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Am here with an OS on Sanam. I will update other stories if I will get time before Ramazan or else after Ramazan.
Jannat to Sanam OS : Biggest punishment
She broke down completely as she sat on her knees on a deserted road crying out loud. Her tears uncontrallable and her sobs undying. She felt like to kill herself. Her soul and heart were accusing her and she just can't look away from them. She did a sin and she didn't know is it forgiveable. She was digusted of her ownself, disgusted for doing such a sin, was her love so weak? So weak to fail like this? Yes, she failed her love! She fail herself. She cried and cried when she heared that voice calling her that make her stop, numb for a moment.
"Jannat!"
She wiped her tears with determination and stood up. She took a deep breath and turned to see him, Shaad! That stranger who caused her this immense pain and took advantage of her no not him but she herself let him do it.
"I am sorry, Jannat! Please forgive me"Shaad pleaded helplessly for the sin that He did.
She looked at him with red puffy eyes and a determination of not being weak in it.
"Jann..."He wanted to say something, too sooth her pain but was stopped by her as she showed him, her palm indicating him to stop
"stop! Stop it! First of all am NOT Jannat, I AM Sanam and secondly LEAVE ME ALONE"She said strongly gritting her teeth, seething in anger
"look Jan.."Shaad stopped and corrected himself "Sanam... I know, I did wrong but please believe me I did it for you only"He stated
"for me? Or for yourself? Never mind, I don't want to talk with you so please Leave"Sanam said angrily looking away
"Sanam, I wanted to tell you but your health didn't allow me"he tried to explain
"TO HELL WITH MY HEALTH! MARNE DIYA HOTA MUJHE"Sanam shouted
"how could I let you die Jann... I mean Sanam? I started to love you"He confessed
"love? You love me? And what about my love?"this time she asked brokenly
"I tried but couldn't find anything about you...forgive me please"Shaad replied
"I forgive you. I have no reason to get angry at a stranger, a stranger should not be believed but I did and that was MY mistake not your's. You are no one to me so I have no reason to get angry at you. Tum ja sakte ho"Sanam said softly, crying at her own situation
Shaad stood shocked and numb. He couldn't digest the fact that he has become stranger in his Jannat life when a while back he was her husband, then he was her everything but now? Now he is nothing.
"Jann... Sanam, don't give me such a huge punishment, do anything but not this just don't make me a paraya like this"Shaad pleaded
"ap apne kab the?"Sanam asked and then said "I have accepted your words, you have got your forgiveness now please accept my words too and leave me alone you have done enough damage in my life"
Saying so Sanam left with a broken heart of betraying her Ahil while Shaad stood with silent tears flowing from his eyes, dreading at his loss.
You cannot predict life, you cannot know what next moment will bring and just like that he also didn't know. He was living with her happily, their relationship may not be like a husband and wife but they were together, together as a couple. She was his only dear one and was his source of life but then everything shattered, his life, his personal heaven, his Jannat, as soon they came in Bhopal everything was changing, he noticed but he never knew the change will be such a drastic that Jannat will get her memory.
He stood numb, unable to react at the situation at the punishment that he get. Being a stranger in your own love life after those beautifull days was soo much huge punishment.
Shaad cried as he whispered - "today I know Jannat how you must have felt when you saw Ahil, when your heart must be telling you that you know him but he was a stranger to you. Today I know, why Ahil was showing so much interest in you, and today I know how Ahil must have felt when he would have seen his wife, his love with me as my wife and love, and himself as a stranger, how painful it would have been for him to live every moment being a stranger in his wife life. Today, I knows all those pain. Today, I am alone, all alone to fight with myself but fault was mine, I knew Jannat that you has your own identity, I knew that you love someone but I ignored and ignored and today here I stood all alone. Forgive yourself too if possible!"
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I know it suckss but I couldn't stop myself from penning it down. It was all about the feeling of Sanam and Shaad and what will hapened between them after this revealation I mean after Sanam get her memory back. I am ready for chappal and tamater but please leave your reviews.
