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-Sush-

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Posted: 11 years ago

Jesus Christ ...I typed an entire post and lost it...

Will try and update again...Here is a song I wanted to post..

EDIT: I wasn't sure if I would watch the episode...going by SBS and SBB...but I am glad I did and quite liked it...

It wasn't an emotionally crazy episode...it flowed rather well and both the leads did full justice to the emotions they were portraying and did a great job! 👍🏼

There was not one but 3 sane conversations with honest emotions and both point of views were presented well...I will post each one in the posts below...otherwise this post will get too long...but I have to say...what SBS and SBB promo clips didn't do...was to explain ...why Rudy did (actually I should say what he is going to do in tomorrow's episode) ...which is well captured by this song...

So i will leave you with this in the header post...hope you will like it!😳

How can I just let you walk away,
Just let you leave without a trace?
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all

How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave?
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears

So take a look at me now
Well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Ooh, Take a look at me now
Well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what I've got to face,

I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all

So take a look at me now
Well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face

Now Take a look at me now
'Cause that's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face

Take a good look at me now
'Cause I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've got to take
Take a look at me now

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiF-GfD6bYs[/YOUTUBE]

And that explains...why major sa did ...what he did...

3 more posts below...

One on Parud...

One on Laila

One on Maithli..

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-Sush-

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Posted: 11 years ago

OK...this is going to be about Rudy and Paro both...

His reaction was completely normal...

First of anger...

How could you do this Paro?

How could you even think you could just leave me like that?

Didn't you say yo LOVED me?

Didn't you say you CARED?

And now...you just decided...that you will GO AWAY??? Abandon me...just like my mom did?

You know what I think about LOVE?

I never trusted it...and now you are proving me right!

You think I can't live without you? ( Angry, very angry...ego speaking)

I Rudra Pratap Ranawat...will live my life alone...I don't need anybody...have never needed anybody...You WANT to leave...LEAVE!!

Walks away...

Paro...runs after him...

No...you can't do this!

You can't decide, bear the pain and let me not even speak...

And when he says...why can't I? Her answer is simple...

BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!

If I am a hot desert ...you are the moon that soothes me...

If I am a thorny bush...you are like a drop of water for me...who nourishes me...

If I am a barren land...you are the lone flowery bush ...whose each petal is precious to me...

My life will be incomplete without you...but I have to do this...for you! For your life!

Rudy's expressions change from anger to pain...

How could you make such a promise? What were you thinking?

I WASN'T THINKING! THERE WAS NO TIME TO THINK ...all I knew was that I had to get your life back...and in return I had to sacrifice the thing that is most precious to me...and what is most precious. To me is BEING WITH YOU!

Rudy doesn't buy the logic...Doesn't want to buy it.....offers a counter logic...BUT why is this mannat bigger than LOVE? Isn't LOVE the biggest truth...above GOd and above any mannat? What does she know about love? Does she not understand that it is about being together...not about sacrificing it...

And she offers him an out....what she has used to convince herself...he will be fine...BUT you were supposed to walk away...you were supposed to take the train...and forget about me...what is happening now is WRONG! This is not what is supposed to happen...YOU DON'T LOVE ME anyways! And he freezes in his tracks...So, that's what she has to convince herself?

Gets frustrated ...you and your God...that is what is important...I am just supposed to walk away? Walk away I will...I will take the next train and you go away...that's what you want? OK...lets do it your way...

Walks away again...

Paro comes back to the station...and the most unexpected thing happens...they both just sit there ...waiting for what they both do not know...just unable to bring it to a closure that was by design...She wants to tell him...it's not EASY...for her...he wants to tell her...DON'T GO...with FBs of

Her telling him she loved him...

Their time together when they were engaged to be married...

In Jaipur...

When he felt so attracted...

His desire of her...the moments they came so close...

But he sits there paralyzed...until she starts to walk away...and the moment of truth dawns upon him...This is the moment...how could he let her walk away without a trace...? He has to make her turn around...he has to make her stay...AGAINST ALL ODDS!

