Hi guys ...how are you? Sorry for a late post again...I had a meeting this evening...that finished quite late...
Any way...what I liked the best about today's episode was the scene between Rudy and chacha...After he threw Paro out along with the doll...in an attempt to prove the point that he is not the same vulnerable little boy he was before...who held on to that doll...He has thrown out the weakness...and the pain that comes with it...He is in control now...So, he has got NEWS for Paro...neither does he care about the doll nor does he care about the girl who gave it...Infact to prove the point he threw both out...and closed the door...on them...
His reasons and confusions come out during the conversation with chacha...
How can he trust her?
How can he see her point of view? And which point of view is that any way?
She claimed that he was a Jallad, and before he fully understood the reason...she was announcing him as her savior ...her rescuer...and THEN she declared him to be her CHOICE to be her life partner...
WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN????.
She can't be honest...This is all insincere...because feelings don't change like that...in a moment...This is UNREAL...FALSE!!!!
Chacha tries to tell him...yes they do...and how the situation has changed to cause that but...more importantly he tells him...
Going through those wedding prep rituals is not a NONEVENT that he can just brush off as his duty...may be to him it is easy because he thinks logically (Ahem...Ahem...you think?)
But for a girl like Paro...it is not ...her feelings are attached to him now...It is a BIG DEAL to her...
He shrugs the thought again...He doesn't know and doesn't understand love, marriage etc...and he doesn't want to understand...he has been burnt before he will not risk it again...
And as soon as he says it...he considers the possibility in the back of his mind...and offers a different and more specific reason...Even if he did get married ( Err...he did consider the possibility)... It won't be to the girl who is a lier...(Hmmm...he doesn't believe she loves him...what will she have to do to prove it...๐)
What chacha said must have had some effect on him...because he then chooses to wear the same Kurta she wore...If he was really trying to separate her...that was a curious choice...๐
Any who...he comes back...looks at the door thinking about her...feeling a prang of guilt...goes out to check on her...feeling a strong sense of emotions coming ove of tenderness...his natural instinct is to bend down to pick her up...and THEN...It his him again...
The sindoor, a symbol of "marriage" and commitment that he has shrugged away so far...both signs of weakness and pain...No he not making that mistake, he decides and ...walks away!!
Excellent presentation of his though sequence and actions which are contradictory to his feelings...LOVED the look and expression in that moment when he comes back and looks at the door, feeling guilt and concern at the same time ...๐
Not much happened in terms of events...This was an episode about showing emotions!!,
Edited by -Sush- - 11 years ago