SAHIL FF STRUGGLES OF LOVE AND RELATIONS PT6 ADDED PG 18 - Page 8

PART - 5

All member of ibrahims were getting ready for the breakfast as it was rule to get up and be ready for breakfast by 8. Aahil and rehaan were planning how to talk to khan sisters separately away from their family. Tanveer and sanam2 were planning how to keep them apart together.

Other members were getting groomed as per routine but this time all were feeling agitated because at breakfast sana Malik was going to declare her final decision about sanam's departure. A sense of tension was in the atmosphere as all were sure that sana will never allow sanam to part her way from them but they were also well known by the fact that sanam never changes her decision and sana always appear to be comfortable with them but again this time it was different.This time it was question of sanam's leaving her love for them and the her sole reason to leave.

As everyone were starting to settle down at breakfast table.Zain asked where Sanam and Sana was.

ZAIN : " bhai where is ami and di you know they are here at 8 and I know seher won't be up so early u know how sleepy she is."

ARMAAN : " they will be here in due time and go and wake up seher you know its her first fay in office today ". he turned towards everyone and said, " I know u all must be worried about ami's decision and Sanam 's reaction but we know what ever ami will decide it will be better for us even allowing her to leave us ."All agreed with armaan's thought and finally settled down to eat the breakfast.Aahil 's eyes were searching Sanam and ultimately he saw her turning up from stairs fully clad in black anarkali suit with hairs tied up in a pony tail looking like a angel simple yet elegant. Something was different about her on which he cant put his assumptions something which his old Sanam didn't have coldness she was filled with warmth and love for everyone but this Sanam she totally have overpowered his Sanam a sense of authority was in this Sanam.As Sanam descended from stairs all stopped their respective. conversation and listened to hers on her phone

" oh come on akash I Know the task I have assigned you is difficult but I know you can do this plz do it.and about the new secretary plz dont include me in this select whoever you want whose cv and requirements matches with the job okay."

Sensing everyones gaze on her she went towards the breakfast table and greeted everybody morning at the same time Sana came and she toucherher feet and greeted her as well then she turn towards Zain and said, " Zain plz wake seher up I guess she will be angry with me and wont listen to me as its first day today I want her to be early as directed."

Zain agreed and started to go to seher when she came by herself shocking everyone because she wasn't a morning person.

SEHER : " No need to come Zain as I am familiar that today I am going to take some ones place so why not from today as I have to become responsible and have to take care of myself because some people are fed up of me so I should prepare myself to live without their presence in my life."

Sanam smiled knowing her sister very well she was trying to provoke her to say something. Sana greeted everybody and she can see that everybody were waiting to hear her including Sanam who was searching answer in her eyes. Everybody had their breakfast in perfect silence until it was broken by armaan who know that his mother wont say anything until Sanam says something and said th Aahil and rehaan to come at office for meeting they compiled as well as seher. Seher who asked Sanam to also come got a negative reply in return.

"now I guess I have to give you an invitation to come or else you thought that now seher is owner let her do all the work " said SEHER with raised eyes.

" I think in anger you forgot one thing that today is thursday and I dont have habit to go office that day I have to be somewhere else rather than office and good luck for your first day" said Sanam with a smile.

All started to go when a voice from back stopped them.

" stop there all of you and come back here"said Sana." I know I have to take the final decision". She went where Sanam was standing and said," I dont know why you have decided to leave us must be some unyielding reason but remember one thing that door of my heart and maalik's family will never be closed for you .You are the daughter of this house beta plz try to understand. "At sanam's nod she continued further, " I know my approval means alot to you".She took a deep breath and said, " I allow you to go to Pubjab".

Shock would be an understatement about how horrified faces of other members have become.They were always sure that Sanam and Sana were inseparable but here she has agreed to let her leave.Seher was about to open her mouth when Sana silenced her by raising her hand.

" I am not done yet so all of you be quite until I finished .Yes, agreed that I have given you permission to go but in return I will ask you to give me a promise," said Sana strictly.

"promise ? What promise I dont understand what are you talking about," asked Sanam confusefly.

" Yes a promise. A promise that in return whatever I ask you have to give me", said Sana pledgingly

" badi ma why the Promise you know that I always do what you ask so why the formality ," said Sanam.

"No swear on me that you will do what I ask," said Sana.

"but----"

"plz just swear on me plz just considered this as my last wish".

"BADI MA!"