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-Sush-

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Posted: 11 years ago

ON Laila

Guys...not sure about you...but I love our Laila bai sa...

Jo bhi hei...she LOVES Rudy...and would rather risk her life...than sell him out...

So she comes up with a plan...and executes it with her street smartness...LOVED HER!

And Tejawat...what can I say.he is the best villain EVER! how could they not nominate him for an award? GO FIGURE!

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-Sush-

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Posted: 11 years ago

On Maithli...

Have I said how much I love Maithlis character? She is so loving, so compassionate, so honest,...I hope they don't EVER change that! She is like La...in a not to be named show...even better...kind hearted...but also so caring ...and today even Samarat looked good with her...and had good lines...

REALLY ENJOYED NOT HAVING KCM...I am so glad Maithali is getting more screen time and KCM is getting less.....I hope all these things pay off...and the RR team gets better TRP that they deserve...

All these beautiful collages are creations of UltimateRudra!

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Tennessean

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Posted: 11 years ago

Hi Sush- Missed reading your posts. Beautiful song.

Also, the daylight by Maroon 5 is one of the most beautiful song sung by that group.

Hi to everybody- Missed you all.

Today's episode was all about questions and answers from Parud and there was no communication gap which was nice. I have divided it into moments.

Shocking moment - It starts off with Major asking Paro Bai Sa "Where will she go"? She said "Vachchan Nibha Rahi thi" And then he asked the most important question "You decided to leave me without asking me or telling me, you decided to take me out of your life?" And Paro answered that she had asked for "Mannat" that she would have to leave him once he is alright. The hurt on Parud's face was very clear. 👏

Most fearful moment- Then he made the big comparison that "You wanted to give me dhoka" and she is just like his mom who left him and went away.

Startling moment- Major asking Paro Bai Sa that "Does she understand the meaning of love"? Then he mentioned that "Love ties everything, love is above God and it is above every Mannat".
Major- Where is that coming from? And here we are thinking Major lacks speaking skills.😆

Breathtaking moment- When Major mentions that "If you had ever loved me, then you wouldn't have done it." Major- you have come a long way. Once upon a time you had wished for her to go away and now it is hurting when she is leaving. "Love can sure change people". And he also mentioned about filling color in her life.👏

Then the question of the day- How could you do this? Did it not hurt you? How could you not think about my Takleef? And then of course, we heard his famous dialogue that "Love is Khudgarz, it gives takleef, and destroys life". Major- that notion is going to change soon.😛

Self destructing statement- Major saying that "I have lived without you and I will live without you"
Major - easier said than done.😛

Reaffirming moment- Paro Bai Sa reaffirms that he cannot get mad because she loves him. She said "Vachan diya hai maine Bholenath ko" and I was begging for your life and then I had to give up my most valuable possession and there is nobody more valuable than you in my life.👏 I couldn't think at that time and your life only mattered to me. I am sure he will understand it later.

Awesome moment- Did you think that I wouldn't look for you?😛
Nehle Pe Dehla moment- You don't even love me, why would you come looking after me?😛
Major - Bai Sa is looking for those three magic words.😉 And we on IF are looking forward to it too.

Reflective moment- # 1-Major- Was it really that easy to leave me Paro?😊
Reflective moment # 2- Paro- Was it really easy on my part to take such a step?😛
The background song was nice at this point and it just played along.

Moment of panic- when Paro Bai Sa starts walking, he decides to go for Adrenaline rush and stands in the middle of the track. Last time, I checked Major was in RR. He could make a good candidate for Khataro Ke Khiladi.😆

Laila- Tej- Can't believe she outsmarted Teju today 😕 and here we are thinking Tej is the smartest villian of all.

Maithili- Samrat- Finally, Samrat is speaking up and is giving Maithili the support she needs.👏 I loved it when he said that "Bholenath will take care of everything". Yes, he will and Parud will overcome every obstacle in their path.⭐️

I thought today was all about pact and deal so I chose "Deal" as the acrostic.

