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Aahil has just returned to his room after serving his time at dinner with Nida. Yup, dinner with Nida was no less than a torture for him. Throughout the dinner Nida kept yapping about how excited she is about their marriage tomorrow and her plans related to the marriage and all other crap which Aahil hardly payed attention to. He was more lost in Sanam's thoughts than ever. Tonight's events were playing in his mind in loop. Sanam standing in the corner with Rehaan and Rehaan helping Sanam with Gajra, just the reminder of the scene made Aahil retch in disgust. Suddenly Aahil drew blank on all the events which followed and suddenly his mind flashed the picture of Sanam sobbing while Nida was hurling insults at her, Just as Aahil was making up his mind weather to defend Sanam or not, or what should he say in Sanam's defense he remembered Rehaan's voice echoing from somewhere near by in Sanam's defense. Once again Aahil's blood boiled up. He was not at all happy to see Rehaan standing up for Sanam in that manner, but he couldn't do anything. The next thing Aahil remembers, himself in the garden standing behind the bushes with Rehaan in his view, making Love confession to Sanam. Oh how much Aahil's heart ached to listen to this confession.
The thing which he himself wanted to do and yet not able to, b'cos he was stopped by the commitment which he made to Nida. It was painful to see Rehaan do that thing so very easily. Aahil did not wait up to listen to Sanam's response to Rehaan's confession or rather say he was not bothered to. B'cos somewhere in his heart Aahil thought that listening to Sanam saying "Yes" to Rehaan will only hurt him more than he already is. So he just retreated from that scene asap. Things were not hunky-dory at Dining Table too. As if tonight was the night of Drama. Every scene which was only possible in Daily Soaps were taking place in his house. He was just vexed up with the unending soap opera scenes getting played one after another. As though Mehendi Drama was not enuff, Once again Nida and Sanam started having tug-of-war with the soup bowl which ended with Ruksana's sudden death and Ammi's strange behavior. She wanted to be left alone as she was kind of disturbed with Ruksana's death. Here too Rehaan did not miss the opportunity of standing up for Sanam and once again praised her for saving Ammi's life and doing yet another favor on this house. It was so damn irritating to listen to Rehaan endlessly ranting praises of Sanam. Even Khala noticed that Rehaan was praising Sanam more than necessary. Yes why wouldn't he, after all he loves her and may be She too loves him back. She must have answered in assertive to Rehaan's proposal which is why Rehaan was more than eager to take Sanam's side and speak on behalf of her. All this very thoughts were making Aahil mad and he was just pacing up and down his room with not an iota of sleep in his eyes.
Just then Aahil saw a shadow of the person standing at his room's door. He was prepared to give an earful to whom ever it was, just as he turned around to do so, the words died in his throat before erupting from his mouth, b'cos the person standing there was Sanam. She was standing there with Jug of Water and a Glass in the tray which she placed it on the side table of Aahil's bed and just as she was about to turn around and exit the room, Aahil stopped Sanam by calling her name.
Sanam stopped in her track by listening to her name uttered from Aahil's mouth. Though she very much wanted to run away from there but still her feet were firmly planted to the ground disabling her from any movement. She could feel Aahil closing the distance between them and just as she turned around to face him she saw him standing so close to her that any further movement and she would have almost kissed Aahil, such was the proximity between Aahil and her. Sanam moved back a little to create some distance between them and also to get clear view of Aahil's face. The expressions on Aahil's face were indecipherable, she did not knew weather to be afraid or to be normal. While Sanam was still lost in her confusing thoughts suddenly Aahil's voice broke her reverie. Aahil was asking Sanam for her hand. Sanam gave him confused look for a second. She was not able to understand that why the hell was Aahil asking for her hand. She wanted to shout No, but still against her better judgement Sanam extended her hand towards Aahil, just then he spoke again and said "Not this hand the other one" Sanam understood which hand Aahil was referring to. She extended her other hand, the very same hand which had the big blotch marked by the Sinister Henna which fell on Sanam's hand and b'cos of which Sanam had to undergo such an insult in the hands of Nida, the Witch of the West. Suddenly Sanam noticed Aahil's grip tightening on her hand. She tried to wriggle away her hand from Aahil's grip but Aahil told her against it, so she quit her attempt halfway.
