New Asya SS: Girl you are my addiction #2: Part 14 updated *completed* - Page 19

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Updt was awesome

Asad told Zoya all d truth unbelievable😲

he got it really bad 😆

so Asya r again gonna unite

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Chapter 13

Zoya sat on the toilet seat with the bathroom door closed. She heard Asad pacing outside of her door. His movements continued to unnerve her. Closing him out of her mind she focused on the white stick in her hand. She was shaking so bad she could barely see the section that was about to determine her fate. Was she pregnant?

Would she be able to love her child?

The very question had her in knots.

"Baby, you can't keep me out," Asad said.

"I've asked for these few moments. Please, let me have them." She closed her eyes, and when she opened them, any hope she had dropped.

She was pregnant with Asad's child. Tears welled in her eyes, and she stood up, going to the door.

He stood holding onto the doorframe as she opened it up.

"I'm pregnant," she said, glancing at the stick then handing it to him. Brushing past him, she went into her bedroom and climbed on top. Holding onto a pillow, she closed her eyes and tried to blank out the fear that was clawing at her.

I'm going to be a mother.

The very thought seemed foreign. She heard Asad in the background along with the rustling of paper. He was probably reading the instructions to make sure she didn't f**k up.

Stop thinking.

She couldn't stop thinking or feeling. Her life was going to change, and there was nothing she could do to stop it.

The bed dipped behind her. In the next instant his arms were sliding around her waist. "You don't need to worry," he said.

"I'm not going to stop worrying. I carry a life inside me. In case you didn't notice, it's a huge deal." She kept hold of the pillow, treating it like a lifeline or at least a security blanket.

His fingers pushed her shirt aside, and he started to stroke her stomach. "We'll get through it."

"You're a pimp and will probably end up in jail. I'll be forced to bring this child up on my own." All of her fears multiplied in the face of what she was going through. The tears fell down her cheeks silently.

"I'm not going to jail. I always watch my back, Zoya. No one can pin shit on me. I'll be part of our baby's life."

She liked the way he touched her stomach. The slow caresses helped to calm her nerves.

"I'm sorry," she said.

"You don't need to be sorry. I'm the one in the wrong. I should have told you the truth in the beginning when you asked. This is all on me." He kissed her neck.

She kept her eyes closed wishing for a few moments that things were different. Growing up she always imagined she'd be married when she got pregnant. This just went to prove that life never went how she imagined. Blowing out a breath, she opened her eyes to stare at the wall opposite her. There was no magical answer to help her decisions.

"What are you thinking?" he asked.

"I don't know what to do. This is not how I expected to be pregnant. I always expected to be married and have been in a relationship a few years, not weeks."

She sniffled as the emotions suddenly weighed down on her. Life truly wasn't fair.

"I'll arrange for us to get married. Do you want to be married in a Dargah?"

Shaking her head, she tightened her hold around the pillow she was holding. "You don't have to marry me. I'm pregnant with your baby. You're not in love with me."

"I care about you, Zoya. Some couples don't even have that much going for them." His breath fanned against her ear. Closing her eyes, she waited for him to finish talking. With him close behind her, she couldn't deny the attraction. Her body refused to listen to her mind, and she heated, wanting more from his touch.

Squeezing her legs together, she waited for the pleasure to stop, but it only increased.

It wasn't fair. He only cared about her while she was falling in love with him.

"What have you eaten?" he asked.

"Nothing. I couldn't stomach food."

"I'm going to nip out and get some food. I'll be back before you know it." He dropped a kiss to her head and climbed off the bed.

She waited until she heard the door to her apartment close and lock before reaching over to grab the phone beside her bed. Dialing Lydia's number she waited for her friend to pick up.

"Hello," Lydia asked, sniffling.

"Lydia, are you okay?"

There were sounds over the line, and she heard a male voice in the background.

"Why are you calling?"

"I needed to talk to you. You're my friend, Lydia."

"I'm sorry. I don't mean to be a b**ch. Shit, Darren broke up with me." Lydia broke down, sobbing across the line.

"Honey, I'm so sorry."

"It's okay, really. He told me I wasn't good enough, and he just upped and left. The bas***d."

She listened to Lydia curse and rant about her current boyfriend.

"I can't believe he did that to you."

