Aahil : And I Kept Burning ❤️ - Page 4

Originally posted by: pinks2911

Beautiful poem!

Love, hush.

YES THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU I'M GONNA WRITE STUFF AND BITS FROM YOUR POEM IS GONNA BE THE TITLE AND IMMA CREDIT YOU IN CAPS!!!!!

I will bruh. I hate it when people take your stuff and keep it for them selves and then they get the applaud.

Happened to me in year 6. We were doing a powerpoint presentation thing and I figured how to make pictures move around.

A turd that sat next to me saw it and told the teacher and she got 10 raffle tickets while I just sat there going that bitch.

Raffle tickets at what used to be my school in the middle of no where are those things that when you get 100 of them you get a prize from the box.

They are actually used for those lucky dip things.

Oh, Micheal Jackson!

Well then you are the tupac + eminem + biggie + nas + rakim of poetry.

They do poems to. Beautifully heartbreaking ones. Well some of them did.

A few of them are dead now.

I think my emotions are in check now, I think. 12 in the morning. Voting for a slash madness tournament while replying to comments. IM PUMPED.

#SOREADY.

THERE IS SO MUCH GOING ON THIS POEM I SWEAR TO GOD I'M GONNA WRITE AN ESSAY RN.

The light grew, only to get lit in another.

I should have known, shouldn't have bothered.

It burnt me more, to see that light,

Going far, far away from my sight.

THIS. How. I mean how the f**k did you do this. Who did you kill.

The lIGHT ONLY GREW TO GET LIT IN ANOTHER -IS THIS AAHIL NOT BEING /JEALOUS/ BUT BEING /BROKEN/ BECAUSE THE GIRL HE LOVES IE SANAM IS SLOWLY VENTURING TOWARDS REHAAN AND HE SHOULD HAVE /KNOWN/ BECAUSE NOONE LOVES HIM// /NOONE/ //HE LOVES HIS AMMI SHE IS THE QUEEN, THE GOD IN HIS EYES HE WILL FOLLOW HER EVERY ORDER UNTIL THE DAY HE DIES BUT DEEP INSIDE //BEHIND THE WALLS OF CONCRETE AND STEEL AND ARROGANCE AND INDIFFERENCE// HE /KNOWS/ HE KNOWS THAT HIS AMMI DOESN'T LOVE HIM THE SAME WAY HE KNOWS THAT HIS ABBU LEFT WELTS OF PURPLE AND BLUE AND RED ON HIS SKIN//SO HE SHOULD HAVE /KNOWN/ THAT SANAM WOULD LEAVE HIM// THAT REHAAN WOULD LEAVE HIM TOO //OR MAYBE BE KNEW THAT REHAAN WOULD LEAVE ALL ALONG// HE JUST THOUGHT THIS WOULDN'T BE THE THING THAT MADE HIM LEAVE// AND HE SHOULDN'T HAVE EVEN /BOTHERED/ BECAUSE THINGS AS BEAUTIFUL AS SANAM WILL /BURN/ IN FRONT OF HIM THEY WITHER AND BREAK AND ROT //AND HE KNOWS // HE KNOWS//BUT HE STILL TRIED// HE TREID SO DAMN HARD// AND THIS IS MAKING ME SOB.

I think I just wrote meta on your poem. Jfc. This is what happens on tumblr when I see gifs of bucky barnes.

UGH BUT THIS POEM HAS RUINED ME DON'T YOU GET IT??

It burnt me, more than I ever did.

It filled me, more than I never did.

SANAM BURNT HIM// SHE BURNT THE PIECES THAT WERE SO BROKEN THEY COULDN'T BE MENDED BUT THEY WERENT LEAVING AND SHE MADE THEM LEAVE//BUT SHE ALSO BURNT HIM IN THE WAY FIRE BURNS SKIN// THE WAY IT MELTS INTO PINK FLESH AND THE SCARS REMAIN FOR MONTHS IF NOT YEARS// BUT FOR AAHIL THIS WILL STAY FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE// HE HAS A MAP OF SCARS ON HIS SKIN AND INSIDE THE VESSELS OF HIS BLOOD// BUT SANAM WILL BE THE SCAR THAT WILL HAUNT HIS BEING UNTIL THE DAY HE DIES// BECAUSE SHE WAS THE GODDAMNED /LIGHT/ THAT FILLED HIM // THE LIGHT THAT WAS BRIGHTER THAN THE SUN AND SOFTER THAN THE CUTS OF THE STARS// IT FILLED HIS EXISTENCE AND THEN SHE LEFT OMG I THINK YOU BROKE ME

I was at the brink, of losing me.

But the light kept, embracing me.

The light didn't leave, It was me,

Who left the light, growing in me.

