I wish I could just come wherever you are & just give you a humongous tight hug. 🤗
You have all the right to be upset, be emotional, & vent out here. After all, we are all HUMANS!! 😉 I can only imagine & try to sympathize with your situation, but you only feel & understand it completely when you actually go through it. Have patience & faith in God.
But all said & done, do keep in mind that you are an Amazing person. You truly are. The way you speak & interact with the ppl here says it all.
Why get upset in the issue regarding the # of readers or forum members we have when you yourself have answered that issue. "Abt why we don't hv good readership..it is becoz RBO is less popular"
Yes, even though I hate to admit it, RBO did have very few viewers or active IF members than it deserved ( even I was one of them, until towards the ending of the show.) Reason? It is best known to each individual.
I also agree with what @adventure_girl said:
"There is less readership because people have stopped coming to the forum. Whether it's because there are no more new shanak scenes or they got disappointed with the rushed ending, or real life issues creep in.
I personally got a new job and I have to work more days now. When the show was on air the forum was more active, there were more active threads. The fact that you almost completed another 150 pages is remarkable because the activity on this forum has decreased tremenously! I never made it past 52 pages when the forum was active! So kudos for your efforts and please keep writing!"
You should be proud in that you have reached so far with ur FF and it is still going on & ppl are still pining for more.
Now for the matter of "hot content", I for one, started reading your FF bcz I LOVVVED ur "HOTTT" SSs. (special thanks to Anisha [Simple] 😉) I still have a lot to catch up on HAA, but so far what I have read, I like ur style of writing and did not see anything vulgar in the 1-2 intimate scenarios that I have read. Heck, I didn't even feel ur SSs was vulgar!
Granted each individual has their own opinion & point of view, but c'mon, reallly? Seriously, referring to those who said the "HOT" scenes r vulgar or whatever, if they think this is inappropriate, then I wonder what kind of movies or shows do they watch on TV? They should just still stick to Tom & Jerry, for real. And if they consider the material PG-13, then they should really re-think about being in this forum, bcz they should be still playing outside. I played hide & seek and "you're it" till I was like 15 ( or even more). "sigh'' those were the best days...👍🏼
Ok, I will stop rambling.
Keep writing the way you are doing it & the way you want to. Inner satisfaction matters the most ( at least to me) and you will not achieve that by changing something about yourself to please others.
PPL will talk, it is their job to do so. ( No, I won't sing the song "Kuch to Log kahenge..." LOL 😆 But there are some really wonderful & lovely ppl in here. Consider their opinions & views more than the others who may try to upset you. Criticism is good, but only to a certain limit. And I shall shut up now.
Take care & continue with the FF... 😊
We all love you