Aahil was feeling happy, angry, sad, confused and jealous all at the same time. He was happy to see the blotch turning dark in color which only proved Aahil's unlimited love for Sanam, Angry b'cos Sanam was still not able to understand his love, she was still under the impression that Aahil hates her, where as the reality was total opposite to her thinking, he was confused weather to confess his love towards Sanam or not, and Jealous because he suddenly remembered Rehaan confessing his Undying Love for Sanam few hours ago. But going against his better judgement and fully aware that what he was about to do was totally wrong and by doing this he would be deceiving the trust of his Ammi and Nida, the girl with whom he was engaged to be married and doing this that too on the eve of his D-Day would only complicate matters, but still he had to do this for his sake, in order to put his mind at ease and give a last shot to his adamant heart, who is not ready to accept anyone other than Sanam. Just like that Aahil twisted Sanam's arm and drew her closer to him. It was just like the Action Replay of SaHil's second meeting at the Dhaba. Aahil pulled Sanam so close to him, that it was impossible even for the air to pass through them. Sanam too remembered the scene very clearly, as though it had just happened yesterday. She knew what was Aahil's intention then, as he had very clearly vocalized it in front of everyone. Is Aahil's intentions were same today as it was then?? Sign of Fear and Confusion were clearly etched in Sanam's eyes. She did not knew weather to push Aahil away or to give in. She was feeling numb, her body parts were not supporting her, no matter how much she wanted to distant herself from Aahil, one look in his eyes and felt lost in the deep, dark magical orbs which were doing some kind of Black Magic on her.
Sanam never knew what was in those Dark Black Eyes, that one look in them and she felt so much at peace. She felt like forgetting the whole world and drown herself in those dark endless pits which was the shortcut to hell, the hell which was more precious than Heaven. Amidst all this thoughts and confusion running in both their minds, Aahil connected his Lips to Sanam's while holding her waist to draw her even more closer to him. It was as if Aahil wanted to merge himself in Sanam. Sanam was shocked beyond belief, but somewhere in the back of her mind she was expecting this. As a matter of fact yearning for this to be more precise. It was the very first kiss of her life, at first she was reluctant and tried pushing Aahil away by placing her hand on his chest. But when she felt Aahil's heart beat, her attempts grew feeble, the heartbeat was calming down Sanam and Sanam without thinking started responding to that Kiss. Her hands automatically reached for Aahil's hair. Oh how much attracted she was to Aahil's Silky, Raven Hair. Tugging his hair was the Sanam thing. It was her way of possessing Aahil, marking him as hers. Aahil still remembered that how Sanam pulled his hair while she hugged him in her unconscious state. Aahil was very happy to see Sanam responding in such manner. He was finally relieved to know that Sanam too likes him as much as he likes her.
The kiss was making them both delirious. Neither of them wanted to end it. But suddenly Sanam came to her senses and realized that Aahil is getting married to Nida tomorrow and yet he is kissing her, what was she to make out of his actions?? Is he using her?? Does Aahil thinks of Sanam as the dumb, ditzy blondes which he dates, who are ready to give in to Aahil's whims and Fancies and make out with him at the drop of the hat. This very thought repelled Sanam and she suddenly stopped reciprocating to the kiss. Sensing Sanam's unresponsive behavior Aahil suddenly remembered Rehaan's sinful confession of love towards Sanam, Aahil felt guilty of deceiving Rehaan, the person who respects him the most and keeps chanting Aahil Bhai as some holy mantra. Not only this he was also going against the wishes of his mother who wanted him to get married to Nida and Nida who was dreaming of getting married to him tomorrow. Both of them pushed each other at the same time and were heaving badly because of the lack of the breath. Aahil knew that Sanam is going to downright reject him on his face. He knew that Sanam loves Rehaan, maybe she grew weak under pressure for a moment but he could see the hatred erupting in Sanam's eyes for him and it was hurting him very deeply.
Before Sanam could say something to hurt him, Aahil decided to take control of the situation and said "You know what, you don't deserve me, You were right I hate you and I don't wanna see your face. This kiss, it was such a big mistake, I don't know What the Hell was I thinking. It meant nothing for me as I am used to making out with Girls, but you responding to my kiss, how low can you fall, this shows your standard. Now get the hell out of here, before I throw you out of my room" Sanam was devastated. Of Course she knew the things before hand which Aahil just uttered from his very mouth. She knew that Aahil hated him and this Kiss was just his way to seek vengeance from her. But somewhere in her heart she hoped the kiss to be true and symbol of Love. What the hell was she thinking?? Jallad Jinn and Love?? !! Impossible!!!. It was like expecting Rain in the Desert. Once Again Aahil Raza Ibrahim the Jalad Jinn succeeded in insulting her and showing her, her status to which she belonged. Sanam cried like hell and said "I Hate You Aahil and I will Always Hate You."
After shutting the door on Sanam's face Aahil cried like hell he was broken beyond repair, he was divided into pieces, he was neither a good Son, nor a good Friend and a very disloyal Fiance. He said to himself "I love you so much Sanam, that it hurts. I hate to Love you so much."
