Suhspective: How can I let you just walk away! - Page 6

Originally posted by: Tennessean

Hi Indra and Z- I know you all are from Canada and I just wanted to let you all know that I enjoyed visiting Canada. It is beautiful, just got to visit the falls and Toronto.😊

Sush, Shweta, Spirit, POV, Leesan, Hope, DD fan, Indra, Z, ttt, JJKKL, Malini, Neet, Ashwin and sorry if I have left anybody. Enjoyed reading your posts on Sush's Friday thread.

Originally posted by: -Sush-

My sincere apologies guys...but I can barely keep my eyes open tonight...My job is very demanding...I need to be fully present there...today my team had to repeat some things a couple of times to me ...before I could catch up with the details ...not a good thing...so as much as I want to stay and chat...I have to go...will catch up...

Thanks for the love...❤️

BTW...J...didn't you like the song I posted?

BONSOIR!

Originally posted by: Leesan

Hello there everyone, nice to be here again! Thanks Sush,so glad you're back with a thread...and the best part is we didn't have to stand on the train tracks and beg for it! 😛 ( like some other people!)

Anyways, still awaiting the eng subs...story of my life ( sigh) But as usual I couldn't resist and watched the Parud parts anyways. Absolutely loved the last train station scene, with both of them sitting so sad, stunned, yet stealing glances at each other. Deep inner turmoil envelops their thoughts and emotions. What now? Each secretly hoping and waiting on the other to do something, anything. And then Paro steps away slowly, racked with guilt and pain, about to lose everything in her life...once again.Story of her existence. Suddenly out of the corner of his eye, Rudra realizes that she's walking away from him, and this time it can be ...forever. This is a moment of revelation for Rudra,when his life he shared with Paro flashes before his very eyes, in his mind,heart,soul seared everywhere. At this crucial moment, he is forced to come to terms with the significance of Paro in his life, past,present... and is there going to be a future? That's the question really. Can I really let her go away from me now? Now that she has invaded my life, and taken up residence in my heart? Can I live without her? Do I want to live without her? We all know the answers to those questions...and so does he!

And tomorrow he'll put everything on the (train) line to ensure that Paro doesn't succeed and never succeeds, he won't be left alone ...ever again.

Originally posted by: Dream_on

Loved your post Sush! Im glad you are posting even if not everyday :)

and Hope.. what you said in your post is just so true

Loved how innocently Paro said, "If my life was my most precious thing and not you, then I would have given it away." That one sentence points out how selfless Paro is. To those few who feel Paro is selfish...I say, she is, was and can never be selfish . Not for herself... But may be she can turn selfish for Rudra, his happiness, his success. That is Paro 😛. Nothing matters to her, not her life, not her happiness, not her relationship with him, not having him inher life, nothing else is important, when it comes to his well being and happiness. This sentence alone shows how important 'she' is to her and how important 'he' is to her.

For Paro everything is always about Rudra. I loved how with simple words and examples she manages to express how important he is to her and how much he means to her. And she asks, "You are my everything and I am leaving YOU. How can you be angry with me?" Poor Baby doesn't have a clue as to what Rudra is going through... And can I blame her???? Rudra Banna, speak up 👍🏼...Her final question sums it up to the same point, "Why did you come after me? You don't even love me." Rudra, himself was confused by the question and not able to answer, gets more agitated, thus paving way to the next eruption...

For her he is even more important than her life.. it was said so beautifully.. its upto Rudra to understand that..

Originally posted by: Tennessean

Hi Sush- Missed reading your posts. Beautiful song.

Also, the daylight by Maroon 5 is one of the most beautiful song sung by that group.

Hi to everybody- Missed you all.

Today's episode was all about questions and answers from Parud and there was no communication gap which was nice. I have divided it into moments.

Shocking moment - It starts off with Major asking Paro Bai Sa "Where will she go"? She said "Vachchan Nibha Rahi thi" And then he asked the most important question "You decided to leave me without asking me or telling me, you decided to take me out of your life?" And Paro answered that she had asked for "Mannat" that she would have to leave him once he is alright. The hurt on Parud's face was very clear. 👏

Most fearful moment- Then he made the big comparison that "You wanted to give me dhoka" and she is just like his mom who left him and went away.

Startling moment- Major asking Paro Bai Sa that "Does she understand the meaning of love"? Then he mentioned that "Love ties everything, love is above God and it is above every Mannat".
Major- Where is that coming from? And here we are thinking Major lacks speaking skills.😆

Breathtaking moment- When Major mentions that "If you had ever loved me, then you wouldn't have done it." Major- you have come a long way. Once upon a time you had wished for her to go away and now it is hurting when she is leaving. "Love can sure change people". And he also mentioned about filling color in her life.👏

Then the question of the day- How could you do this? Did it not hurt you? How could you not think about my Takleef? And then of course, we heard his famous dialogue that "Love is Khudgarz, it gives takleef, and destroys life". Major- that notion is going to change soon.😛

Self destructing statement- Major saying that "I have lived without you and I will live without you"
Major - easier said than done.😛

Reaffirming moment- Paro Bai Sa reaffirms that he cannot get mad because she loves him. She said "Vachan diya hai maine Bholenath ko" and I was begging for your life and then I had to give up my most valuable possession and there is nobody more valuable than you in my life.👏 I couldn't think at that time and your life only mattered to me. I am sure he will understand it later.