Taking a deep breath with a strong voice, " ok fine if that's what you want than be it I Sanam asad ahmed Khan take an oath that what ever will you ask even my life I will do it happily so now tell me what do you want".

" Say yes for remarrying again,"said Sana shocking everyone especially Sanam.

A dreadful silence prevailed in the surrounding no one knows what to say or what to do. Yes they thought the possibility of Sana giving the permission but not this.For three months seher was making efforts to convince Sanam for remarrige but she never gave in but today she will do it.

Sanam shockingly took her hands off from sana's. Seeing this Sana said," plz dont misunderstand me I know what I demanded is not an easy thing but beta this was the only way to ensure that you are not alone in whatever you are doing. I know how difficult is to live alone to bear the pain that there us no one to share your burden of difficulties seher is here and we all are there for her but you are going to be alone and knowing you ,you will never say this to anyone but you have to move on in your life you have to forget your past your previous marrige beta plz try to understand what I am saying".

Listening sana's words she came out of her trance and said," I totally understand your concerns but this is always not necessary that for moving on you have to be with someone and about forgetting my past I am sorry I cant do this I cant never forget it because till I free myself from chains of my past I can never move on in my life but as I gave you an oath that I will do whatever you want and you want my consent right ".

" Yes I want that but it doesnot mean that only for oath you are doing this I want your consent from your heart and I am giving you time till tonight I know you will take the right decision "

Sanam nodded in response and left to go to hospital.Seher went towards Sana and told her that she is happy for her decision of sanam's remarrige and thanked her to convince Sanam but she will not let Sanam leave everything and go like that at this everyone. agreed and left for meeting except one also left but was numb inside.

Aahil was shocked he dont know what to do or say yesterday he met Sanam a new Sanam and today infront of his eyes his sanam's marriage was fixed.How could Sanam agreed to something like this when he is here now.

But on the other side a small voice from his heart said that this was what he did he married infront of her he insulted her he pretended to move on and now when she was doing same then why he is so hurt. Their relationship had ended in state of rage he was not in his senses when he signed the divorce papers now nothing could be done.But for once he have to talk with her something was wrong with her something he could not put finger whenever he see in Sanam eyes an unknown pain reflect in those eyes and it made him restless he wanted to know was he the reason of that pain.

lost in his thoughts he never know when they reached at office until rehaan 's voice brought him back to the world.

" bhai we have reached at the office and I must say the office is quite enchanting its interior is beautiful right ," said rehaan impressively looking all around the office.

"yeah right its beautiful just like sanam's taste ,"said Aahil absent-mindly not knowing he has said aloud.

"What sanam's taste,"said rehaan knowingly.

Aahil pretended as if he hasn't listen anything and continued to explore the office.At armaan's cabin they met sid who was also there and asked about Sanam which irked Aahil most.

" eeverything is fine right. Nothing wrong?" said sid tensely.

" I will tell you after the meeting you wont believe what had happen," said seher.

"ok"

The meeting went awesome both the businesseman were impressed by the other both Aahil and armaan agreed to merge their companies professionaly.They decided to take a break and seher decided to tell sid everything from sanam's decision to sana's.

" WHAT? marriage and Sanam no way you know how sensitive is she about the topic and she agreed I didn't expected this ," said sid shockingly.

" not only you but I also didnt anticipate this I have tried every possible way to convince her to remarry and forget that person who never valued her nut she never listen to me but today I am happy that this is happening and I promise I will find the perfect guy for her," said seher pointedly and looking for the first time directly to Aahil as if challengeing him to see it.

" Yeah seher we will find the perfect guy for her that she will forget that man," said armaan agreebly .

Aahil appeared as if their words have no effect. on him but at inside he cringed at every word and tried to block the images and thoughts of Sanam with some one else.Where as rehaan was trying to predict seher's actions he was sure now that her intension was not to see Aahil and Sanam togather but why , he have to explain her that they were made for each other and its destiny and he have to apologize. to her for his deeds and manofy her and win her back because he is not liking his seher and zain's interaction he have to do something.

Sid's voice brought them back from their thoughts. " but still I dont know that why only thursday Sanam is not. present in office where does she go all her important meetings are never scheduled om that day,"said sid confusedly.

SEHER : "Now this question only one person knows aans that is armaan bhai even I dont know being her sister and now itcis uptown him to tell----

"Yeah so that Sanam should kill me in my young age right what a sister are u ,"said armaan sarcastically. "Anyways sid also knows onething which others dont right? "

"oh hello which thing as far as I know there isn't anything which Sanam has told me,"said sid confusedly.