"Well, I bet he was cheating on me. I'm going to the health clinic for a checkup and test. I don't want to get any diseases. bas***d couldn't keep it in his pants." Lydia blew out a breath, laughing. "What about you? Why did you call?"

"Erm, I'm pregnant."

"What!"

"I know. Asad went and got a test. I'm knocked up." She watched Pearl enter her bedroom and jump up onto the bed.

"Are you happy about it, or are we sad?"

"We're ... I don't know how to feel about what's going on." She smiled and stared down at her pillow.

Pearl nudged her hand out of the way and sank onto the pillow. She stroked her cat rather than her pillow.

"Is he happy about it?"

"He's gone to get some food. I think he's going to marry me. At least, he's talked about marrying me." She shrugged, knowing that Lydia couldn't see her. "He's not run off yet. I guess I'll see."

"Maybe you'll be the woman to change him."

"I doubt I'll change him. He's set in his ways."

Lydia mumbled her agreement. "About today, I think it's best that we don't talk about it ever again. I'm not interested in pissing anyone off."

"I think that's a good idea. Lydia, you don't have anything to be afraid of."

"I know. Erm, I'm going to go and have a wash. I smell."

Chuckling, Zoya said her goodbyes and hung up the phone.

Stroking down Pearl's back, she sighed. "I don't know what's going to happen. I can't believe I'm pregnant, and now I'm talking to my cat hoping you'll tell me what to do."

Life was passing by so fast, and if she wasn't careful she wouldn't have gotten a chance to live.

When her door opened she climbed off the bed and went in search of Asad. He held a box of Chinese.

"I got all of your favorites."

For three weeks he'd been learning everything about her.

"Thank you. I'm starved." She smiled, tucking some hair behind her ear.

"Come and sit." He walked into her small kitchen area. She owned a small dinner table only suited to two people. He opened the correct cupboards in her kitchen and pulled out two plates. She watched him navigate her area as if he had an intimate knowledge of her space. "I'm going to start looking into getting a house. Our apartments are not suited to raise a kid." He placed an egg roll along with noodles and sauce onto a plate. She took it from him and the chopsticks from his hands.

"Do you want me to come with you?"

"Yeah, we'll pick a place together."

Eating some noodles she looked up at him and wondered what to think. Four weeks ago he walked into the jewelry store to get a bracelet for a woman he was going to end a relationship with.

Now, she was pregnant by him, discovered he was involved in criminal activity, and about to move in with him.

He joined her at the table.

His legs brushed hers, and he reached out to take her hand. She stared at his fingers then placed her hand within his.

"We're going to get through this, Zoya."

"Lydia called, and she said Darren has left her." She watched his jaw tense.

"Baby, I've got to tell you something."

Zoya listened as he told her everything that happened with Darren, Lydia, and Ayaan. Tears filled her eyes as she thought about her friend being held with a lunatic who had a gun. "Why would she lie to me?"

"You're her friend, and Ayaan was trying to protect me. He knows how important you are to me. I'm not going to do it. I won't keep secrets that involve you. Lydia's your friend."

Zoya nodded. She understood both points. She still felt weak and exhausted from their fight.

Nodding, she took another bite of noodles. Asad changed the topic of their conversation.

"We'll start looking tomorrow for a place. I'll pay, and I'll make the necessary arrangements for us to be married."

"You don't need to marry me."

"I'm going to marry you."

Zoya looked up to see him staring at her. "No man is allowed to touch me?"

"Yes."

"What about you?" she asked.

"I'm not going to be touching any other man," he said, smirking.

"What about women? You've told me often enough that you've been with other women. I want to know whether you'll be faithful or not."

He stared at her. "And if I say no?"

"Then we'll bring a child up together, but you won't be touching me. I can't do it, Asad. I'm not going to be the kind of woman who turns her back."

"There won't be any other woman," he said. "You're the only person I need. The only person I'll ever need."

He squeezed her hand.

Was there any way for her to believe him?

She ate her food knowing in her heart and mind that she didn't have much of a choice. Her only option was to believe him, as otherwise she wouldn't be able to cope with such an uncertain future.

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And this one specially dedicated to Anopama🤗 she has always been very very excited about story from day one 😳 Love u ❤️