I have been here in IF for I guess more then 6 months- a year or so. And, I must say so far the journey over here has been just fabulous. I have never trusted any sites or had ever had the trust to make online account accept the normal gmail or FB that too with high privacy but this is the first time I had made an account over here and made so many friends. Its said that you cannot trust anyone these days but I say I trust and love all the buddies I have had here.
Ruksar, although we haven't ever had a normal friendly conversation ever but I have always been fond of you because of your work. And, I think a persons work shows a lot about himself/herself. And, reading your stories I have always felt the instant connection that a reader has to a writer. And, then hearing your closest friends talking about you, your crazy antics and the way you enjoyed your life and made people around you happy makes me jealous of your close friends.. Yeah!!! Because they can have you as a friend.
I don't know what the problem is but I am sure after hearing your friends talking so good about you, about your nature I am sure something really terrible must have happened for you to seek that shell in which you are trying to hide. But, dear I just want to say you are a strong girl. I know I don't know you enough but I don't know a part of me says that I know you too well and I can say you will come back to all your friends.
I have had the best moments here in IF and I have got so lovely friends over here. I don't know if you ever would read this or not but I seriously would want to ask you - Mujse Dosti Karogi.. Please Ruksar don't seek that shell, don't hide from your friends over here, It hurts a lot. And, I could feel your friends pain... I have already taken you as my friends so it will pain me too to see you all sad and upset. So, come back to all of us.
Your new friend.
Dee
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