"Yeah you forgot that the project on which you both are working the project which Sanam never allow to see any details to anyone and only toh know that,"said seher.

"oh then what Sanam wants it to be a secret till it is ready and I wont tell it to anybody because I dont have a death wish so dont ask ok," said sid looking at seher.

Meanwhile at a certain hospital Sanam was standing outside a room separated ny a glass window staring intently at a figure resting on a bed that figure was her badi ami who was im coma since six months due to her. she felt a hand rested on her shoulder.

" She will be alright you know. her progress has been improving in no time she would be here with you and plz stop blaming yourself ," said Hina who was her friend aa well as her doctor.

" how can I dont blame myself knowing that I am the reason today she is here in this state if only...only I hadn't lost my temper that day then she be here lifeless,"said Sanam looking mournful and remincing that fateful day which she will regret all her Life.

FLASHBACK :

It had been a few days since the incident at ibrahim mansion. They were at mallik mansion. Sanam was still in pain from the divorce and Aahil ' s lake of trust in her that she had hurted herself many times and it was enough for dilshad to confront her and take her out from self destruction mode.It was again the day when Sanam had hurted herself and dilshad took her bleeding hand and started reprimanding her to take care of herself listening to her words. sanam's anger went to its peak and she shouted, " enough is enough you are saying me to forget everything of all people you all my life we were together but you hide the truth from me about my parents tell me why? come on tell me why? ".

All were shocked at sanam's outburst especially her disrespect to dilshad because she never raise her voice infront of elders let alone dilshad.Dilshad know that today she have to give answers and said," I know I have hide the truth about your parents from you because after their death we had left everything and came here and I wanted to start afresh I dont want the shadows from past to have any influence on tour present and future."

" my present and future for that you hid the truth from me this present which had left me nothing and for future on which I have lost all my hopes brilliant you concealed the truth of my parents death oh sorry death or I can say it was a brutal murder and again my twin sister whose existence I dont know till few days you also lied me about her, " said Sanam furiously not thinking what she is saying in anger.

"I hid about seher from you because I wasn't sure about her esixtence because I though. she also died in fire along with asad and zoya plz try to understand plz, " said dilshad pleadingly.

" I dont want to listen anything because of you I married the man I hated and then fell in love and got deeply hurted by him all because of you," said Sanam and started to left when she heard voices of everyone shouting her badi ami's name.When she turned she stood rigid not moving because there she saw her badi ami unconscious. Soon she was taken to the hospital and was declared to be in coma because of alot of stress and shock.Seher along with everyone tried to reassure her that it wasn't her fault and what she said was just in fit of anger and no one blames her for dilshad's state but she start blaming herself.

FLASHBACK ENDED :

" I guess there is alot of improvement and if my calculation is right only two months will take to recover her from coma come on we should discuss about you now," said Hina and Sanam nod her head im response and with a last look to dilshad she left with Hina.

" I estimated that you should tell everyone about your condition look they have right to know especially seher you cant hide them from long," said Hina reprimandly as she observed sanam's reports.

" I know I cant hide my illness that long that's why I am going away from them I cant tell them that I have cancer because they all are happy there is a marriage at home happiness is everywhere and I cant turn these happiness into wistfullness plz I beg you dont tell anybody ," said sanam pleadingly.

" but your condition will become worst when u wont take your medicines om time and what reason will you gave when one asks you," said Hina trying to reason her.

" that will be on me how I am doing this but plz you wont tell anyone I know at time they will know but not now I have to do something before I leave for punjab," said Sanam.

"which work?" asked Hina.

" lets say I have to save a sinking ship who is hell bent on drowning itself, " said Sanam thinking of Aahil .

" what? " said Hina not understanding.

" nothing u wont understand I have to go somewhere I will come and meet you tomorrow, " said Sanam and hugged her and left to orphanage.

