OS- the unexpected welcome HOME

Originally posted by: Farahshah1

Lovely Rangrasiyans I was missing Paro & Rudra & their sizzzling onscreen chemistry, I tried to make soMe sense of my dreams about the couple so I decided to write this OS it would be named unexpected & reluctant series

BACKGROUND ::::::: Paro suddenly decides to sign the papers & Rudra presents these to BSD enquiry team as a proof of his innocence & clears his name & pledges to bring Tejawat & allies to be brought to justice with solid proofs. This OS starts when after an absence of 24 hrs he comes back

HOME ...

Rudra thought I'm going Home::::::

Home is where you belong body & soul so why I'm calling it Home what's there to belong to? What's there that is giving his heart a thud & the feelings of belonging. His imagination fled to twinkling anklets, musical sound of bangles in delicate wrists, the lavender & jasmine scented air, the scared Dear(ghazal) like eyes, the sensually heaving bossom, the delicate quivering dewy lips, His Paro ******

What is he thinking about, repulsed by his thoughts his foot pressed the accelerator & the jeep accelerated forward with a dangerous speed. It's been only 24 hours & he cannot stop thinking about Paro,that innocent devil had captivated him , bewitched him ,but he wanted to deny his feelings for her,& tried to think logically that " because she is his sole witness that's why he wants her safe & that's why he is threatening her with " proposed marriage" so that she is forced to sign the paper &he can get acquitted from BSD ...

All logic & facts aside he was yearning for a look, a feel, a touch, a breath in the same room that she has been in, his body was yearning for that sizzling feel that was there from the first touch,he wanted to crush her in his arms till she ceased all efforts to resist him & melts into him willingly, lovingly,&&&&&& he thought of heaven on earth when she was in his embrace." Ohhh Paro what have you done to me, I can't stop my heart & body from this torture , Paro you're my addiction "he thought & realized for the first time that she is a necessity for his existance.Suddenly a thought struck him " what if she signs the papers?? She will be lost to him forever... & in his heart he prayed to God " let her not sign the papers not now not ever" & the jeep accelerated more dangerously as he wanted to fly & reach her.

FLASHBACK

Remembering all the intimate moments they shared from the embrace & tumbling roll in sand while saving her from goons, when her wam silky smooth soft body sizzled his body & soul,& his eyes could not get enough of the stunning scared beauty despite of the lingering danger to their lives, he had to drag himself away from her to fight the goons, till his ignited passions when he held her close to his heart when due to fear she became unconscious in his arms.

But he was shocked when her friend mentioned her marriage. It was as if his world shattered in one moment. It was unbearable, he kept looking at the scared beauty in rear view mirror to memorize her features forever, to keep her behind closed eyes hidden from the world, a private memory for him to cherish forever.

BUT

luck was smiling at him as they were destined to meet again, when he accidentally bumped into her & saw her in her engagement/ sangeet ceremony, he was breathless & mesmerized, despite the lingering danger,being in enemy teritory he couldn't take his eyes off her, he was worshipping her with his eyes when her blushing confused face shook him to reality.

And then the barat fiasco happened when he had to kill her husband to save her life & she started hating him with all the passion she had, & the cascade of events started thereafter. He remembered her transforming from a scared dear into a daring lioness, who burnt him inside out with her accusations & confronting him at every possible occasion, it was igniting him further the stupid girl didn't realize that, that her passionate heated arguments were increasing his yearning to hold her close, to crush her in his arms,::::::::::::::: & the moment when his father uttered those words """biahh kar ley iss sey"""" & his heart did a somersault & budding passion erupted despite the apparent denial,& later when his father in order to save her declared her his fianc despite the apparent irritation there in the deep recesses of his heart a shy reluctant hope was waking up. & when he was taking her to BSD camp while putting the helmet he came closer to her & felt like loosing his heart in her hazel eyes, curbing his feelings he ordered her to sit behind her when she tried to keep distance,it became intolerable to him, he jerked the motorcycle pressing hard on breaks when she crushed against him setting his passions ablaze.

At night when he found the sleeping angel, he picked her up holding her close to her heart, savoring every moment, every touch, till he gently put her on bed& forced himself to move away. & he still remembered the smooth silky legs & delicate feet when he wanted to put warm compresses on her aching foot, seeing her shivering with cold he wanted to give her his own heat that would've melted the ice around her frozen heart, but he forced himself to move away & put a blanket to cover her. He could not sleep in that room & hence went out & sat in dark the whole night, awake,trying to put out the fire blazing inside.

