That's exactly what I said in the post when I answered Madhu.
Krishna will have lost his splendor and at this point he will not deserve devotion from anyone, he will have deceived everyone.
What will be left? Only disappointment, and I refuse to even see that.
You know how will I translate this to ---
Krishna telling himself the below
Radhe I know we cannot get married but suddenly I also wish to so let me try defying my own rachna or write up. If it happens good and if it does not then I am letting the world know or relaying the message that marriage is an unnecessary thing when two people love each other. So radhe am going to try to overcome all hardships. I am challenging my own story. Let's see whether destiny wins or I the supreme lord wins.