Am here with an OS on Sanam. I will update other stories if I will get time before Ramazan or else after Ramazan.
Jannat to Sanam OS : Biggest punishment
She broke down completely as she sat on her knees on a deserted road crying out loud. Her tears uncontrallable and her sobs undying. She felt like to kill herself. Her soul and heart were accusing her and she just can't look away from them. She did a sin and she didn't know is it forgiveable. She was digusted of her ownself, disgusted for doing such a sin, was her love so weak? So weak to fail like this? Yes, she failed her love! She fail herself. She cried and cried when she heared that voice calling her that make her stop, numb for a moment.
"Jannat!"
She wiped her tears with determination and stood up. She took a deep breath and turned to see him, Shaad! That stranger who caused her this immense pain and took advantage of her no not him but she herself let him do it.
"I am sorry, Jannat! Please forgive me"Shaad pleaded helplessly for the sin that He did.
She looked at him with red puffy eyes and a determination of not being weak in it.
"Jann..."He wanted to say something, too sooth her pain but was stopped by her as she showed him, her palm indicating him to stop
"stop! Stop it! First of all am NOT Jannat, I AM Sanam and secondly LEAVE ME ALONE"She said strongly gritting her teeth, seething in anger
"look Jan.."Shaad stopped and corrected himself "Sanam... I know, I did wrong but please believe me I did it for you only"He stated
"for me? Or for yourself? Never mind, I don't want to talk with you so please Leave"Sanam said angrily looking away
"Sanam, I wanted to tell you but your health didn't allow me"he tried to explain
"TO HELL WITH MY HEALTH! MARNE DIYA HOTA MUJHE"Sanam shouted
"how could I let you die Jann... I mean Sanam? I started to love you"He confessed
"love? You love me? And what about my love?"this time she asked brokenly
"I tried but couldn't find anything about you...forgive me please"Shaad replied
"I forgive you. I have no reason to get angry at a stranger, a stranger should not be believed but I did and that was MY mistake not your's. You are no one to me so I have no reason to get angry at you. Tum ja sakte ho"Sanam said softly, crying at her own situation
Shaad stood shocked and numb. He couldn't digest the fact that he has become stranger in his Jannat life when a while back he was her husband, then he was her everything but now? Now he is nothing.
"Jann... Sanam, don't give me such a huge punishment, do anything but not this just don't make me a paraya like this"Shaad pleaded
"ap apne kab the?"Sanam asked and then said "I have accepted your words, you have got your forgiveness now please accept my words too and leave me alone you have done enough damage in my life"
Saying so Sanam left with a broken heart of betraying her Ahil while Shaad stood with silent tears flowing from his eyes, dreading at his loss.
You cannot predict life, you cannot know what next moment will bring and just like that he also didn't know. He was living with her happily, their relationship may not be like a husband and wife but they were together, together as a couple. She was his only dear one and was his source of life but then everything shattered, his life, his personal heaven, his Jannat, as soon they came in Bhopal everything was changing, he noticed but he never knew the change will be such a drastic that Jannat will get her memory.
He stood numb, unable to react at the situation at the punishment that he get. Being a stranger in your own love life after those beautifull days was soo much huge punishment.
Shaad cried as he whispered - "today I know Jannat how you must have felt when you saw Ahil, when your heart must be telling you that you know him but he was a stranger to you. Today I know, why Ahil was showing so much interest in you, and today I know how Ahil must have felt when he would have seen his wife, his love with me as my wife and love, and himself as a stranger, how painful it would have been for him to live every moment being a stranger in his wife life. Today, I knows all those pain. Today, I am alone, all alone to fight with myself but fault was mine, I knew Jannat that you has your own identity, I knew that you love someone but I ignored and ignored and today here I stood all alone. Forgive yourself too if possible!"
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I know it suckss but I couldn't stop myself from penning it down. It was all about the feeling of Sanam and Shaad and what will hapened between them after this revealation I mean after Sanam get her memory back. I am ready for chappal and tamater but please leave your reviews.
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