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Zoya,
Mere aur mere jazbaton ka bahut hi uljha hua sa rishta hai . Alfaazon main meri maharat nahin hai. Phir bhi ek koshish kar raha hoon. Aap meri zindagi main ek aandhi ki tarah aayin aur zindagi ki taraf mere nazarye ko badal diya. Aapse milne se pehle mujhe na sirf zindagi se shikayat thi balki apno se bhi kai shikwe the. Lekin aapke aane ke baad meri pichli zindagi ki yaadein dhundhli hoti jaa rahi hain aur mere khawabon par ab aapke saye hain. Maine bahut Koshish ki , ke main aapse mohbbat na karoon but mere dil ne meri ek na suni. Pehli baar jab maine aapko Mazaar main dekha tha , to bas dekhta hi reh gaya. Lakh chahne ke baad bhi nazrein nahin hata saka. Shayad ooper wale ne meri ankahai dua sun li aur aapko ittefaqan mere zindagi main bhej diya. Aap mujhe acchi lagane lagin, aapki kashish mujhe aapki taraf kheechti gayi. maine lakh koshish ki aapko apni dil se apne khayalon se nikal doon lekin kambaqt dil ne hi saath nahin diya. Dil aur Dimaag ki jung main Dimaag haar gaya. Aur mujhe na chate hua bhi aapse Mohabbat ho gayi. Mera to is Ehsas se kabhi tarruf bhi nahin hua tha. Dheere Dheere aapki aadat si padne lagi. Aapki shayari ki bina din adhoora sa lagne laga, aapki hansi , aapki bachkani bataein acchi lagane lagin. Hamare beech main kai aisi haadse hue , jo ki bakhuda agar doobaara honge to shayad mere faisle muqtalif honge. Lekin in sab haadson se hamari mohabbat main izaafa hi hua hai. Aap meri zindagi ke andheron main roshni banker aayi hain, Saansen to pehle bhi chalti thin ab main jeene laga hoon. Aapke khona ka khayal bhi meri rooh ko tadpa deta hai. Aapse main yeh nahin kahoonga ki hamari aane wali zindagi main koi bura waqt nahin aayega, lekin main aapse yeh wada karna chahta hoon ki har aane wali mushkil main aapka haath thaamoonga. Main aapko apne se kabhi bhi juda nahin hone doonga ...Zoya ke bina ab Asad ka koi wajood nahin hai... Main aapse bahut Mohabbat karta hoon.
Saalgirah bahut bahut mubarak ho Zoya,
Sirf Aapka,
Asad .
Zoya,
I have a very complicated relationship with my own feelings. Words are not my forte. Still, I will try.. You entered my life like a storm and changed my attitude toward life. Before meeting you , I held grudges toward life and loved ones. After meeting you my past is slowly becoming blurry and my dreams have your shadows. I tried very hard not to fall in love with you, but my own heart did not listen to me. First time when I saw you at the Mazar, I was mesmerized, I couldn't take my eyes off you. I believe the almighty answered my unspoken prayer and by sheer chance sent you in my life. I started liking you, your charm attracted me toward you . I tried very hard to not to think about you , tried keeping you away from heart, but this traitor heart did not listen to me. The battle between Mind and heart was won hands down by the heart. Despite resisting it with every fiber of my being I fell in love with you. I did not even know that I am capable of such emotions. Slowly Slowly , I started getting used to your presence . Without your poetry the day felt empty. I started liking your laughter, your childlike behavior . We underwent a lot of painful and agonizing situations. And I swear , if presented again my decisions will be totally different. But these unfortunate circumstances have made our relationship stronger .You are the light in the darkness of my life . I used to breathe before but now I have started living. The fear of losing you tortures my soul. I can't promise that we will not have to deal with tough times in the future, but I can promise that at every step , I will be there holding your hand. I will never let go. Without Zoya Asad's existence has no meaning .I love you a lot. A very Happy Birthday to you.
foreveryours,
Asad .
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