When mohini in the heat of discussion,tried to hit her & he took it on his face saving Paro, it was totally unconsciously done by him as protecting her was in his instincts. That wound ohhh oh oh that wound that sweet wound on his face that brought her to his room in the middle of the night,to give him the sweetest intimate moment of his life that he would never forget. His lips smiled sexily in the memory of that event that brought them intimately, dangerously close, the only thing he remembered was her gentle reluctant touch on his cheek & him grabbing her by wrists & flipping her on his bed all her body pressed down with full force, thinking her to be an enemy who came to steal something precious from him,( which was not wrong she was an enemy(dushman-e Jaan) who had stolen his heart & still innocently was unaware of her crime...) their breaths intermingled, lips as close as a kiss, eyes searching each other for depth, heated passionate bodies with intertwined limbs, feeling the heart beats & all the pulsations keeping them alive,,,,,, they were like blood that was running through each other giving them life. Those memories were his alone to cherish to savour, the intimacy, the loneliness, the night two soul mates feeling the pull the tug but drew back reluctantly,,,,, he needed cold shower later on to control his bodily responses to her proximity...

Another incident he couldn't forget was when she agreed to marry him instead of signing the paper, in the heat of the moment when she brought him tea, CHAI, & he grabbed her from back crushing her front against his chest & made her breathless!!!!! Then was when he wanted to lick the drop of chai from her cheek & instead of scaring her he got scared himself, scared of the intensity of his feelings for her. When she pushed him breathlessly away, what astonished him was her hazel orbs reflecting his emotions & dazed for a moment.His heart couldn't stop beating against his chest as if wanted to come out & do a hilarious dance of happiness.

He was desperate to test & taste the feelings again when next night he brought her red bangles( a suhaag Kee nishanee) & called out her name PARO,almost a sensual hoarse whisper, slipped out like kissing his lips and licking her cheeks making her blush & making her ? Repulsed / attracted & breathless , but she didn't stop rather moved swiftly past him when he grabbed her close,& said " Jabb Roka karoon to ruk jaya kar na PARO" again the silky smooth sensual PARO made her blush her deeper,& she forbade him from uttering her name. While he responded call me Rudra or JILLAD Meetha lagta hai, & then he stepped closer, closer, till her breaths mingled with his & he sensuously removed the necklace touching her in every way possible, eyes, hands,body,soul & breaths made him breathless.later he made rather forced her wear the bangles... What to remember & what not to remember...

PRESENT"""" Paro I'm coming to have only a glimpse of you, just lift your eyes & look into my eyes, even if hatred is evident in your smoldering hazel orbs. I just need to look into those eyes.""" Later I will leave you alone, no strings attached.

Paro!!!!

She Could not stop thinking about him since he left home,she was missing him in a way she never thought possible. She remembered every word, every action,he made for her protection, there was something that made her feel safe with him,

she was feeling insecure without him. Her JILLAD was her shield, when mithali was kidnapped something about mohini was scaring her & when she accompanied Samar (for mithali's rescue)she felt restless & insecure.

The whole drama was unfolded making her realize some of the things,when mithali gave away the whole story later when Paro saved Samar & all of them moved home. Something about the attackers was familiar, was Rudra right? Was it her they were after? Was Thakursa trying to kill her so that she cannot be a witness against his black deeds.

Some unknown feelings were tugging at her heart. She was intimidated by Rudra right from the beginning but not only because she was scared of him or scared of BSD, but she was scared of the feelings she had for him right from the first meeting while he saved her from goons. It was when she was engaged to Varun though not met him but she was scared of her betraying feelings for him. & the events that followed initially repulsed & scared her but gradually as the events were unfolded, some realities were becoming evident.all through the whole fiasco one feeling that was constant was the sense of security she felt with him& because of him ...he was her savior , protector, her JILLAD who could kill or be killed for her... My JILLAD she thought. Her heart skipped beats the more she missed him.still lost in his memories, she jerked awake when::::::

The door banged with a great force that shook her to the very core, but the short lived fear turned into a yearning, a sigh of satisfaction, her JILLAD with a smoldering intense look in his eyes tugged at her heart,a blush crept her face when she realized out of an unknown tug her feet had carried her to him, her unconscious response mesmerized him his hopes reignited, he , who had decided to put a stop to this madness , got lost in the golden depths of her eyes, his eyes were speaking volumes,the raw emotions, the fire, the intensity brought her back to reality, she stepped back shyly, with flushed face ,she tried to move away,when HER JILLAD grabbed her & pulled her back in a close proximity, lost in a whirlpool of emotions both had lost count of time when only eyes were speaking a language of hearts.When Sunehri interrupted them saying Bahia aur bhabhisa it's only one day more tonight is ur mehndi ceremony & tomorrow you'll be together forever.blushing deep crimson started turning back when a glance in his direction astonished her, he was smiling,his sensuous lips with moustache were curved up in a sweet smile that reflected his inner feelings.it was like sun shinning from behind dark clouds, mesmerized she wanted to touch her lips to his to feel the softness ,But he caught her looking at his lips, with an understanding, came closer & whispered huskily,thanks for the welcome Home.