SOBS//WHAT IS THE FIRST LINE HOW WHAT WHY THE f**k WOULD YOU DO THIS ITS LIKE 1 IN THE MORNING AND I'M WACTHING SAD STUCKY VIDEOS AND CRYING OVER THIS// HE WAS AT THE BRINK OF LOSING HIMSELF// LOSING HIMSELF IN THE LIES AND NEVERENDING BRUISES AND DARKNESS AND NIGHTMARES// HE WAS ON THE BRINK OF THE CLIFF THAT WAS STEEP// THAT WAS SO STEEP THAT HE COULDN'T SEE THE BOTTOM// BUT THE THING IS HE /DIDN'T/ WANT TO SEE THE BOTTOM// HE WANTED TO LOSE HIMSELF INTO INFINITE DARKNESS// THE PLACE WITH NO PAIN AND NO FEAR// AND NO LEATHER BELTS THAT WOULD CARVE SLUGGISH RED WHISPERS INTO HIS SKIN// THE PLACE WHERE HE DIDN'T HAVE TO ASK HIMSELF WHY // WHY IS HE SO ALONE// HE KNOWS THAT FAULT IS HIS// BUT HE DOESN'T KNOW /WHAT/ HIS FAULT HIS// BUT SANAM// NO// SANAM GROUNDED HIM// SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THAT SHE IS THE ONLY THING THAT IS KEEPING HIM SANE// THAT IS THE TETHER// THE STRING OF COTTON AND DUPPATAS AND SMILES AND WORDS THAT HAS HIM MOVING SLOWLY AWAY FROM THE CLIFF// HE DOESN'T KNOW WHY ITS HER// BUT SHE'S THE LIGHT// THE LIGHT THAT HAS LIT UP HIS SOUL//

I felt a part, growing in me,

Drop by drop, completing me.

She caressed my soul, inviting me,

The feel of which, completed me.

HAHA I THINK I'M ACTUAL BROKEN NOW I CANT EVEN THIS ISN'T EVEN IN ORDER BUT W*FE HOW WHY LYFRGYRFYGUY

THE PART THAT WAS GROWING IN AAHIL// THE ONE THAT IS NOURISHED WITH LOVE AND CARE// THAT WAS REAL// NOT THE FLIGHTLESS FAADE OF TANVEER//ITS SANAM THAT MADE IT GROW// FROM SMOKEY ASHES TO A CANVAS OF PINKS AND GREENS AND /LOVE/ // HE FEELS COMPLETED WITH HER// HE DOESN'T KNOW WHY// WHY IT IS HER THAT COMPLETES HIM// WHY THIS WOMAN// THIS WOMAN WHO LOATHES THE SIGHT OF HIM// WHO IS SLOWLY DISINTEGRATING IN FRONT OF HIM// WHO IS ROTTING AND BREAKING SINCE THE FIRST DAY HE MET HER// BECAUSE ITS JUST THE SIGHT OF HIM THAT RUINS PEOPLES LIVES// LIKE IT DID WITH HIS AMMI'S//BUT SHE'S STILL THERE// EVERYDAY HE WAKES UP SHE IS THERE// AND HE THINKS THAT THIS MUST BE A DREAM// A DREAM THAT IS GOING TO INEVITABLY GET CRUSHED AND SMOTHERED UNDER THE HEEL OF HORRIFYING REALITY// I THINK I NEED A BREAK// THE TEARS ARE REAL// I /CANT/ NO MORE//

HOW IS THIS BORING??/

LIKE HOW?

Every word has so much packed into it and there's feelings so many feelings iM DYINNNGGGH

YOU f**kED ME UP WHY DID YOU f**k ME UP I SWEAR THIS POEM WASNT THIS SAD WHEN I WAS READING IT THE FIRST OMG IM GOING TO SLEEP AND IM GONNA HAVE NIGHTMARES OF AAHILS SAD SAD LIFE.

Originally posted by: suds.

WOW THIS TURNED HUGE IM SO SORRY

Originally posted by: suds.

I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT THIS

Originally posted by: Prags_Sociopath

SARDEEP. SARRU. SUDS. SARRYY. You. WHAT ARE YOU. WHAT?!

You just made me all teary eyed with that..THAT. What you just did! Gave a whole META on my poetry?!! A WHOLE EXPLANATION! Why? Why are you like so SO BRILLIANTLY ADORBS?!!

This made you cry?!! Don't. DON'T PLEASE. Don't say that! I honestly din't think it would MAKE YOU CRY!!

And then you just gave me THAT. HOW?! How you UNDERSTOOD EXACTLY what I had in my mind while writing this! HOW? JUST HOW? OH f**k!!

The Rehan part. I HAD to write that! And you got it! How?! I guess it wouldn't get to you guys because maybe I just messed up in between, it went awry, din't get those feels right in mid way, idk!

Oh you Sarru!! I LOVE YOU! I love you so much for this! This is like, It should be with the post itself! I AM GONNA POST THIS THERE ONLY! Along with that poem. It would be so much awesome. I am gonna post it with the poem yes! I need metas of others too then though🤣

LOVE AND HUGS!! You are my savior. My soul sister! <33