D- Distressing (It was hard for her to leave and for him to accept it)
E- Empowering (Major telling Paro you wouldn't have left me if you loved me)
A- Advocative( Paro says that she was begging for his life so she had to give her MVP)
L- Loss( Major can't let her go so he decides to go for the emotional blackmail)

Very nice dialogues, the leads did an amazing job and I am looking forward to the big confession coming up.😛

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Hope

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Posted: 11 years ago

Sush... WOW! You posted... Awesome.😃 Just peeped into the forum and look what I found...😆

Got to go. Will post in a while

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Wonderful Song, Sush... Loved it. And you summarized the whole episode in Paro's post... Loved each and every line of it. Fantastically written.🤗

Episode was Amazing...😳

Got to admit though, I did FF Laila scenes. I just can't take her anymore... Now she is successfully making a fool of Tejawat which didn't sit well with me... For heaven's sake CV's, he is the same guy who ran a Weapons racket for years single-handedly. He is the same guy who manipulated and played with people. He is the same guy who killed any and every body who came in his way. And you are reducing him to a mere normal Villain. WHY????? 😡 Laila is playing multi roles in RR, courtesy - CV's unconditional Love for her. She sometimes replaces the FL and sometimes the main Villain.🤣 I ranted enough on this... I feel much better... Thank You for reading till here. Moving forward...😆

Paro and Rudra are perfectly in their characters today... And all three conversations were BANG ON. Rudra made his questions and doubts clear while Paro readily countered his questions with her straight answers... Making Rudra speechless like always 😆. Sanaya and Ashish, were both awesome...👏👏 Today was both Paro and Rudra's day. Dialogue writers, you are awesome.👏👏

Rudra, like we predicted compared Paro's runaway act with his mother's. He questions her love and accuses her of back stabbing him like his mother. Now, after listening to what he said?, what he thought of her? how can Paro just leave... Nope, she just can't. So, she runs after him to explain her side of the story. Because he just can't always accuse her of things, be angry with her and hurt himself in the process, with out knowing the whole truth.

She bluntly says, his opinion matters to her...And Why? Because she loves him. There she said it again. She answered his earlier question. Few forum members had problem with Paro expressing her love many times... I ask, is there something wrong in doing it? Also, Rudra needs to hear it again and again to believe that someone can really love him. That he is worthy of it. And if we observe, every time Paro confessed, he was left surprised and mesmerized, as if he was listening to it for the first time😳. He enjoys her confessions.😃

Loved how innocently Paro said, "If my life was my most precious thing and not you, then I would have given it away." That one sentence points out how selfless Paro is. To those few who feel Paro is selfish...I say, she is, was and can never be selfish . Not for herself... But may be she can turn selfish for Rudra, his happiness, his success. That is Paro 😛. Nothing matters to her, not her life, not her happiness, not her relationship with him, not having him in her life, nothing else is important, when it comes to his well being and happiness. This sentence alone shows how important 'she' is to her and how important 'he' is to her.

For Paro everything is always about Rudra. I loved how with simple words and examples she manages to express how important he is to her and how much he means to her. And she asks, "You are my everything and I am leaving YOU. How can you be angry with me?" Poor Baby doesn't have a clue as to what Rudra is going through... And can I blame her???? Rudra Banna, speak up 👍🏼...Her final question sums it up to the same point, "Why did you come after me? You don't even love me." Rudra, himself was confused by the question and not able to answer, gets more agitated, thus paving way to the next eruption...

I want Rudra to stop shouting, cool down for a second and understand the depth of Paro's love. I think deep down he knows it but just can't make himself aware of it.

