To those who knows not, a ban was bestowed upon me, from posting on this forum. Nobody said anything about comments, so I made an exception. Fine, plenty of 'em. *Hee*
Now, before you go on...
I wrote this for Zanutix.
Zanu, my Janu, mah Dawg. Mah SoulDawg.
You own this.
You see, Zanu and I have decided to post our stories together, thus dubbing them the Double Dhamaka! *Zanu's idea!* Yes, you got it right! Zanutix has a story posted too! What you didn't know? You need a link? Tada
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/qubool-hai/3977718/asya-os-beyond
Sis Saima. That index you were talking about. Hmm. Still not seeing it happening. So please don't keep your hopes high. Well, not yet, anyway. This idea came to me while I was talking to you. And so if this is owned by mah Dawg, YOU are this! So does it mean by default that she owns YOU? No!!!! You're mine. Sirf meri. Sola mente es miyo! And yes, Moo's too! You're my rock Sis!
And you gave me my October dream! Now I have a reason to, well, dream!
Tell Moo, Einstein says Ayayu!
And Ayayu too Sis, Ayayu too. So very much!
My SoulSistah!
To Kulfibai aka Tanvi, who has quit the forum, I miss you! And am going to get you to read. I'll resort to violence if need be. Hehe. Zanu, Dawg, you'd tell her right?
And to Navi. Honey drops, nothing tastes sweeter! My special friend who's forever busy doing invoices, attending classes with a certain bald lecturer and of course making time to spend with me! This one's for you too!
Okay.
Here goes hopefully something.
Yeh Lo Main Hari Piya
Remember that one time we went to the Safari and I lost my specs?
"You mean when you kept screaming at everyone just 'coz you were frustrated? Or when you blamed us, saying that we distracted you that's why you lost it? Or do you mean when your Abbu gave us an earful and practically banned us from going there again?"
Yeah, yeah, whatever. But remember what happened when I had to wear my powered lenses sunglasses, coz that's the only spare pair I had? And was still finding it hard coz the power was low?
"Yeah, people thought you were blind."
Yeah. But jokes on them. Coz I'm not.
"It's not funny."
Oh but it is. If you see it from my viewpoint.
"You have a sick sense of humour."
At least I have one.
"What, and I don't?"
Clearly, NO!
"Why you...argh!"
What?
Awesome?
Funny?
"Yeah, sure."
Beautiful...?
"You know you are."
But I don't. How can I know?
"You're not blind, remember?"
Touche.
"And you say I have no sense of humour. Anyway, let's not change the topic, okay?"
Am not.
"You're beautiful."
"Huh. Now that's plain rude."
What is?
"I just complimented you and you didn't say anything."
What do you want me to say? Thank you?
"Well for starters, yes. I was also kinda hoping I'd see you blush."
"Yep, there it is. God, you really are beautiful. Chalo, maaf kiya."
Sing for me?
"Later."
Did I really scream at you guys all those time ago?
"..."
I have something to TELL you.
"What?"
No, you're not getting it, I have something to TELL you!
"You have something to tell me?"
Yes!
"Huh. Uh, okay. What is it?"
Well?
"Well what?"
I said it.
"No, you didn't say anything."
But I did!
"No. You just mouthed something."
Same difference.
"Actually, there's a huge difference."
But message delivered!
"Hmm."
Do I really need to get down on my knees?
"Ahem. Uh. No, just on one."
Why are you smiling?
"Am not!"
You so are!
You're enjoying this!
"I won't lie."
You know whaaaaaa aaaaaa
"What are you doing? What's wrong?"
"Hey! Why are you rummaging your bag that way. What's going on?"
"Listen, why- Oh. I see."
"Hey..why are you crying? Come on, no tears. Tell me what's wrong. Hmm?"
I wanted this to be special.
"And it is."
No, It's not. And you don't even like pink.
"It has grown on me."
You're just saying that.
"You know that's not true."
Still.
"Hey. This is exactly what I've always wanted. This is what I need. A classic you. I cannot ask for a better today. I mean it! This is special. Very, special. And I actually am enjoying it. So much. More so now. Hmm?"
Come hold me?
"Oh...come here you. Please, rona bandh, okay. You know I don't like it. Besides, your nose gets unusually big when you do."
"Ouch! Okay, okay, sorry!"
"Haaa hahh hehh."
"That's ticklish! What are you doing?"
"Haaa hehhh hehh."
"Hmmm?"
"Haaah huhhh hoooh!"
"Oh, MY! Oh, sweetheart. I...I...I, oh God. I- I love you too love! I love you too! You- I mean, you.. You- Oh, wow. Oh God. You.. Oh, I love you too, beautiful! I love you too! So much! So, so much! You just-Oh God. I didn't expect- I mean how- You-"
"Wait! What are you doing? I wasn't done hugging you!"
Do I still need to go on my knees?
"What- Huh. Y- Uh. No, just on one knee. And yes, I guess you still have to do it."
"What? Don't give me that look. Just 'coz I said 'I love you too' doesn't mean you get to go against your own words. I can't let that happen now, can I? Need I remind you? I've got proof!"
You still have that?
"Of course I do. This was the only thing that gave me reassurance. Besides, am not letting you off easy. Nope. Not gonna happen."
Main kahin nahin jane wali. Not anymore.
"Good! Now, on your knees! eh, I mean knee!"
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No. I can't. I told you. I can't accept your proposal. Not yet. Not now. I need time. I need to do this on my own.
ME!?? Adamant?
Fine, yes. Maybe I am.
But you must agree that I've got to fight my own demons.
You don't understand. I need to do this on my own.
I only just came to terms with what life has thrown my way. I'm only just beginning to stop feeling sorry for myself.
Yes, I know that. But, I need to help myself first before I can allow you to. And, I won't be able to stay. I need to go. I need time on my own.
Okay, okay! Stop being so hyper!
It's not like I'm going to stop communicating with you.
Okay, tell you what.
You'll be the first to know when I change my mind. If I EVER DO, THAT IS.
How will you know what?
How you will know? If I change my mind? Hmm.
I haven't thought of that. I don't know.
Okay.
I'll say those three words you said to me just now.
And...
I'll even go down on my knees like you did.
Fine, just on one then.
But how what, now?
How will I say what? Why are you so cryptic?!
Oh. Those tree words? I'll find a way to say it. Besides, i CAN ALWAYS WRITE THEM DOWN.
NO WRITING???
What? Why not!
You insensitive monster. To think just seconds ago you were declaring undying love to me.
Fine!
I'll have you know that ZF never backs out from a challenge.
No. Who said anything about me wanting to win this challenge. All I meant was if it ever comes to that.
How is that even logical. If I win, you win? Care to explain?
And why are you smiling? It is such a rare sight, but I can tell, this is your way of getting back at me.
AND CAN WE GO ALREADY? Mujhe Haider se milna hai.
Your face! Ha-ha.
OMG! Haider is going to have a ball when he knows this!
Of course I'm telling him. I'm not going to let you make me the bad person in turning you down. After all, if it ever does come to it (you don't have to look so smug) he's the one to give me away, nahin?
Lekin abhi ke liye...Mr Macho got rejected!
HABURN!
Change what?
What!!
Why would I do that??!!
I love pink.
Beside's I'm the one writing.
Fine. I'll use black ink next time. Khush?
Abhi bhi nahin?
One day you'll find it in your heart to forgive me.
And I know you're thinking, you won't ever have to.
Chalein?
Thanks for Reading!
FaRz⭐️
This is also dedicated to all those who wanted to read something from me.
p/s Yes, how can I leave my Haider out? Mwah.
