Farewell To Mads - Page 4

I've started on rehna tu mads since the time you suggested but then i couldn't finish it...will try to...well defo not on this week since i'm quite busy but defo. sometime next week!😳😳

Originally posted by: -YaRa-Forever-

I've started on rehna tu mads since the time you suggested but then i couldn't finish it...will try to...well defo not on this week since i'm quite busy but defo. sometime next week!😳😳

And ashi, i have not beeing tp-ing...i'm just...ummm worried about my US history exam😔 Tomorrow i'll be able to study zilch! I better start studying man!! *pulling my hairs*

Neways here is another post by madsie:

Its ashi's feelings written by mads😳 Posted on 19th august 2005...so before b'day week i think?!?!😳

[Quote=mads]Sorry to keep u waiting Natasha...actually i've been busy 4 d past few days....Anyways...here's the post....hope u like it....and its a bit long....so those who r not big fans of Ashi's don't read it and get bugged...😉

Pyaar...love...relationships...duh-huh...yeh toh sirf un timbos ke liye hote hai....aisa mujhe lagta tha....until.....until I fell in love myself....Yeh aisi feeling thi....jo maine aaj tak kabhi bhi feel nahi ki thi....maine hamesha vrinda ko pyaar ke baare mein baat karte hue suna tha....par mujhe khud kabhi aisa feel nahi hua tha......mujhe toh pata bhi nahi tha ki aisi koi feeling exist karti hai......Mamma mujhe hamesha kehti thi.....mere liye bhi koi special someone aayega.....jo mujhe bahut pyaar karega....

Aur wo aaya....aur wo yuvi ho sakta hai...yeh sochkar main aaj bhi surprised hoon.....yuvi ne mujhe bahut pyaar kiya....u know he never let me feel like there was someone or rather anyone else in this whole wide world....wo mujhe aise treat karta tha...jaise main hi is world ya phir is universe ki akeli ladki hoon....tab toh main yeh sochti thi ki main itne sweet ladke ho hate kaise kar sakti thi....usne mujhe us Anvesha se milaya jise main bhi aaj tak nahi mili thi....life was so perfect for me....Bhaggu ne mujhe life ke saare gifts diye the...I didn't want anything more out of life....Par mujhe kya pata tha....ki Bhaggu ka surprise gift abhi baki tha....ek aisa gift jisne meri poori life ko badal diya.....

Pehli baar jab sid ne mujhe bet ke baare mein bataaya....toh mujhe believe hi nahi hua....yuvi mere saath aisa kabhi nahi kar sakta....but then i thought....wo toh hamesha se hi daddy's rich spoilt brat tha....jo apne profit ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta hai....kisi ke bhi feelings ko hurt kar sakta hai.....aur jab mujhe yeh realise hua....i totally broke down......usne mujhe ek joke banaake rakh diya tha.....maine uspar itna trust kiya aur usne..........Mujhe kuch samajh mein nahi aa raha tha.....kya main itni badi loser thi?Kya mujhme timbo ke brains ghus gaye the?In sab questions ke answers mere paas nahi the......main sirf yahan se kahi door jaana chahti thi....jaha mujhe koi bhi recognise nahi karega.....

Aaj main recover to hui hoon....par jabhi bhi main yuvi ko dekhti hoon.....wo saare moments....wo saare memories.....mujhe yaad aate hai....aur phir wo....jo usne mere saath kiya.....Sab ko lagta hai ki main strong hoon.....Anvesha Banerjee Ray....wo toh ek rock ki tarah hai....jise koi nahi tod sakta......Par log yeh kyun bhool jaate hai ki main bhi ek human being hoon......mere paas bhi ek heart hai......jo Yuvi ne tod diya......aur mera heart itna bhi bada nahi hai ki main use forgive kar sakoon......

Dusron ko convince karna that i'm strong is so easy.....par khud ko.........

No Yuvraj Dev....main tumhe kabhi forgive nahi kar sakti......u've hurt me too much.........

I hope its alright....u know dis is the first time dat i'm writing something like this.....and i'm sorry if its too long but i can't help it being a big fan of ashi's

YIKES ... I dont even remember writing this .... 😳😳😳 its been sooo long..n its got goosebumps on my skin... 😆😆😆 LOL...

@ blue : awwww really nitzie ??!!! u are amazing ...🤗🤗 dont worry dear..take ur time...n all the best for ur exams .. u'll do well m sure !!! 😃😃😃

omg i have missed a lot hereeeeeeeee

Originally posted by: FollowYourHeart

omg i have missed a lot hereeeeeeeee

need to catch uppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

but shish mads ki crush wali story is hillariouuuuuuuuus crush got cruched stories toh bohut suni thi but crush transformed to bhiyaaaaaaaaa story m hearing pahli baar....🤣mads does your "bhiyaa" knows wat u felt for him at one point in time?..🤣