A lot was going through Sanam's mind while driving to orphanage especially thoughts of morning event. Remarrying again was the last thing in sanam's plans but today she took an oath of remarrying again because of Badi ma.She could not and would not deny anything her badi ma because she doesn't want to hurt her as she did to badi ami.But how could she give a lifetime commitment again to anyone when she is not sure how long she will live she cannot ruin someone's life by leaving him and another reason is that how she could give those happiness, those rights to someone else knowing that she will never love. someone else rather than him.Aahil.his name was and will always be imprinted in her heart she could not love someone like she loved and still love Aahil.She could not forget the look when her marriage was announced a deep pain and longing along with hurt was in his eyes but why when he is happy with Sanam2.She stopped the car near the gate and took a deep breath telling herself that she have to stop these thoughts of someone else's husband. Yes, Aahil was not hers he is now somebody else's husband and Sanam asad Khan. never yearned for those things and those people who are not hers.

Meanwhile at the office rehaan was pacing thinking how to corner seher and have a talk and finally he though an idea.He marched towards armaan and seher who were iimmersed in deep conversation.

"oh armaan you know that we never had a whole tour of the office so I was wondering that why not have it if you dont mind," said rehaan glancing at her angry face and was aware that seher wont deny him infront of armaan.

" hmm why not you should have a tour but right now me and Aahil are having a discussion about a project so why not seher should come with you right seher," said armaan to seher.

" sure why not, " said seher with a fake smile. " come"

As they walked out of the cabin leaving a surprised Aahil with armaan.Here seher was professionally giving rehaan the details about the office not giving him a chance to ask some personal questions. After a while being frustrated this cold behavior of seher stopped and grabbed seher's hand and said, " stop the act seher.Stop behaving like a stranger as if you dont know me at all here I am making every effort to talk with you and you are discarding every thing."

Seher with narrowed eyes said, " Mr.rehaan Qureshi if you dont know are you have forgotten then let me remind you that you were the one who said that I have to forget every single thing that happened between us you were the one who said that nothing is left between us so I am only acting upon your words and the other thing be in your limits you and your precious Aahil bhai are here as a guests so be the one."

"seher I know that you are angry with me and I am also aware that I have hurted you alot but plz give me a chance to explain myself --

rehaan was interrupted by seher ," chance did you give me the chance to explain myself .No, you didn't you just declare that I was at the fault so why should I listen to you? "

" seher plz try to understand I was helpless I didn't have any other option rather than let you go plz I was and will be always in love with you dont doubt that," said rehaan with moist eyes.

" listen I dont care you were helpless or not we were over and I have moved on so you should also and plz stay away from us," said seher sternly.

" stay away listen you I dont know whats going on in your head why you are happy about sanam's remarrige knowing very well that Sanam and Aahil bhai are and wil be madly in love with each other then why are you encouraging your sister to go ahead with this decision ,"said rehaan angrily.

"wait a minute what love are you talking about that one which didn't stop your bhai from signing divorce papers without a single thought or that love which is the reason why Sanam haal changed so much a cold hearted girl who once cared for everyone, " replied seher with equal anger.

" I know what bhai did was wrong but at that time circumstances were so worse that he in anger didn't think what he was doing because she accused his mother of murder," said rehaan.

" I dont care about your precious begum sahiba we know what we did wala right and you lot choose not to believe it so that's not our problem and the question that is left about sanam's marriage then it is her decision what she wants to do she deserves happiness which Aahil failed to give her and today I am openly telling You that I will bring a perfect guy in my sisters life who will not take her for granted unlike your brother and sid is that guy do what you want to do," said seher raising finger infront of rehaan's eyes.

" if this is your final decision then hear also mine I will bring Aahil bhai and Sanam together as they are made for each other and that's my promise to you that in the end you yourself will help me and the other thing I know. what I did was wrong and I am also familiar with the fact that you still love me despite your denying and that's my promise that I will win you back and make you mine," said rehaan cupping seher's face and with that words he left leaving a flabbergasted seher behind.

Later when Sanam was driving back home she saw a women unconscious in car and without thinking twice she rushed her to hospital where Hina works and she left the girl in hina's care and left.By the time she reached home everyone from office were also back as it was dinner time and she left to get freshed.

All were eating dinner as usual. Sanam in her peripheral vision saw all were eyeing each other as if to say something to her but one gaze whose Sanam was hell bent to ignore was aahil's who was eating less and gazing her more which was noticed by three. persons rehaan, seher and sanam2. As dinner was eaten and all were ready to leave Sana voiced her thoughts

" wait everyone," said Sana and turned towards Sanam. "Sanam I need to hear your decision and plz tell me you whole heartedly accept the marriage"

Sanam went towards Sana and said, " you know that I never deny what you demand so my answer is yes." shocking everybody especially Aahil and rehaan and making seher , tanveer and sanam2 happy.

