Another fragment of my vision ... this is a longer one so pls bear with me :) :)
BREATH ...
The sun was about to lighten the horizon. The birds were about to awake the village. Radha was about to open her eyes. And when she did, she caught her breath and tears started to flow from her eyes. Uncontrollable tears streaming down her face she just called out one name kanha very softly as one would breath when one is stricken with memories. She still had not opened her eyes and hence surya dev was also taking his time to come up the horizon. After all she was the goddess of love!
Radha was seeing a stream of memories with her eyes closed. It was as if she was back in Golok and was reliving those times again. She finally remembered after such a long time who she is and why was it that one boy was on and off stirring the soul connection. She finally remembered her kanha, saw his face clearly and opened her eyes.
At that exact moment surya dev came up the horizon, birds starting singing, the leaves started dancing, and Kanha, who was sitting in his swing with his eyes closed, opened his eyes too and called out one name with boundless joy Radhe
It was as if the whole universe was dancing with joy because today Kanha got his soul back.
At seeing Radha crying, Kirtida got very worried and called her husband in. Vrishbhan literally got very worried and they both kept asking Radha what's wrong. But Radhe was unable to say anything. Such was her joy in finding her place back. Seeing her tears, kanha could not resist calling out her name again and telling her "enough Radhe ... Do you want Yamuna to overflow?? If you keep crying like this, I have to do something as I have also started crying and you know maiya!!
As soon as Radha heard this her tears reduced and she started to smile. The fact that now they can hear and talk without being physically present in front of each other gave them another reason to rejoice.
With renewed energy and love in her heart, Radha got up and told her father that today she wanted to feed the entire village and also neighboring villages. She requests her baba to call everyone. Today no one will be left hungry.
The announcement was made and every human was happy that they will get food from Radha. People started coming in to Barsana so that they can eat the delicious food.
Vrindavan wasi were also geared up to go to Barsana. At that instant, Balram tells kanha "lets go to Barsana in disguise and see if Radha serves you your favorite kheer. Kanha tries to tell his dau that his Radha is back but somehow, he is unable to and hence he agrees. Radha at that moment smiles and tells her Kanha to just come along with dau.
Not a person to lose a moment of fun, Kanha along with his dau and other Vrindavan wasi reach Barsana. So kanha and dau have exchanged forms and they along with other people sit down to have bhojan.
Radha starts serving people and when she reaches Kanha and dau, she keeps a plate full of sweets in front of Dau and just two katoras (one with makhan and one with Kheer) in front of Kanha. Kanha, who is actually Dau, seeing the plate full of sweets could not just resist it and he quickly exchanges the plates and starts eating the sweets eagerly. Seeing this Kanha(who is in Dau's form) starts smiling and looks at Radha. However, Radha still has not looked at kanha. Radha comes closer to Dau and tells him "Dau tanik dhere se bhijan kijiye anayatha gale mein bhojan atak jayega She keeps a glass of water and slowly walks away. Dau then tells Kanha that she really knows who is who. Kanha then tells Dau "my Radha is back Dau. My wait is finally over
The day was very eventful and every soul went away happily as they were fed with delicious food. Everyone started to leave and Yashoda/Nand were waiting for Radha to appear again. However, seeing that she did not, Vrindavan wasi also left. Kanha knew exactly where Radha was and he was eager to see her eyes. But he had to wait for some more time.
Radha was patiently waiting on the banks of river Yamuna. Her eyes were closed and then she sensed Kanha sitting beside her. Kanha asks her to open her eyes so that he can see her. He has waited for this moment forever. Radha says "I am not yet ready to look into your eyes. From the moment you stepped into my life you have stood by my side no matter what. You have always showed me the right path and when I swayed you made me work to come to the right path. In my human stance I have acted in some ways which was not proper but you never left me. Oh Kanha, how can I look in your eyes? How can I ask your forgiveness for the pain I have caused? In my ignorance, I even at times failed to understand you. You, who is my whole being, You, without whom I don't even exist.
Hearing this and seeing tears falling again from Radha's eyes, Kanha turns her face towards him and says "Radhe, what you did was in ignorance. You were human and you acted like a human. And how can I leave you and go? Where will I go? My place is always by your side. As you would always be my side as my shakti, I too will always be by your side as your light. And whatever you have gone through is what was destined. So don't feel bad, don't be sorry. Open your eyes and let your Kanha see you. Radha finally opens her eyes and looks at Kanha and the love that you see there is so much more brighter than the sun that if not a God, you would not be able to continue looking!!
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
