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For some bizarre reason I watched the last part of today's episode...actually I watched it twice, there was something about it that struck a chord...and as if by magic this happened.
Hope you like it, do let me know what you think 😊
Love Saima
She carried on starring pleading with her moist eyes to follow through with what I saw as a childish act, how could ones past as horrific as mine simply disappear with a balloon, how could this ever work?
I tried to get her to see the pain that was gripping me from within but she refused, adamant that by doing this I would be lightening the burden I have been carrying for years.
As she continued to write down my most most feared dreams, the things that caused me to shatter over and over again I stood there unable to move unable to deny her anymore.
My hands trembled as I held it in my hand 'Ahil, let go' she whispered, I bore deep into her eyes 'please...let go'. She held on to my hands and caressed them softly before she opened my fingers.
I saw it fly away, for the longest time my eyes followed it, with no power to think anything I let my heart take over. As it disappeared into the night sky I felt a trickle down my cheek, I was crying.
With every nightmare she made me release I cried some more, until I could cry no more.
How could this be real, letting go, was it really that easy?
She held me close, so close as if our hearts beat as one, it may have been the white balloons that took away something but more than that it was her, she stepped forward into my life that was surrounded by nothing but darkness, but today that dark place had started to fade, I could see the little lights of hope she was trying to ignite. Hope that one day there will be no fear, no pain and no dark places.
Seher Hone Ko Hai
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