" No I dont want to listen this yes because I made you so I want to listen that yes which is straight from your heart beta you have to forget him that man stop living in his Memories move on in your life," said Sana pleadingly and again making Aahil feeling hurt and Aahil who wala only waiting for sanam's answer.

" Badi ma who said that I am living in his memories who said that I hadn't forgotten him , forgetting someone doesn't means that when he is infront one dwells in yearning for him in my opinion forgetting means that when he is infront of you it shouldnt matter to you it doesn't affects you seeing him doesn't affects you and today I am saying that if he is infront of me or ever will be then it wont matter to me his actions wont matter to me nor his being with someone else will have some sort of effect on me because he and I were over. I am accepting remarrying again from my heart, " said Sanam expressionlessly and for the first time gazing in aahil's eyes.

No one knows what to say or do but seher taking the lead despite of being angry with Sanam hugs her tightly and said," congratulations I know You have done right and I promise I will find you a perfect guy but one question I want to ask are you happy?"

Sanam was silent for a moment and said with a fake smile which doesnt reaches to her eyes, " I know you are happy and if you are happy then I am also and on the other hand if badi ma thinks that by remarrying again I will be happy then be it."

As everyone congratulated Sanam including tanveer and sanam2 while hugging tanveer Sanam whispered to her, " dont he so happy because this is only the beginning I will manipulate. circumstances in a way that you and your minion will never find the way out." Tanveer shivered a bit and Sanam was quite please on the effect. No one noticed that Aahil went to his room in a very angry mood.

As everyone retired to their rooms. Aahil went in search of Sanam whom he saw moving around talking on phone. He went to Sanam and waiting for her to finished her call.

" oh come on akash what's the matter You couldnt talk on phone and want ro meet in person. okay I will meet You tomorrow bye," said Sanam and turned and came face to face with Aahil.With wide Eyes took a step back and raised her eyebrows as if to ask what are you doing here.

" oh sorry I startled you I just want to congratulate you for marrying oops remarrying again," said Aahil with a calm face.

" well thank you very much Mr. Ibrahim, " said Sanam putting a happy face which further instigate aahil's anger and he took a step closer to her and asked, " so are You happy?"

Sanam with a frown and made a comfortable. distance between them and said ," watch your move Mr.Ibrahim I guess you have come to wrong Sanam I am not your wife Sanam with whom you were standing in such a close proximity and I am happy or not should not concern you ."

Aahil again moving closer and grabbed sanam's arms and said," stop behaving like we dont know each other or once we were not in each others life. "

" we were out of each others life six months back thanks to you and your mother so what I do shouldnt be a problem for u understood now leave me," said Sanam trying to wriggle out of aahil's grip but to only find it tightening.

" I wont leave You until I get my answer why aren't you happy? why there is no happiness in your eyes which every girl have when they are getting married? its me right you are not happy because its not me," said Aahil smirkingly.

Sanam finally getting out of his grip and her face red with anger," its non of your business and what did you say because of you right, you are absolutely right because of you I am getting married and who sad I am not happy because you have seen my eyes devoid of any emotions so for your kind information these eyes are like this since you broke me into nothing because of you my trust in any relation has vanished and on what basis what rights are You asking me these questions so let me again inform you that we are divorced so every right on me of you are no more and other thing you are someone else's husband so why you are not with your wife why are you here with me, these kind of actions doesn't suits a nawab's dignity so next time think ten times then ask your queries because I am not that Sanam now whom you gave your any scrap and she handled it ."

Then they heard a voice," what you two are doing here," said sanam2.and without listening them she rounded on Sanam and said," now you Sanam what are you doing here with Aahil just now you have declared your marriage and here with Aahil ---

" excuse me be in your limits this is my house I can go where I want so never cross your limits with me again I swear I wont tolerate your rubbish and by the way I have no interest im you or your husband so next time beware, " said Sanam fiercely and went away leaving them alone.

"you come with me," said sanam2 hautly.

" story ordering around me I will do what I want so again be in your limits," saying that he went away in his room disturbed and sanam2 was seething in anger.

In sanam's room Sanam was standimg infront of asad and zoya thinking what to do now and decided if Aahil want her to be happy then exactly what she will do she will show him that how happy she is ny remarrying again.A text message brought her out of jwr revive.

" mam this is your new secretary I want to talk about ," said akash text and down there was a photo of ...

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