Awesome moment- Did you think that I wouldn't look for you?😛
Nehle Pe Dehla moment- You don't even love me, why would you come looking after me?😛
Major - Bai Sa is looking for those three magic words.😉 And we on IF are looking forward to it too.

Reflective moment- Major- Was it really that easy to leave me Paro?😊
Reflective moment # 2- Paro- Was it really easy on my part to take such a step?
The background song was nice at this point and it just played along.

Moment of panic- when Paro Bai Sa starts walking, he decides to go for Adrenaline rush and stands in the middle of the track. Last time, I checked Major was in RR. He could make a good candidate for Khataro Ke Khiladi.😆

Laila- Tej- Can't believe she outsmarted Teju today 😕 and here we are thinking Tej is the smartest villian of all.

Maithili- Samrat- Finally, Samrat is speaking up and is giving Maithili the support she needs.👏 I loved it when he said that "Bholenath will take care of everything". Yes, he will and Parud will overcome every obstacle in their path.⭐️

I thought today was all about pact and deal so I chose "Deal" as the acrostic.

D- Distressing (It was hard for her to leave and for him to accept it)
E- Empowering (Major telling Paro you wouldn't have left me if you loved me)
A- Advocative( Paro says that she was begging for his life so she had to give her MVP)
L- Loss( Major can't let her go so he decides to go for the emotional blackmail)

Very nice dialogues, the leads did an amazing job and I am looking forward to the big confession coming up.😛

Originally posted by: Hope

Sush... WOW! You posted... Awesome.😃 Just peeped into the forum and look what I found...😆

Got to go. Will post in a while

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Wonderful Song, Sush... Loved it. And you summarized the whole episode in Paro's post... Loved each and every line of it. Fantastically written.🤗

Episode was Amazing...😳

Got to admit though, I did FF Laila scenes. I just can't take her anymore... Now she is successfully making a fool of Tejawat which didn't sit well with me... For heaven's sake CV's, he is the same guy who ran a Weapons racket for years single-handedly. He is the same guy who manipulated and played with people. He is the same guy who killed any and every body who came in his way. And you are reducing him to a mere normal Villain. WHY????? 😡 Laila is playing multi roles in RR, courtesy - CV's unconditional Love for her. She sometimes replaces the FL and sometimes the main Villain.🤣 I ranted enough on this... I feel much better... Thank You for reading till here. Moving forward...😆


Paro and Rudra are perfectly in their characters today... And all three conversations were BANG ON. Rudra made his questions and doubts clear while Paro readily countered his questions with her straight answers... Making Rudra speechless like always 😆. Sanaya and Ashish, were both awesome...👏👏 Today was both Paro and Rudra's day. Dialogue writers, you are awesome.👏👏

Rudra, like we predicted compared Paro's runaway act with his mother's. He questions her love and accuses her of back stabbing him like his mother. Now, after listening to what he said?, what he thought of her? how can Paro just leave... Nope, she just can't. So, she runs after him to explain her side of the story. Because he just can't always accuse her of things, be angry with her and hurt himself in the process, with out knowing the whole truth.

She bluntly says, his opinion matters to her...And Why? Because she loves him. There she said it again. She answered his earlier question. Few forum members had problem with Paro expressing her love many times... I ask, is there something wrong in doing it? Also, Rudra needs to hear it again and again to believe that someone can really love him. That he is worthy of it. And if we observe, every time Paro confessed, he was left surprised and mesmerized, as if he was listening to it for the first time😳. He enjoys her confessions.😃

Loved how innocently Paro said, "If my life was my most precious thing and not you, then I would have given it away." That one sentence points out how selfless Paro is. To those few who feel Paro is selfish...I say, she is, was and can never be selfish . Not for herself... But may be she can turn selfish for Rudra, his happiness, his success. That is Paro 😛. Nothing matters to her, not her life, not her happiness, not her relationship with him, not having him in her life, nothing else is important, when it comes to his well being and happiness. This sentence alone shows how important 'she' is to her and how important 'he' is to her.

For Paro everything is always about Rudra. I loved how with simple words and examples she manages to express how important he is to her and how much he means to her. And she asks, "You are my everything and I am leaving YOU. How can you be angry with me?" Poor Baby doesn't have a clue as to what Rudra is going through... And can I blame her???? Rudra Banna, speak up 👍🏼...Her final question sums it up to the same point, "Why did you come after me? You don't even love me." Rudra, himself was confused by the question and not able to answer, gets more agitated, thus paving way to the next eruption...

I want Rudra to stop shouting, cool down for a second and understand the depth of Paro's love. I think deep down he knows it but just can't make himself aware of it.

The Precap was awesome. I loved it. Paro Baisa, has no where to run now...😆. Rudra is getting good at handling his Paro.😛

Shweta, Awesome collages.👏

Originally posted by: ddFan2012

Sush,

Welcome back...and thank you for this amazing post.

Will come back in a while folks...