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Baisas,
So--I will absolutely complete my Yesterday/Tomorrow series, and I will pop in now and then. But Baisas...I think I might be on my way out. This is the second time I have given a lot of myself to a show that then turned around to rip my guts out. Once bitten, as they say. I can read the writing on the wall well enough to disengage while there are still Paro and Rudra scenes left to watch.
Thanks for everything, my forum. I honestly cant write anything more right now, I'm sorry I'm just too.. so...yeah. Thanks.
-Navin
Its been a good run. I have had a wonderful time on this forum, and I have made some amazing friends. I will continue to watch Rangrasiya off and on, and wont lie, I'll totally visit India Forums to check on my PMs and to see whats going on now and then. But those of you who know me know how important logic and simple sense is for me. We seem to be in a post-apocalyptic world, where basic themes, basic stories no longer exist. And the integral aspect of this story that brought me here, that made me absolutely crazy about this show was--Rudra and Paro. Not Sanaya and Ashish--the characters themselves. I am and will always be, in essence, a Parud fan.
I fought the good fight, I wrote my heart out, I re-imagined them and I hope, I touched some of you and gave you some pleasure, too. I hope I didn't hurt any feelings, as I made a place for myself in this forum. If I have, forgive me. But frankly, if they are going to kill Paro off --and its beginning to look more and more likely they'll go for the worst thought out leap/story ruining ever---I don't think I want to see that.
The pregnancy might be the nail on that coffin for me--I am a veteran soap watcher, there isn't one CV worth his coffee mug who'll let this pregnancy come to term. The simple fact is Sanaya wont want to play a mother, and of course, the show is NOT about a family, not this soon. So, she'll be pregnant, he'll be ecstatic--and they'll take her away from him.
Yes, I know, Sanaya will return, and return soon. But see--I'm a PARUD fan. If we dont get Paro back, and PARO as herself --but instead we get Sanaya returning in a new avatar, as some modern woman from London--- for me--whats the point of that? That will not be Parud. And for me, that means--that will not be RR.
So we'll probably get to see Ashish do some powerhouse scenes when he loses his wife and unborn child, and while I would be all for that-- I cannot imagine Rudra with anyone else, not even Paro 2.0, the new and modern version. Its not what the show promised me, and I have no patience for tracks that take a knife to the main character and reform him into someone else. I am hilariously conservative when it comes to who the hero should be with-- and with Rudra, with the man connected via his soul to his mate, the man who said.."mein, tu, hamesha.." I believed that about him, I believed him when he said he would die, without Paro, he could not live without her. Seeing him with a different woman...that is something that will taint the pleasure I have had for the past 7 months with Rangrasiya, and I don't want that for myself.
I fought the good fight, I wrote my heart out, I re-imagined them and I hope, I touched some of you and gave you some pleasure, too. I hope I didn't hurt any feelings, as I made a place for myself in this forum. If I have, forgive me. But frankly, if they are going to kill Paro off --and its beginning to look more and more likely they'll go for the worst thought out leap/story ruining ever---I don't think I want to see that.
The pregnancy might be the nail on that coffin for me--I am a veteran soap watcher, there isn't one CV worth his coffee mug who'll let this pregnancy come to term. The simple fact is Sanaya wont want to play a mother, and of course, the show is NOT about a family, not this soon. So, she'll be pregnant, he'll be ecstatic--and they'll take her away from him.
Yes, I know, Sanaya will return, and return soon. But see--I'm a PARUD fan. If we dont get Paro back, and PARO as herself --but instead we get Sanaya returning in a new avatar, as some modern woman from London--- for me--whats the point of that? That will not be Parud. And for me, that means--that will not be RR.
So we'll probably get to see Ashish do some powerhouse scenes when he loses his wife and unborn child, and while I would be all for that-- I cannot imagine Rudra with anyone else, not even Paro 2.0, the new and modern version. Its not what the show promised me, and I have no patience for tracks that take a knife to the main character and reform him into someone else. I am hilariously conservative when it comes to who the hero should be with-- and with Rudra, with the man connected via his soul to his mate, the man who said.."mein, tu, hamesha.." I believed that about him, I believed him when he said he would die, without Paro, he could not live without her. Seeing him with a different woman...that is something that will taint the pleasure I have had for the past 7 months with Rangrasiya, and I don't want that for myself.
So--I will absolutely complete my Yesterday/Tomorrow series, and I will pop in now and then. But Baisas...I think I might be on my way out. This is the second time I have given a lot of myself to a show that then turned around to rip my guts out. Once bitten, as they say. I can read the writing on the wall well enough to disengage while there are still Paro and Rudra scenes left to watch.
Thanks for everything, my forum. I honestly cant write anything more right now, I'm sorry I'm just too.. so...yeah. Thanks.
-Navin
PS: Hugs gladly accepted.
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