I know this is a very crappy OS. I have not even proof read it. Pardon my spelling and grammar mistakes. The vague idea of this OS hit me in the evening and I decided to put it down in words, but just as I was about to post it, my PC got hanged, and it happened not once or twice but it happened Thrice. Once because my PC got hanged and the other two times there was Power Cut, pertaining to which I was not able to save my document. So after many failed attempts I came up with this pathetic excuse of an OS. Feel free to criticize me.
The thing which he himself wanted to do and yet not able to, b'cos he was stopped by the commitment which he made to Nida. It was painful to see Rehaan do that thing so very easily. Aahil did not wait up to listen to Sanam's response to Rehaan's confession or rather say he was not bothered to. B'cos somewhere in his heart Aahil thought that listening to Sanam saying "Yes" to Rehaan will only hurt him more than he already is. So he just retreated from that scene asap. Things were not hunky-dory at Dining Table too. As if tonight was the night of Drama. Every scene which was only possible in Daily Soaps were taking place in his house. He was just vexed up with the unending soap opera scenes getting played one after another. As though Mehendi Drama was not enuff, Once again Nida and Sanam started having tug-of-war with the soup bowl which ended with Ruksana's sudden death and Ammi's strange behavior. She wanted to be left alone as she was kind of disturbed with Ruksana's death. Here too Rehaan did not miss the opportunity of standing up for Sanam and once again praised her for saving Ammi's life and doing yet another favor on this house. It was so damn irritating to listen to Rehaan endlessly ranting praises of Sanam. Even Khala noticed that Rehaan was praising Sanam more than necessary. Yes why wouldn't he, after all he loves her and may be She too loves him back. She must have answered in assertive to Rehaan's proposal which is why Rehaan was more than eager to take Sanam's side and speak on behalf of her. All this very thoughts were making Aahil mad and he was just pacing up and down his room with not an iota of sleep in his eyes.
Just then Aahil saw a shadow of the person standing at his room's door. He was prepared to give an earful to whom ever it was, just as he turned around to do so, the words died in his throat before erupting from his mouth, b'cos the person standing there was Sanam. She was standing there with Jug of Water and a Glass in the tray which she placed it on the side table of Aahil's bed and just as she was about to turn around and exit the room, Aahil stopped Sanam by calling her name.
Sanam stopped in her track by listening to her name uttered from Aahil's mouth. Though she very much wanted to run away from there but still her feet were firmly planted to the ground disabling her from any movement. She could feel Aahil closing the distance between them and just as she turned around to face him she saw him standing so close to her that any further movement and she would have almost kissed Aahil, such was the proximity between Aahil and her. Sanam moved back a little to create some distance between them and also to get clear view of Aahil's face. The expressions on Aahil's face were indecipherable, she did not knew weather to be afraid or to be normal. While Sanam was still lost in her confusing thoughts suddenly Aahil's voice broke her reverie. Aahil was asking Sanam for her hand. Sanam gave him confused look for a second. She was not able to understand that why the hell was Aahil asking for her hand. She wanted to shout No, but still against her better judgement Sanam extended her hand towards Aahil, just then he spoke again and said "Not this hand the other one" Sanam understood which hand Aahil was referring to. She extended her other hand, the very same hand which had the big blotch marked by the Sinister Henna which fell on Sanam's hand and b'cos of which Sanam had to undergo such an insult in the hands of Nida, the Witch of the West. Suddenly Sanam noticed Aahil's grip tightening on her hand. She tried to wriggle away her hand from Aahil's grip but Aahil told her against it, so she quit her attempt halfway.
Aahil was feeling happy, angry, sad, confused and jealous all at the same time. He was happy to see the blotch turning dark in color which only proved Aahil's unlimited love for Sanam, Angry b'cos Sanam was still not able to understand his love, she was still under the impression that Aahil hates her, where as the reality was total opposite to her thinking, he was confused weather to confess his love towards Sanam or not, and Jealous because he suddenly remembered Rehaan confessing his Undying Love for Sanam few hours ago. But going against his better judgement and fully aware that what he was about to do was totally wrong and by doing this he would be deceiving the trust of his Ammi and Nida, the girl with whom he was engaged to be married and doing this that too on the eve of his D-Day would only complicate matters, but still he had to do this for his sake, in order to put his mind at ease and give a last shot to his adamant heart, who is not ready to accept anyone other than Sanam. Just like that Aahil twisted Sanam's arm and drew her closer to him. It was just like the Action Replay of SaHil's second meeting at the Dhaba. Aahil pulled Sanam so close to him, that it was impossible even for the air to pass through them. Sanam too remembered the scene very clearly, as though it had just happened yesterday. She knew what was Aahil's intention then, as he had very clearly vocalized it in front of everyone. Is Aahil's intentions were same today as it was then?? Sign of Fear and Confusion were clearly etched in Sanam's eyes. She did not knew weather to push Aahil away or to give in. She was feeling numb, her body parts were not supporting her, no matter how much she wanted to distant herself from Aahil, one look in his eyes and felt lost in the deep, dark magical orbs which were doing some kind of Black Magic on her.
