Chapter 14Asad looked breathtakingly elegant in his raven black tuxedo, snowy ruffled shirt and formal black bow tie when Zoya answered her door that night. "You look wonderful," she said softly.
His own gaze moved with glinting admiration over her vivid features, over her shining hair caught up in sophisticated twists at the back of her head, then froze for a moment at the tantalizing display of her creamy breasts swelling above the neckline of her black velvet sheath gown before sweeping over the straight skirt, which was slashed at the side from knee to heel. "Don't you like it?" Zoya asked, handing him a black velvet cape that was lined with white satin.
"I love them," he said, and Zoya blushed when she realized what he was referring to.
The Westin Hotel was located in Mumbai's magnificent Renaissance Center. In honor of the ball, a red carpet had been laid from the curb to the hotel's main entrance. Television cameras were positioned on both sides of it. As Asad's chauffeur pulled his limousine to a stop, newspaper photographers jostled their way to the front, their cameras raised.
A doorman stepped forward and opened Zoya's door. When Asad followed her out of the limousine and took her elbow, flashbulbs exploded on both sides, and television cameras tracked their progress up the red carpet.
The first person Zoya saw when they walked into the crowded ballroom was Samar. He saw them too, and he watched them approaching with a look of ill-concealed glee on his face. Yet when he put out his hand, Zoya noticed that Asad hesitated before acknowledging the greeting.
"You're back early from Malaysia," Samar remarked, seemingly oblivious to his friend's cold reserve. "I wonder why?"
"You know damned well why," Asad retorted grimly.
Samar's brows lifted, but he turned his tawny, appreciative gaze on Zoya. "I'd tell you how gorgeous you look, but at the moment, Asad is already restraining the urge to knock my teeth down my throat."
"Why?" Zoya gasped, her own gaze flying to Asad's granite features.
Samar answered with a chuckle. "It has something to do with two dozen red roses and a kiss he witnessed. He's forgotten about a girl I was in love with once but couldn't quite get up the nerve to ask to marry me. He got tired of waiting for me to bolster my courage, so he sent Ananya two dozen""
Asad's breath exploded in laughter. "You bas***d," he said good-naturedly, and this time his handclasp was sincere.
For Zoya it was a night of magic, a night filled with the scent of flowers, of twinkling chandeliers and glorious music. A night of dancing in Asad's arms and standing by his side while he introduced her to the people he knew"and he seemed to know everyone. People surrounded them the moment they stepped off the dance floor or paused to have a glass of champagne. It was obvious to Zoya that Asad was greatly respected and well liked, and she felt absurdly proud of him. And he was equally proud of her" she could see it in his warm smile when he introduced her to his acquaintances, and in the possessive way he kept his arm around her waist.
"Zoya?"
It was well after midnight. She tipped her head back and smiled up at him as they danced.
"Hmmm?"
"I would like to leave now." The desire in his gray eyes told Zoya why. She nodded, and without a protest let him lead her off the dance floor.
She had just decided that this was the most perfect night of her life when a familiar voice sent panic shooting through her entire nervous system. "Asad," Abbas Siddiqui said, his voice raised slightly, his face a mask of cordiality, "It's nice to see you."
Zoya's blood ran cold. Oh no! Not here, not like this! she prayed wildly.
"I don't believe we've met this young lady," Abbas added, his brows lifted toward Zoya in a politely inquiring manner that made her feel dizzy with relief.
She dragged her eyes from Abbas and looked at Dilshad Siddiqui and then Asad. Mother and son faced each other like polite strangers. With cool courtesy, Asad introduced them as "Abbas Siddiqui and his wife, Dilshad."
In the limousine a few minutes later, Zoya could feel Asad watching her. "What's wrong?" he finally asked.
She drew an unsteady breath. "Dilshad Siddiqui is your mother. Mary told me a few days ago."
His expression didn't alter. "Yes, she is."
"If I were your mother," Zoya said in a suffocated whisper, turning her head away. "I would be so proud of you. Every time I looked at you, I would think, that handsome, elegant, powerful man is my""
"Your lover," Asad whispered, dragging her into his arms and kissing her with fierce tenderness.
Zoya slid her fingers through his thick dark hair, holding his mouth to hers. "I love you," she whispered.
A sigh of relief seemed to go through Asad's body. "I was beginning to think you were never going to say that."
Zoya snuggled in his arms, but her contentment was short-lived. Her relief that Abbas Siddiqui hadn't exposed her slowly gave way to alarm. By pretending not to know Abbas and Dilshad in front of Asad, Zoya had participated in a flagrant deception that in a way made a fool of him. Panic rose in her chest. She would tell him tonight, after they made love. She had to tell him before the web of her deception entangled her more than it already had.
When they reached her apartment, Asad lifted her satin cape off her shoulders and draped it over a chair. His hands went to the buttons on his tuxedo jacket, and as he started to take it off, Zoya experienced a thrill of excitement. Turning, she walked over to the windows, trying to steady herself. She heard Asad come up behind her. "Would you like a drink?" she asked in a trembling voice.
