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Can we like, start, from 100 to 1? We should because that is where am stuck.
For a few seconds, Rudra was horrified-repulsed-loathing of Paro. The moment he opened his eyes and saw Paro -almost stuck to him , separated by a cold glass wall - Rudra was taken aback -scared -disgusted. He instantly stepped back as the fragile Paro collapsed into gallons of tears - almost like she was some serpent who would sting him , as though , in that echoing fear and disgust for beautiful women, triggered by a fresh flashback of an unfaithful beautiful mother - Rudra felt that Paro would do something to him. And as his retreat continued, the shock and awe turned into anger and disgust. Paro, already accused of being a traitor had an additional attribute to her - she was a BEAUTIFUL traitor and that only mounted Rudra's anger. Anger which had less to do with Paro and more to do with that elusive mother. Paro should fine Rudra's mother someday - for all the crap she is and she will be putting up with , only because that mother was mean to Rudra. Paro is paying that woman's retribution , not hers.
Yup, the suggested pain embrace was some real innovative and moving way of portraying emotions of two people who are in the same garbage bin but dealing with different bands of garbage. But... its Rudra's reaction to Paro's proximity that is worth applause. For a change, his eyes did not soften - he retreated in shock, fear and revulsion. Indicative of the fact that Rudra is prone to seeing his mother's veils in Paro...After all, this is what he has been taught. Khoobsoorat auratein kisi ki nahiin hoteen...and its Paro's bad-luck that she will somehow, always be juxtaposed with Rudra's stunner-runner mother. That her fault will be nothing except her genetic endowments.
Coming to Paro. The girl is see-sawing in trauma - she pulls out of shock, then, she again slips into post-trauma. Her sense of reality and past is kind of oscillating and she is hallucinating. She will be roughly brought to her senses by Rudra when he drives the point to her tomorrow that what exactly has happened with her and what she is accused of. Even Rudra has not registered with her completely due to her post-trauma. You usually are as good as half-drugged in such situations. So, Paro's actual reaction to her situation will come tomorrow. She is in a very tight spot and in a very vulnerable situation. She needs immediate help and someone needs to CONVERSE with her so that she is in sync with reality. Good that Rudra went booming to her. At least, he will speak to her and sync her with the present. ...Pretty sad. We will never know that just why the most vulnerable are the most suffering. Paro's situation is what you would fit into the famous chaos theory. A goes wrong, B goes wrong... all goes wrong because the chaos is meant to happen. Sadly, Paro has done a thesis in CT overnight.
As for Rudra, nopey, you can never say the guy has no emotions or that he is heartless. He isn't. His tears , salutation to his martyr soldiers , his emotional -"Thhe to mere apne naa?" and his quiet and almost sorry reaction to Vikram's mother, his breakdown and his latent yearning for his stunner-runner mother... and his almost scared retreat from Paro. All these show Rudra as a very emotional man.Its easy for him to cry and he does not mind breaking down. He sort of likes to live in pain. He is okay with all his weaknesses as long as nobody tries to heal him. Rudra is crying but he is not looking for healing. He is fine with open wounds. Cry a little, feel bad for yourself , then, get ready to face the day.
I don't blame Vikram's mother for anything. She is a martyr's mother , but she is a mourning mother and am glad that Rudra and Aman understood her hatred for them.
For the rest, i was happy to see Thakurain Sa - she is a pleasant watch and her concern for Paro was genuine and heart felt. Aage jaake Paro Bahuriyaa ban gayee toh kya baat hai. Rudra can hate two beautiful women in one frame.
Precap? Rudra is working so hard to make sure that everyone disowns Paro and she becomes his territory. But phirr toh Rudra will have to wear Ray Bans 24x7 'coz if Khoobsoorti ek gunaah hai, then, to dekho and nihaaro Khoobsoorti is also a gunaah na? Oh, well.
BTW, Paro's Nahiiin is the new google search result for the word - Infinity. And why does Rudra even TRY shooting Paro jab trigger chaltaa nahin?
Anyway, scene of the day remains Rudra backing away from Paro in horror and disgust. Almost a forewarning... in a way.
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