Night came & guests started arriving, Rudra was desperate to get a glance at the beauty who had hidden herself from the smoldering hot eyes. He was trying to glimpse from the yellow dupatta ghoonghat, but could see her heaving bossom & delicate waist conspiring together to bring him to dreamland. Paro feeling his intense looks covered her body making him smile sexily When she uttered "JILLAD kaheen ka" when the girls who were busy applying henna heard it they asked to put R for Rudra or J for JILLAD with clenched teeth she said J for JILLAD at this Rudra laughed his heart out& huskily whispered in her ear"YEH BHEE MEETHA LAGTA HAI AUR MERA WAADA HAI TUGH SEY RUDRA BULWAA KAR HE RAHOON GAA TOO PIYAAR SEY BOLEY GEE !!!!!RUDRA" & left the room.

that was

When Laila entered the hall& sarcastically hissed

" Jo Mahara aath saal mein na ho saka Tera Aath din mein kab ho sakey hai, Bhool ja usey, bus mera rehney dey, jall Jaeey gee, mitt jayee gee par us ko na paa sakey gee, kiyonkih wo kissi ka na ho sakey hai na main honey doon gee.too kal Kee choree samjhey hai us ko nachai gee apney isharoon par Leikin Laila Kee jawani aur Hussan key aagey Teri Kia auqaat, char din key chandini hai phir andheri raat, jab dil tughse bhar Jaeey ga to meri yaad usey tarpaeey gee,woh mera hai mere paas hee lot kar aaeey gaa. Kiyoonkih sirf Laila Heey iss janwar key andar Kee aag bujha saktee hai"

( he could not be mine in 8 years how do you expect him to be yours in eight days, forget him, let him be mine, you'll be burnt& turn into ashes but will not be able to own him, because he cannot belong to anyone nor I will let him be. You budding blossom think that you can handle him, no as compared to Laila's youth & beauty you're nothing, can dream for few days but when he would start missing me,(because he is supposed to be mine) he will come back to me.because it's only Laila who can extinguish the burning fire inside that wild beast".

& she left with a Big Bang that shattered paro's budding dreams, leaving behind only yearning & broken heart,

PARO !!!!!!!!Was sitting in the centre of the bed, waiting for !!!! Her JILLAD, yes he was hers now, As they got (actually) married only today all too unexpectedly. The fragrance of fresh roses & jasmine was so intoxicating & the dim lights were giving the room a dreamy appearance. With rapidly beating heart she was waiting for him, her breathing was quick & labored,she herself was unable to figure out whether this was fear, anticipation, excitement, attraction or repulsion that was making her nervous.The thing that was more confusing was that she could not understand her own feelings, as her heart & mind were in a disconnect, heart was singing another's song while mind was trying to make her see the facts & urging her to be sensible.

Dressed in a deep reddish maroon ghagra that was brilliantly designed with glittering sequences & beads expertly intertwined in gold / bronze thread with velvet appliqus in dark green & maroon shades with matching jewellery of rubies & emerald was making her look ethereal,her beautiful delicate hands & feet were covered in henna designs,her delicate waist was covered with a waistband that contained dangling rubies and emeralds in gold. It gave her heart skip several beats when ,while Maithili lovingly tying it around her waist ,had a smile that she tried to hide from Paro, but was caught & on insisting she blurted the truth in a sensual conspirational whisper that it was designed on special order by their family jeweler... & who ordered Paro didn't dare ask. The sensual feel of it , the whispering touch reminded her of only her JILLAD ... HER JILLAD, she could feel him encircling her waist with his strong hands, moving delicately on her midriff, & slowly, delicately the sensuous movements were slithering towards her belly button,

This was the state she was in when her mind was trying to tell her otherwise, a constant reminder & warning was being issued to act logically & not to expose herself to hurt by the hands of this heart wrecker as she was warned by Laila on their mehndi ceremony !!!!!!!!!!!

Read part two to find out why she agreed for marriage & what happened next