"No." His arm slid around her waist, drawing her back against him as he bent his head and pressed a tantalizing kiss against her temple. Zoya's breathing became shallow and rapid as his warm lips touched her ear, then her nape, and his hands began moving lazily over her midriff. One hand angled down over her stomach to curve around her hip, while the other slid up and gently closed over a velvet-covered breast. His touch was exquisite delight, and when his fingers slipped beneath her bodice to tease and possessively caress her sensitive breast, Zoya felt the demanding heat of his rising passion pressing boldly against her from behind.
By the time his hands went to her shoulders, turning her into his arms, quick, piercing stabs of desire were shooting through Zoya's entire body. His parted lips touched hers as his arms drew her gently to his hardened length. He kissed her with a slow, melting hunger, which deepened moment by moment to a burning insistence and then burst into a ravenous urgency. His tongue plunged into her mouth in a deep, raw kiss.
Driven by a mixture of love and the fear of losing him, Zoya arched upward in a fevered need to share and stimulate his burning passion. She felt the gasp of his breath against her mouth as her tongue teased his warm lips, felt the reflexive clutching of his hands on her back and hips as she caressed the hard muscled flesh of his back and shoulders.
Somewhere in the recesses of his passion-drugged mind Asad was aware that Zoya was kissing him as she had never kissed him before, and that she was sensuously moving her hips against his rigid arousal, deliberately inciting the tidal waves of desire that were surging through him. But he didn't actually compare the uninhibited woman in his arms with the shyly uncertain girl she had been in Alibaug until Zoya pulled back and started to unfasten the studs from his shirtfront.
He looked down at her graceful hands, and his traitorous mind instantly replayed the same moment in Alibaug"except then he had had to put her hand on his shirt and urge her to unbutton it. That night she had been inexperienced and shy. She had obviously gained a great deal of experience since then.
Icy regret and disappointment poured through him, and he covered her fingers with his hands, stopping her. "Fix me a drink, will you?" he said, hating himself for what he was thinking and the way he was feeling about her.
Taken aback by the tired, defeated bitterness in his voice, Zoya dropped her hands. She went over to the bar, fixed him a bourbon and water and gave it to him. She saw his lips twist in a humorless smile when he noted that she remembered exactly what he preferred to drink, but without commenting on it, he lifted it to his lips and drank.
Zoya was bewildered by his attitude, but she was utterly stunned by his next words. Lowering the glass, he said, "Let's get it over with, so I can stop wondering. How many have there been?"
Zoya stared at him. "How many what?"
"Lovers," he clarified bitterly.
She could hardly believe her ears. After treating her as if her standards of morality were childish, after acting as if morality was a virtue, after telling her how men preferred experienced women, he was jealous. Because now he cared.
Zoya didn't know whether to hit him, burst out laughing or hug him. Instead she decided to exact just a tiny bit of revenge for all the misery and uncertainty he had put her through. Turning, she walked over to the bar and reached for a bottle of white wine. "Why should the number make any difference?" she asked innocently. "You told me in Alibaug that men don't prize virginity anymore, that they don't expect or want a woman to be inexperienced. Right?"
"Right," he said grimly, glowering at the ice cubes in his glass.
"You also said," she continued, biting back a smile, "that women have the same physical desires men have, and that we have the right to satisfy them with whomever we wish. You were very emphatic about that""
"Zoya," he warned in a low voice, "I asked you a simple question. I don't care what the answer is, I just want an answer so I can stop wondering. Tell me how many there were. Tell me if you liked them, if you didn't give a damn about them, or if you did it to get even with me. Just tell me. I won't hold it against you."
Like hell you wouldn't! Zoya thought happily as she struggled to uncork the bottle of wine. "Of course you won't hold it against me," she said lightly. "You specifically said""
"I know what I said," he snapped tersely. "Now, how many?"
She flicked a glance in his direction, implying that she was bewildered by his tone. "Only one."
Angry regret flared in his eyes, and his body tensed as if he had just felt a physical blow. "Did you... care about him?"
"I thought I loved him at the time," Zoya said brightly, twisting the corkscrew deeper into the cork.
"All right. Let's forget him," Asad said curtly. He finally noticed her efforts with the wine bottle and walked over to help her.
"Are you going to be able to forget him?" Zoya asked, admiring the ease with which he managed the stubborn cork.
"I will... after a while."
"What do you mean, after a while? You said there was nothing immoral about a woman satisfying her biological""
"I know what I said, dammit!"
"Then why do you look so angry? You didn't lie to me, did you?"
"I didn't he," he said, slamming the bottle onto the bar and reaching for a glass from the cabinet. "I believed it at the time."
"Why?" she goaded.
"Because it was convenient to believe it," he bit out. "I was not in love with you then."
Zoya loved him more at that moment than ever. "Would you like me to tell you about him?"
"No," he said coldly.
Her eyes twinkled, but she backed a cautious step out of his reach. "You would have approved of him. He was tall, dark and handsome, like you. Very elegant, sophisticated and experienced. He wore down my resistance in two days, and""
"Dammit, stop it!" Asad grated in genuine fury.
"His name is Ahmad."