The Precap was awesome. I loved it. Paro Baisa, has no where to run now...😆. Rudra is getting good at handling his Paro.😛

Shweta, Awesome collages.👏

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Leesan

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Posted: 11 years ago

Hey Sush! Thanks for the thread baby girl! 😊

Will be back! Hey, I'm just glad YOU didn't walk away!😉

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vanitha3d

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Posted: 11 years ago

Photo: Rang Rasiya 3rd June 2014 Written Update Scene 1,,,,rudra shouts on paro that you know what I think about love, love is selfish, it gives pain, it destroys lives and you proved that I am right about love, just go away from my sight, never come back, I used to live without you and will live. I was left alone after birth with my poison and I will show you that I can live with it. paro is in tears, rudra says go from here, he leaves while paro cries.Laila attacks tej's goon, he becomes unconscious, thukarin did he die, Laila says no, don't think about him, Laila says go from here, take veil on your face, I will meet you after one hour and if we will not meet then think that I would be killed, Laila says I had a deal with tej that I will bring rudra here with paro to meet me but I think that saving you is better option, thukarin ask why? Laila says its dangerous for rudra here, thukarin says you don't know me even then saving me, Laila says I am saving rudra as I have old relation with him, she ask thakurain to leave. she leaves, Laila says 2nd step to my mission is complete.Scene 2Maithili is crying and says to samrat that I couldn't tell you about paro as I couldn't believe she will leave us, samrat says should I talk to paro, Maithili says its of no use, she will not come, she promised lord, what about rudra, I could feel that rudra was broken from inside when I talked to him, she says its not paro's fault, she promised god to save rudra, she started to smile in this now and this happened with her, why always this happens with her and how will rudra live, he loves her. sam fumes, ,, you say hav faith, paro come or will give peaves,, mait prays,,.SCene 3rudra is going, paro tries to stop him but he doesn't, paro finally stops him, he ask why are you stopping me? she says because I love you a lot, you will give me punishment, you will take pain, you will will leave, this cant happen, I promised god,,,you are that flower on barren land whose patels are most important for me, I was leaving you to save your life, that you live then how can you get angry on me, rudra says you didn't though about me before promising, paro says I didn't had time to thought, I was afraid for you, paro says I though that you will leave in train with me, rudra says you thought that you will be missing and I will not search for you, paro says why will you search me you even don't love me, rudra is speechless. rudra says you are right, It was my mistake to find you, I came inbetween your sacfriice, I will leave between your god and you, I am leaving taking train, you also go, he leaves.Scene 4Laila is waiting in room and says I think moter in law(thakurain) must have ran now and now my third step. tej outside says that Laila taking so much time with thakurian, when will she go to rudra, he calls to goon who went with Laila inside, he doesn't come out so tej goes to check, Laila inside thinks that now rudra will come here and I will do drama, tej comes there and finds Laila tied to chains instead of thakurian, Laila says thakurian attacked me and ran away, tej finds goon lying there. he shouts on goons that one women ran away from here and you even don't know, they leaves to find thakurian, Laila says now my dram is finished. Thakur is searching for thakurian , she is hiding behind tree and waiting for Laila to come.at station, paro and rudra are sitting at distance, both are heart broken, rudra thinks that is that was so simple to leave me, paro looks at him and thinks that look at me and see that it wasn't easy for me to leave you but I had to, rudra says in mind that leave then, do you want to me to stop you, paro thinks right why I am staying here, she starts leaving, rudra is confused to stop her or not, he recalls paro professing her love, banjara song plays in bg, rudra recalls all their moments from their 1st meeting to their marriage, the Jaipur moments, their almost kiss, rudra feels restless, he recalls how paro asked him his one day in Mumbai, he recalls their Mumbai moments, paro recalls how rudra pulled his affected hand up to save paro. rudra cant resists and goes. paro listensPRECAP- paro sees rudra standing on railway line, paro says what are you doing, rudra says you said that when you will leave me then nothing will happen to me, paro says why are you doing this, rudra says do I have to give answer for it too. train is approaching rudra, paro is super tensed.

superb episode last par was mind blowing...Rudra thinking about old PaRud moments to the tunr Banjaare ...cannot wait today rudra blackmailing paro well done rudra n parud hug... Intense love...love watching it...

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