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Hi Guys, I thought I won't get a chance to post...still have a few more things to do...but let me write down some thoughts...
Today was Paros big day...and I am sure many posts have been made on that already...I would like to make my first post on Rudy...
I totally loved the scene when he is in his office alone...His Biggest day is here...and ALL he can think of is her...
Starting with his worst fear...did she pick another man ...when given a choice? Did she decide to leave him and go to Jaipur?
And when Sumer says no...he has FBs
Of Just how much he hates the thoughts of another man touching her...
Of She taking care of him at his weakest moment...when she cradled him in her lap...
Of When she tore her scarf to stop bleeding from his hand...and spoke to him in tha soothing voice...
Of When she sat next to him as his would be wife and prayed to Ganesha,
Of When she held his hand as a wife would ...and prayed to Shiva...
Of when she screamed for his safety when he was attacked at the MahaShivratri mela...
And then
He thought about the hate ...to the extent that she burned her hands...to not put his names Mehandi on it...and it pained him immensely...No she doesn't...love him...she hates him...
He screamed in denial...no she does not matter...he doesn't care if she is with another man or if she is a widow... He doesn't care about her...
Laials words come haunting back...
She matters Rudra...I can see it in your eyes, the way you touch her...the way you hold her, protect her, the way your heart craves for her...she matters...
Even when he is sitting down at the ceremony...the biggest occasion in his life...he tunes out...what Singh is saying is of less importance to him...his mind wonders ...and goes to that day...when he saw her there in a bridal dress...so scared, so innocent...all he wanted to do was to protect her...Her big eyes...her panick stricken face...His biggest memory from that night...Aman had to nudge him to go get his award...
The speech was good...he thanks Aman for having confidence in him...Talks about his devotion...his motivation ...thanks his dad...thinks of his colleagues who died...spoken like a true soldier...
And everything is a blur after that...
She comes...
Tells him about the doll...
About herself...about their destiny...
He is shocked...
She carries on...as if no one exists but just the two of them... And then
She asks him to marry her...!!!!!
He does not know what to do...what just happened?
This is not real...everyone is watching...she has gone mad...
He throws the Sindoor and pulls her out of there...He can't think...
In the privacy of his chamber...she continues...It's a sign she tells him...she is meant to be with him...This is not a matter of chance...They have always been connected...
What is she talking about? He can't understand...he tries to talk sense...but she is so sure about herself...nothing he says registers...Wait...did she just say she loves him????
It was like a 10,000 volt SHOCK hit him...!!!This was UNREAL!!!! This can't be happening...He needs to wake up before this trance ends...he needs to make things real again ...before they become real...and hurt him again...
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Ashish...my man...you make Rudra so REAL!!! Totally loving it!! Don't you dare think about doing a movie or any of that crap, while this gig is on...you and Rudra Avatar are meant for each other...It is destiny...đ
A separate post on Paro below...
Ghum Hai Kisikey Pyaar Meiin