Yeah posht more such "personal" biits of maddooooo

also guys no one posted her amazingggggggggggly dreamylicious mixes till noooooooow....omgggggg...we have to reliveeeeee those mixes....for me my fvtttt maddyliciious mix isssssssss kuitny narmiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii se...i had sene this mix even before joining the forum and i heard that song for the first time while watching the mix and i was soooooooooooooooooooo taken by it...actly it might have been amogst my first five videomixes which i saw...so i was very new to the world of videomixes it was such a wonder to me den to see Ay in bolly/eng songsss...i used to feel so amazed and proude and wondereeeed...i still do seeing d mixesss...but at daat time it was like magic is happeninggg coz i didnt know d whole process of vidmix making and ki fans made it and all..it was an all together new experianceeeeee...isliye i so cant ever forget that one mix by youuu...and now am litrallly diyinggggggggggg to see it againnnnnnnnn..someone plz ge the link of it naa..i cant find it on yt....:(

awwww smriti...thanks sooo much for liking it ... 🤗🤗

actually even I was new to the world of VMs then..had watched only ashi ka VM "kuch toh hua hain" and was sooo AWWWWED by it.. ( which I still am after watchingevery new mix of hers 😳😳😳 )..n then I asked her how can v make it n all that ... I was such a duh-huh !!! 😆😆😆 n then she had explained to me over YM ... or a PM..I dont rem ...

n then I didnt kno what song to make it on...coz most of the songs I liked / listened didnt go well wit the characters of AY ... and then I listened to this one..n I instantly liked it....😳😳😳 it had a perfect sweetness coupled wit a subtleness to it..nothing too mushy mushy.. so tht was quite cute...n then I decided to make a VM on this song...😳😳

waise I rem, ashi NEVER knew half of the songs I suggested for making a VM ...😆😆😆 then I used to quote the lyrics for her..n then she used to go like "yeah..they really suit AY"...n I rem, once v both wanted to make a mix on my dil goes hmm..n ashi's like.."plz leme make it"..n so I said.."ok fine..go ahead..neways urs gonna turn way better than mine" 😳😳😳

aur haan..that rules ka song "kabhi phool dena"...I soooooooooooooo wanted a VM on that... n I cudnt even search it for her...n then one fine day she makes it..n I'm like..ashi THIS is the song I wanted u to make a VM on..😆😆😆

hmm... so that was my random rambling abt VMs... hopefully didnt bore neone !!! 😳😳😳

waise..my my FAV mix soo far has been nitzie's "tumse hi" ... 😍 I can watch it again...and again..and AGAIN !!! 😳😳😳 even the instrumental one.. mind-blowing !!!! 👏

and then there's a tie b/w ashi's mixes...AND nitzie's "tera mujhse" wit ashi and leo... that one nitzie was sooooo awesome..u wont believ I cried for soo long after watching it..it reminded me of my relationship wit my bro... and I was soo touched by it... 😳😳😳 as I told u...it really made my day !!!!

ok..n this is my mix on kitni narmi se smriti ...

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDfNGNkfK0k[/YOUTUBE]

Well my fav mix of mads has to be halke halke.....I am specially amazed at the way she has merged the 2 scenes in the end.....its just fab👏

n heres something for u too😳...made by our dear shellz🤗.......I loveeeeeee how shes made it😳😳........I soooo fell in love with the pic the moment I saw it....n I thought it was perfect to represent us 😉



u better use it asap....coz am gonna use it too 😳....n shellu would also be happy 😃

Originally posted by: ashi_mania

n heres something for u too😳...made by our dear shellz🤗.......I loveeeeeee how shes made it😳😳........I soooo fell in love with the pic the moment I saw it....n I thought it was perfect to represent us 😉



u better use it asap....coz am gonna use it too 😳....n shellu would also be happy 😃

awww...thats chooo cute !!! 😳

love u for this ashi ... 🤗🤗🤗

and thanks a lot shells..

kuch toh hua haiiiiiiiii..................😍😍😍u know that was incedently my first ashita mix toooooooo....and till date i can't get over it...i mean even after watching all allll her new mixes i stilll can't get over kuch toh hua haiiiiiiiiii......its whole feel is so dammed magicallllllll............dun't think i wld ever get over that one mix by her...😍

Wow...am i loving you guys for praising me soo much?!?!☺️☺️🤗

Anyways, my first ever videomix was "saamne aati ho tum...toh jaise ishq ka izhaar hota hain"...and i am till date crazy about that one...coz during that time i was a "newbie" to this internet world, especially forums and all this fan-fictions and stuff! I was quite unaware of such stuff before i joined RG...I had no clue about RF...and i used to go to RG's fanfic section everyday to read ashi-yuvi fics and it was so much pleasure...and i used to download from RG only...i remember when i downloaded their freaking common room dance and kiss...i kept seeing it zillion times that day! It was like...pure magic...i was re-living their magic...and i just didn't want to stop myself!😳😳

Than after i became familiar with RF and youtube...my first few mixes has to be mads' "jaadu hain tera hi jaadu" (Gosh i LOVE that mix) and ashi's "do dil mil rahe hain"☺️😍 Actually there were plenty...like after that i just probably saw all the mixes that were availabe...and lemme tell you, the quantity was very less...i mean 2-3 ashi's mixes, 2-3 mads' ke mixes, harshu's two mixes, and fate's two...i think that's all (not totally sure) and then one day in august i found something called movie maker...actually i was curious how they made it so i just looked through all my softwares on windows when i found movie maker and made my first mix...which btw, totally sucks now! 😆

And gosh those first few videomixes will always be treasured😳😳 I just loveee them to the Z!😳😳 And currently i am watching mads' lamha lamha!😳😳 One kind of a mix man...totally love it!😳😳

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yBOWILUGD8o[/YOUTUBE]