Asad braced both hands on the liquor cabinet, his back to her. "I do not want to hear this!"
"Asad Ahmad Khan," Zoya clarified.
The relief Asad experienced was so intense that he hardly knew how to cope with it. He straightened and turned toward her. Zoya was standing in the center of the room, an angel in seductive black velvet, an exquisitely sensual young beauty with unconscious poise in every graceful line of her body.
She was in love with him.
At that moment he knew he wants to make her his wife. In his heart he knew that she belonged at his side as his bride; anything less would destroy her pride and shame her. That beautiful body of hers had been offered only to him. He could not accept her gift and her love and in return offer her some obscure, tenuous thing called a "meaningful relationship." Although she was very young he loved her, and she was wise enough not to play games with his life. She was also stubborn, willful and courageously defiant, as he had learned to his intense fury and frustration during the past several weeks...
He looked at her in silence, and then he drew a long deep breath. "Zoya," he began gravely, "I would like four daughters with wobbly blue eyes and studious horn-rimmed glasses on their little noses. Also, I've become very partial to your long hair, so if you could manage..." He saw the tears of joyous disbelief filling her eyes, and he jerked her into his arms, crushing her against his heart, jarred by the same emotions that were shaking her. "Sweetheart, please don't cry. Please don't," he whispered thickly, kissing her forehead, her cheek and finally her lips. Reminding himself that this was only Zoya's second experience with lovemaking, and that he was not going to rush her, Asad leaned down, swung her into his arms and carried her upstairs to the bedroom.
(Mature Content ~ 18+)
With his mouth still locked to hers, he slipped his hand from beneath her knees. The exquisite sensation of her legs sliding down his thighs made him catch his breath sharply. While he removed his clothes, Zoya undressed before his burning gaze. And when her lacy undergarments finally drifted to the floor, she lifted her face to his and stood before him unashamedly.
A shattering feeling of tenderness made Asad's hands shake as he cupped her face between his palms, his fingers trembling over her smooth features. After weeks of stubbornly defying him and coldly denying him, Zoya was looking at him now with unconcealed surrender. Love glowed in her eyes, a love so quietly intense that he felt both humbled and profoundly proud. "Zoya," he said, his deep voice raw with the new, unaccustomed emotions inside him, "I love you too."
In answer, she slid her hands up his bare chest, wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed herself against the full length of his naked, rigidly aroused body, sending flames of desire shooting uncontrollably through his bloodstream. Trying to restrain his exploding passion, he bent his head and kissed her. Her soft lips parted; his tongue slipped between them for one sweet arousing taste, withdrew... then hungrily, urgently, plunged again, and suddenly it was out of control. With a low groan he pulled her down onto the bed and rolled her onto her back, pressing her into the pillows, his hands and mouth fiercely urgent as he kissed and caressed her.
Somewhere in the tumult of her whirling senses, Zoya realized that Asad's lovemaking was different tonight. In Alibaug he had handled her body as a maestro handles a familiar instrument, his hands deft, skilled; tonight there was a tormenting gentleness, a subtle reverence in the way his hands caressed and excited her. In Alibaug his passion had been carefully controlled, restrained; tonight he was as desperate for her as she was for him.
His lips and tongue touched her breasts, circling her hardened nipples, and Zoya lost the ability to think at all. Her fingers clenched convulsively in his thick hair, holding his head to her breast, then glided over the bunched muscles of his shoulders and arms. "I want you," he whispered hoarsely. "I want you so much!"
His hoarse words of passion inflamed her, and his whispered endearments stirred her to her soul. Each touch of his seeking fingers, each brush of his lips and tongue sent her soaring higher and higher into a universe where nothing existed except the wild beauty of his lovemaking.
When his hands parted her thighs, Zoya moaned in her throat and arched her hips to him. Asad's restraint broke. His lips captured hers in a deep, raw kiss and he plunged into her incredible warmth. "Move with me, sweetheart," he coaxed thickly, and when Zoya did, he groaned and drove full length into her. The fierce hunger of his deep strokes, the urgency of each thrust, sent waves of shivering ecstasy shooting through Zoya, an ecstasy that finally exploded with a force that tore a low scream from her throat. Asad tightened his arms around her, crushing her to him, and with one final plunge, he joined her in blissful oblivion.Early the next morning she was jarred awake by the harsh ringing of the phone. Reaching across Asad's naked chest, she picked up the receiver and answered it. "It's Samar"for you," she said, handing him the phone.
After a brief conversation he hung up, then swung his legs off the bed and combed his hands through his hair. "I have to fly to Dubai today," he explained with a mixture of regret and resignation. "A few months ago I bought an oil company owned by a man who over the years had alienated all his employees. My people have been trying to negotiate with those same employees on their new contracts, but they're used to promises being made and not kept. They're demanding to talk to me, or else they're going on strike." He was already pulling on his trousers and shrugging into his shirt.
"I'll see you tomorrow at the office," he promised a few minutes later at the front door. He drew her into his arms for a long, drugging kiss, then reluctantly released her. "I may have to fly all night to get here, but I'll be back tomorrow. I promise."
Edited by iluvasya - 9 years ago
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