Sanam never knew what was in those Dark Black Eyes, that one look in them and she felt so much at peace. She felt like forgetting the whole world and drown herself in those dark endless pits which was the shortcut to hell, the hell which was more precious than Heaven. Amidst all this thoughts and confusion running in both their minds, Aahil connected his Lips to Sanam's while holding her waist to draw her even more closer to him. It was as if Aahil wanted to merge himself in Sanam. Sanam was shocked beyond belief, but somewhere in the back of her mind she was expecting this. As a matter of fact yearning for this to be more precise. It was the very first kiss of her life, at first she was reluctant and tried pushing Aahil away by placing her hand on his chest. But when she felt Aahil's heart beat, her attempts grew feeble, the heartbeat was calming down Sanam and Sanam without thinking started responding to that Kiss. Her hands automatically reached for Aahil's hair. Oh how much attracted she was to Aahil's Silky, Raven Hair. Tugging his hair was the Sanam thing. It was her way of possessing Aahil, marking him as hers. Aahil still remembered that how Sanam pulled his hair while she hugged him in her unconscious state. Aahil was very happy to see Sanam responding in such manner. He was finally relieved to know that Sanam too likes him as much as he likes her.
The kiss was making them both delirious. Neither of them wanted to end it. But suddenly Sanam came to her senses and realized that Aahil is getting married to Nida tomorrow and yet he is kissing her, what was she to make out of his actions?? Is he using her?? Does Aahil thinks of Sanam as the dumb, ditzy blondes which he dates, who are ready to give in to Aahil's whims and Fancies and make out with him at the drop of the hat. This very thought repelled Sanam and she suddenly stopped reciprocating to the kiss. Sensing Sanam's unresponsive behavior Aahil suddenly remembered Rehaan's sinful confession of love towards Sanam, Aahil felt guilty of deceiving Rehaan, the person who respects him the most and keeps chanting Aahil Bhai as some holy mantra. Not only this he was also going against the wishes of his mother who wanted him to get married to Nida and Nida who was dreaming of getting married to him tomorrow. Both of them pushed each other at the same time and were heaving badly because of the lack of the breath. Aahil knew that Sanam is going to downright reject him on his face. He knew that Sanam loves Rehaan, maybe she grew weak under pressure for a moment but he could see the hatred erupting in Sanam's eyes for him and it was hurting him very deeply.
Before Sanam could say something to hurt him, Aahil decided to take control of the situation and said "You know what, you don't deserve me, You were right I hate you and I don't wanna see your face. This kiss, it was such a big mistake, I don't know What the Hell was I thinking. It meant nothing for me as I am used to making out with Girls, but you responding to my kiss, how low can you fall, this shows your standard. Now get the hell out of here, before I throw you out of my room" Sanam was devastated. Of Course she knew the things before hand which Aahil just uttered from his very mouth. She knew that Aahil hated him and this Kiss was just his way to seek vengeance from her. But somewhere in her heart she hoped the kiss to be true and symbol of Love. What the hell was she thinking?? Jallad Jinn and Love?? !! Impossible!!!. It was like expecting Rain in the Desert. Once Again Aahil Raza Ibrahim the Jalad Jinn succeeded in insulting her and showing her, her status to which she belonged. Sanam cried like hell and said "I Hate You Aahil and I will Always Hate You."
After shutting the door on Sanam's face Aahil cried like hell he was broken beyond repair, he was divided into pieces, he was neither a good Son, nor a good Friend and a very disloyal Fiance. He said to himself "I love you so much Sanam, that it hurts. I hate to Love you so much."
I know this is a very crappy OS. I have not even proof read it. Pardon my spelling and grammar mistakes. The vague idea of this OS hit me in the evening and I decided to put it down in words, but just as I was about to post it, my PC got hanged, and it happened not once or twice but it happened Thrice. Once because my PC got hanged and the other two times there was Power Cut, pertaining to which I was not able to save my document. So after many failed attempts I came up with this pathetic excuse of an OS. Feel free to criticize me.
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