it

"aap yuvi se bahut pyaar karte hai na?"....these words brk her thoughts...., she loved yuvi always...but she is never like 'i love yuvi, i love yuvi' aftr the heart she had long back...frm then on, she knows yuvi loves her, she knows she loves him too...n so does yuvi...that's y they take the other for granted, they never needed an official tag of 'lovers' with them, any person with heart can feel like them n their love, inspite of 2344546546 fyts....n one such is ranveer (i must say, when he says this, his face glows like a kid, who found a chocolate or toy),
her reaction to this was a big no....she said, never ever loved that loser....i must say...yes, she never ever loved that loser, the yuvi loved n she loves is a psycho but not a loser....she calls him loser only bcoz she loves to see his face frowning she cals him so....
when ranveer says, if she didn't love him, she wouldn't have bothered @ whatever he did

on a side note, i felt like hugging ashi, i dont know what to say @ her reaction to this.....it's a moment, which i can only feel but can never ever say it in words

"mein yuvi se pyaar karthi thi...but not now"...while saying this...she is back to her senses...till this moment she was lost...lost in the pool of thoughts @yuvi
"i hate him, i hate yuvi so much...that i'm ready to leave the truth"......i definitely didn't get the complete depth in this particular line...as far as her saying that she hates yuvi was totally apt, she hates him now, bcoz he's fallign in the trap of his trap blindly without thinking...she hates him so much only bcoz she loves him....n i believe, love n hate come hand in hand, u can hate person to the fullest only when u love him, feel him....
but her syaing that she is ready to leave the band etc etc, was confusing....at that moment, i felt that she was jus blah-ing like that jus to say ranveer that she hates yuvi....that's it n nothing more to that

when ranveer says somethign @perfect nahi hai...it was totally a blah....is anyone perfect in this world....no human can b perfect, n he wants perfect....n he says this to ashi???

i liked how she blasted him off....n when she says that yuvi is a loser in love, life n in everything....she herself is hurt more than anyone...she knows he is not a loser, but now he is being puppet to his father like an ultimate loser....she is hurt a lot, not only when she says love, but she is equally hurt when she says life....that shows how deeply she loves him...it's not jus abt her love for him or his love for her, it's abt everything...his dreams, his career...everything along with love

'yeh realize karna ki saare sapna poore nahi honge, yehi zindagi ki asali learning hai ashi......shayad isiko bada hona kehthe hai"
basically, i'm a practical person with full of dreams n zeal to fight for them
every dream may or may not come true but never ever a person should think that his/her particular dream not being ful-filled....should fight....should fight till our dreams come true....n this is practically possible to fight.....the 'end' means a lot, but the 'end' is not everything....in every step of fight, we learn something new or re-discover something....which makes life beautiful n interesting....n this is possible only when we fighting for our dreams....sometimes our luck plays a game with us, the end may or may be favorable, but a person with hope n desire will not look back in the fear of unfavorable end


ps: i got to know @heated discussion here....i hope i didn't add any fuel to the fire

Originally posted by: Debo

@bold: nooooooooooo..being practial isnt being hopeless....nats i gt u also...bt am soooooo surprised dat none of u DODOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. cud get me...instead ur all beating arnd d same old bush........nahi wat he said is..ki we all grow up n move out of our shell ,,, n by doin so we dispel all d notions of being perfect....kyunki PERFECT HONA ZAROORI NAHI HAI..REAL HONA ZAROORI HAI.....lol....🤣

and wat ranveer d wise old owl means ki...we havta accept failure also....we havta accept dat not evrything will go right..bcz if everything goes absolutely picture perfect...den who will set it right.....who will show us d right way of doin things......n dat is why being a grown up cums wid added responsibilities n also we r equipped to handle dose responsibilities very well......

n dat is wat being a grown up is all abt..it isnt abt being hopeless...absolutely nt......😳😳😳

@bold n italics: noooo wayyyyyyyyyy..who says he never had any faith on his love....he totally did..he ws just torn between dat revnge n stuff...bt he loved tia ...n dat ws evident...u noe im nt drawing any comparisons...bt if u notice..wen AY united fr d frst time......only ashi ws in love...bt like smrits pointed once b4 ..ki yuvi ws farrr farr frm discovering love........bt ranveer ws d opposite......😕

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